I: Like meeting up together when I happen to be drinking and I hear that you’re drinking somewhere nearby too. Say, if we’re having an after-party following a DER ZIBET live and we’re drinking in Roppongi, and if I asked “Shall we go?” you’d say “I’m coming”, and all of the members of BUCK-TICK will come on board at some random izakaya in Shibuya (laughs).
ーー Some random izakaya in Shibuya? (laughs)
I: A normal izakaya where anyone can visit, one where even university students can visit without it being weird.
A: Because everyone drinks at those places. Though, even now, we still go to these places.
ーー Right now, ISSAY-san doesn’t have one but, since there are mobile phones or PHS, you can easily get in touch, right?
I: Atsushi-kun, do you have one?
A: No, I don’t.
I: Those things, they’re no good, are they? It’s like putting a bell around your neck, I don’t like that. No matter what, I just can’t get into that.
ーー Perhaps dramatic coincidences like those times on the Toumei expressway, or in London, will happen again.
I: I wonder if you can call that dramatic.
A: From my perspective, it’s quite so though (laughs).
I: The red string of fate can be seen.
A: Because that’s how it’s been right from the start, right? My friend left behind a tape that has been stretched out (laughs). Though in those days there were records, weren’t there, I suppose much of the rotations were different.
I: The condition was pretty bad, wasn’t it.
ーー It could be that your friend listened to it over and over until it stretched out.
A: That is probably so.
ーー And after that, at Eggman.
A: And that’s the first coincidence.
I: Come to think of it, I’m going back to the previous topic but when I made an appearance during BUCK-TICK’s live, before I went up on stage, you sang a phrase “Shizumitai (沈みたい; I want to sink)” in acapella, didn’t you? And I thought, “Huh? That sounds like a song I’ve heard before”. For a moment I kept wondering what song it was. And just as I was told that I’m going up on stage, it suddenly hit me, like, “This, I’ve heard this before, what was it, ah, it’s my own song, it’s ‘Shizumitai’”.
A: For a moment you couldn’t figure it out, right?
I: You sang with such a sweet voice again.
A: What are you saying (laughs)
I: No, but, I really love that voice. Because you sang for me with a sweet and sensual voice. Won’t this man sing for me, the whole song?
A: Hey, wait a minute now (laughs)
ーー The both of you have been committed to aesthetics since before there was what is now known as Visual-Kei, but did you expect that Visual-Kei would grow to what it is now?
I: Not at all. Although I thought that it’s interesting how it has turned out like this. Because, you see, when we came out, we were being bashed.
A: Yeah, a hell lot.
I: We were being attacked a lot, weren’t we?
A: Though, it made you think, ‘ah, so this is how it is’, didn’t it?
ーー With the way that it has turned out to be now, do you think that it has become interesting? Or is it interesting in a different way than what you expected…
I: For me, personally, I think that there are pros and cons. It does have rather interesting aspects in it, but, for example, if it turns out to be a mere facade, that’s boring. But fundamentally speaking, I don’t hate them, people like that. Because it’s easy for me to understand, like ‘ah, I suppose they want to do it this way’, or this is their kind of aesthetic, and so on.
ーー Does Sakurai-san find it interesting?
A: I’m relatively unconcerned but… It’s a passive feeling, isn’t it? Though there are times when by chance, on TV, or when someone tells me about someone else, they’d leave an impression on me where I’m thinking “that’s nice”. It’s a feeling that hits me from the opposite direction.
ーー So you’re saying that there are bands that hit you with an impression that makes you think “that’s nice”.
A: Of course there are.
「For the readers, well…… Thank you for your continued support for the both of us (laughs)」- Sakurai
「Even though we’re both such people (laughs). Us two who don’t change」- ISSAY
ーー Since it’s been awhile that you’ve spoken to each other, is there anything you’d like to say to each other?
A: So, coming from me. Recently, (at space Zero), it was the first time that you’ve shown me your pantomime but, how should I say this, the feeling that I got from that, basically it is no different from what I felt the first time I saw you at Eggman, and I thought that you were very flexible. Very flexible, in a good way. But fundamentally, he can’t bend, he gives you the feeling that he’s not willing to bend, you can see that. At Eggman, I thought that was great. This masked man (laughs). Right from the very first impression, I’ve always thought in my mind that there’s something amazing.
ーー Was it like a reminiscent feeling of that “wowー” that you got when you saw him at Eggman over 10 years ago?
A: That’s right, though I wanted to watch in closer proximity, this time’s mime.
ーー Where were you seated?
A: My seat was towards the back though.
ーー Because the space in that venue is quite big, right?
I: I don’t normally perform in a space that large though, for my mimes. Like a place that would already be full with 180 people in it.
A: ……How do I say this, though, there are places that cannot be expressed in words.
I: They can’t be described, right (laughs)
A: Though, where I watched from was in the back, so I had the the urge of wanting to go closer to the front to see each person’s expressions, to see more. But it was fantastic, very much so. I wanted to become even more immersed in it but no matter what, there was always a distance keeping us apart after all. But that was wonderful. I’ve not seen many performances like that but it was similar to when such theatrics visited my elementary school’s auditorium or something when I was still a child, and from there came an emotion that’s akin to feeling a little frightened, where you’re afraid but yet you want to go into it, little by little.
ーー Instead of an intrusive fear, is it more like a fear that you can’t look away from?
A: Yes, because it felt like the strings would snap there and then if I took my eyes off them, there was that kind of precarious feeling there, and at the same time, there was a lot to enjoy, wasn’t there? The music was exceptional too.
ーー Are there any scenes that left an impression on you?
A: Scenes?
ーー Or maybe actions, as well.
A: Well, there were a lot of different elements that came together, so it’s definitely the ambience… The ambience in the start was so good.
I: The start?
A: …「I love you」. I thought, ‘whoa, how nice’ (laughs).
I: Nah, it’s important to do that unabashedly, saying ‘I love you’.
A: At that moment, I thought that it would be great if I was seated a little closer to the front (laughs).
I: You thought so? You did?
A: At the least around 2 rows away, diagonally behind from where ISSAY-san stood.
ーー Even if the seat was empty, it would be difficult to move there, wouldn’t it? Since there will be a distinctive tension in the air when it’s dark.
A: Even in a concert, if you go from sitting in front to sitting in the back of the second floor, the atmosphere changes a little. Seeing becomes spectating.
ーー Even when the stage is being filmed, there’s an objectivity where you’d want to capture the audience’s excitement when you aim towards the back, but when you’re filming from off stage, in the audience, the mood is like what you’d feel as a fan, perhaps, where you directly feel the moment that makes you think that the person on stage is cool, and that, again, is something completely different, isn’t it?
A: Ah, but that was wonderful. It gave me the feeling that he’s definitely an expressionist after all.
I: Thank you.
ーー May we have a comment from you for the readers of the magazine?
A: For the readers, well… Thank you for your continued support for the both of us (laughs).
I: (laughs) We’ve known each other for a long time though, in a good way. Really, as artists, there were parts that have changed through the years, and what’s the absolute most important point, it’s close to what we’ve talked about earlier, but, it’s to be constant, unchanging. I think that this is a very important factor, isn’t it? I really love that unchanging characteristic of his. That the most important thing of all, for humans, is to have the intention to never change what they love and what’s important to them. And because he comes across to me as someone who shows that very clearly, that part of him, it was as expected that when I went for BUCK-TICK’s live late last year, I found myself thinking that when it comes to this person, once you’ve watched him, you’ll definitely become a fan. Because he was just so attractive. It makes me think that, as it is, even if he were to change the way he does things, I’d want him to go with being “unchanging”. I think that this is probably the Atsushi-kun that I love. Even his eyes, they’ve never changed from the moment when we first met until now. I want him to stay like this because there aren’t many people like him, honestly. Right now, I think that he’s an invaluable person even within Japan’s rock scene. Just like this, steadily, even while he changes, I’d wish that he continues to be invariant. With regards to the readers, it really is as Atsushi-kun said, isn’t it. Even though we’re both such people (laughs). Us two who don’t change. For me, this is the only thing that I can do. To be truly grateful for the support.
ーー For our magazine as well, we’ve gone through a lot during these past 20 years, but in future, perhaps for the 25th anniversary or the 30th anniversary, or maybe if we cheat a little and go with the 22nd anniversary or something (laughs), if there’s another opportunity, we’ll definitely be looking forward to having you here again. Thank you very much for today.
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