BABEL – The first of BUCK-TICK’s 30th Anniversary Project

BARKS.jp
15 November 2017

Interview text by Imai Tomoko

 

 

BUCK-TICK has released the single, 「BABEL」, as the first part of their debut 30th anniversary project. As it has been for the past 30 years, their first new single after around 14 months is a song that brings a breath of fresh air and sounds distinctly like them. They, who have been active without any member changes since their debut with the video 『BUCK-TICK Gensho at THE LIVE INN』on 21 September 1987, released their all-time best compilation 『CATALOGUE 1987-2016』, that transcended beyond record companies labels, on 20 September 2017. They also held the 『BUCK-TICK 2017“THE PARADE”~30th anniversary~』on 23 and 24 September at Odaiba Yagai Tokusetsu Kaijo J Chiku, Tokyo. The driving force behind their new song 「BABEL」, that was created in parallel with such an overview of their past work, is something extraordinary. Sakurai Atsushi and Imai Hisashi talks about the events that led up to the birth of the new song and what comes next.

 

 

■ Making up a god and then desperately trying to surpass that god
■ I have thought that, it would be nice if that was possible

 

── The new song 「BABEL」 is a profound one that is packed with BUCK-TICK’s personality, how did it come about?

Imai Hisashi (I): This was probably the 3rd song from the initial stage when I started writing songs that will be used in the album. I was creating it at home, and at the demo stage, I thought, “This might be good as a single”. After that, when we started recording the album, other cool ones started being made, and I wondered if another song should be the single but surprisingly, this became the first single.

── What were the points that made you think that it would be suitable as single?

I: Perhaps it was the flow of the song, or maybe it was the beat. It’s heavy but, it feels like it progresses steadily? It also has a feeling that we haven’t had so far. The feeling that the chords are novel, like how it goes from major key to minor, I think the way it develops and that key changes are quite interesting.

── Certainly, most singles are pop songs but this is a little different, isn’t it. That unlikely feeling.

I: Exactly. I also had the intention of wanting to produce a song that captures with such a feeling. Not only is it pleasing to the ear, I think that even something like that holds something that the fans and listeners can accept.

── Did you consult the honest feelings of the fans and the fans’ votes for your 30th anniversary best-of album project as one of those evaluation criteria? Unexpected songs that weren’t singles or popular songs were included too.

I: That vote could be done once daily, and one person can vote multiple times so if there were diligent people, those songs will be ranked highly (lol). That’s why I was like “Heeeh~”. Well, I did take it into consideration though.

── But I did think that it’s because of that that a song like 「BABEL」 was created though.

I: How do I say it, not to “attack” but, something like this can be considered as pop as well. I think that even something that’s not something melodious and a little esoteric can be amusing.

── Even the arrangement leaves an imposing impression but does that overlap with the theme of the song?

I: The one who made the basic sound on the demo and put in the synthesizing was YOW-ROW-kun though.

── Imai-san is the vocalist in Fuji Maki-san’s SCHAFT right.

I: Yes. The amount of sounds that YOW-ROW-kun has is just so many that you could say that the development is dizzying, and had interesting parts.

── Yokoyama (Kazutoshi)-san has joined in BUCK-TICK’s recording though?

I: That’s because Yoko-chan and YOW-ROW-kun has different areas. YOW-ROW-kun is unhesitant, he has a part of him that decides ”I’ll put this kind of sound in”.

── This may sound rude but, with a generational difference, are there areas where you were in sync with Yokoyama-san?

I: There’s that as well, isn’t there. With Yoko-chan, we look at each other’s facial expressions and so on (lol)

── (lol) Was something like that a breath of fresh air for the song as well?

I: Not necessarily, but a variety of songs were indeed created.

── When producing the song, what was the image for lyrics like these?

I: This part is about this song so, I’ll hand it over to you.

── For Sakurai-san, what, in this song, inspired you for the lyrics?

Sakurai Atsushi (S): This song had a working title.

── Is that so?

S: We always have a temporary working title. I thought about it for quite awhile, assigning that working title.

I: I was like, why are you thinking about it so much (lol). The word「Babel」popped out, but we were also worried that the working title would affect the lyrics. Having said that, when the substance of it was expressed, it turned into this. In comparison, there was a time when we thought about the working title for around an hour.

── Is it because you want to to impose the image of your own song on the lyrics?

I: It was a jumble of thoughts along the lines of “I don’t want to but~”, like “what are we doing” (lol). So, when producing the song, this word,「Babel」, just sprung up normally. After that, when we searched online, it just so happened that the「Babel Exhibition」was being held, and I thought, well that’s just perfect.

── Was the word「Babel」something that created an image for you?

I: Simply put, it’s roughly “the Tower of Babel”, like a tower of treachery.

── Did Sakurai-san write the lyrics based on that working title?

S: Going back to the earlier topic, I also overheard that the working title was carefully chosen. So going with that flow, when coming up with song lyrics and doing the synchronisation, it’ll turn out exactly like that, the story will change completely, and it’ll get a different title too. I do have that flexibility too but, however, as a hint, there are times when the weight of it is different too. Imai-san mentioned this as well but there was a「Babel Exhibition」too, and even though they probably didn’t know about this song, it felt like the fans jumped the gun, saying things like “I went”, and sending us more and more merchandise (lol). Since I also knew about Babel as a child, I wondered, again, what will happen if I put it into words. I thought about it in parallel with the title.

── What does Sakurai-san think of as「Babel」?

S: In short, something like the egoism of man.

── Did you write the song lyrics around that?

S: Right. The, I suppose, main character, makes up their own god, then desperately tries to surpass that god. I have thought that it would be nice if that was possible, as a song, as a piece of music.

── At first glance, it doesn’t look like there are a lot of words in these lyrics, but I thought that what was stuffed in it was quite substantial.

S: That’s right. At the start, physically, there were quite an amount of words, at 5 or 6 pages on the PC. I gradually eliminated that.

── I would think that writing 5 to 6 pages at the start is quite tough but isn’t it even tougher to work on rewriting and cutting down on that?

S: Although I hate bragging that it was tough (lol), I was really tired this time. I noticed that each time, the degree of exhaustion seems to multiply.

── I wondered if the theme for the revision that you toiled on was the 2 aspects of Babel that Sakurai-san spoke of earlier. The purity and egoism of man. BUCK-TICK has depicted those ambivalent emotions well.

S: That always becomes the subject or the motif. Though I do think that if I’m a better person, it would’ve then been a different motif.

── I believe that there’s a profoundness that’s unique to Sakurai-san and BUCK-TICK, but in such a grandiose theme, there is also a playfulness showed by overlapping words with English, like “ifu no nen”, it makes me feel that there’s a good atmosphere.

S: Right. You might say that making people feel perplexed and think ”I wonder how serious these people really are” when they hear it, or creating the feeling that it’s not straightforward, is playfulness. Then next, we might produce a song that you’ll hear when you go shopping at the convenience store (lol). This time, that’s the kind of thing it is.

 

■ I definitely thought of an atmosphere akin to that of a monarch’s fragility
■ Terrified, shaking, asleep. They’re also part of the song lyrics though

 

── With regards to singing techniques and the like, were there areas that you were careful about or that you had difficulty with?

S: Once I write up the lyrics, I go ”Right, I’ll sing now!” (lol). I need a switch that tells me that it’s not done. Because if I’m not immersed enough in the singing phase, I’ll get the feeling that it doesn’t feel right. With regards to「Babel」, it’s a feeling similar to the emperor from The Emperor’s New Clothes. I definitely thought of an atmosphere akin to that of a monarch’s fragility. Terrified, shaking, asleep. They’re also part of the song lyrics though.

── So you don’t assume what you’d do while you’re singing when you’re writing the song lyrics?

S: I do think of that, at the same time.  Because it’s a solitary world in the middle of the night. If it’s “the flesh of the lamb and wine”, I’ll have it like this, and eat it with my hands, or something (lol).

── Phrases like “motto chi wo (give me more blood)”  are rather impactful lyrics, aren’t they.

S: Depending on circumstances, I’ll probably round it off and make it milder, but because this is an absolute monarch, he does not mince his words, like if he wanted to kill that person or something, that’s what it is.

── In the first line, there is “I am non-existent” though.

S: It goes around in circles, doesn’t it.

── Looking at the completed version, was it Imai-san who entitled it「Babel」?

I: Nope,  when Sakurai-san’s song came in, I thought ”Ah, this is will be good as a single”」.

── Please tell me about the B-side「Moon Sayonara wo Oshiete」.

I: It’s a song from the album that’s currently in the works, that has been remixed by Ishino Takkyu-san. This is a new song that has been released as a remix first.

S: The latest song.

── It’s bold to suddenly remix it and record it on a single. isn’t it.

I: We had a meeting about what we should do about the B-side, the idea of possibly asking Ishino Takkyu-san for a remix surfaced. We gave Takkyu-san a choice of 3 songs. The original song is completely different. It wasn’t made in this club style.

── I did think so, but where did the idea of asking Takkyu-san to remix come from?

I: From Director Tanaka-san. I thought it was interesting too. When I heard what he created, the feeling of the gradual build-up is wonderful.

S: I liked it a lot too. I was also happy that it could be transformed into that style of dance music because it’s based off the original song. Rather, it’s great that two songs can be enjoyed.

I: The original song was a candidate for the single too.

── It could be that Takkyu-san had the desire to do it because it was that kind of song.

I: Exactly. I thought that the feel of the chords were interesting too, and of course, I suppose it was easy for him to make the tempo and BPM more club-like.

── Is the album nearing completion too? Even on September 23/24, at the「BUCK-TICK 2017 “THE PARADE” ~30th anniversary~」that was being held at Odaiba Tokusetsu Kaijo, you’ve briefly mentioned the new work.

S: Since we started rehearsing for that event just as we were entering recording for the new work, it was tough to switch from the newest songs to the debut songs (lol). My body couldn’t switch at all. When I got on stage, I was resolute and determined and it was all right but I was kind of unable to convey those feelings (lol).

── How were those two days?

I: It was fun. Suddenly going from recording and work on new songs to performing past songs live, I couldn’t get used to it at the start of rehearsals but as the concert neared, I got more excited too. I’m glad that we did it.

──It was fun for the audience, but it was also amazing that there were 42 songs in 2 days. Where did the idea of having such a big difference in content for those two days come from?

I: Somehow, we changed it halfway, then ended up changing everything (lol)

── Did you think that you’ll be able to do it soon because they were songs that you’ve previously performed tens of times before?

I: No, not at all. With the old songs, it was like ”Why did we put this phrase is?”. It felt absurd. I first listened to the source tracks at home to pick up the sound of it, and did rehabilitation before the rehearsal so that was quite exhausting (lol), like “How did I play this?” (lol). I analysed it. Like, “If it’s me I guess I’ll do it like this?” (lol)  or, I probably wouldn’t do something this confusing, I’ll probably do something easy so, ah~ it’s like this.

── It’s tough because it’s not recorded on a score, isn’t it. I would think that as you play, won’t there be a lot of retrospective feelings as well?

I: More than that, I thought that it was amazing that on the 2nd day, we started with「Fly High」and ended with「Mudai」. Far from Tsundere, it’s more like having a dual personality (lol).

S: (LOL)

── (lol) But with your newest song「New World」at the end of the encore, I think that should settle it. How was it, having tried holding this event?

I: It was, of course, a good thing, and I think that we brought joy to the audience too. I’m glad that we did it.

S: After all, having been doing this for 30 years, this is also the first time that we were able to stage something like this, and I think that even for people who don’t know our earliest songs, they’ll also be able to think “So they did something like this”, and feel like they made new discoveries. Once again, I thought that anniversaries are delimiters. Then, we were also able to create a switch of starting something new because there was also the recording for the new songs, which makes me feel like it started with this.

── That start of new things is what this 「BABEL」turned out to be. I’m looking forward to what comes next. You also have a nationwide tour, and a year-end final being held at the Budokan over 2 days too.

S: That’s right. While everyone is celebrating for us, while we can still do it (lol). I’ll be great if we can energetically do it freely.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Translation: Yoshiyuki
Source: https://www.barks.jp/news/?id=1000148965

 

Vogue Editor’s Ano Hito ni Aitai!

Vogue Japan
16 July 2015

Photos: Tak Sugita at Sept
Stylist: Satoshi Hirota
Hair&Makeup: Takayuki Tanizaki at Fats Berry
Special Thanks to Le Baron de Paris www.lebaron.jp/

 

 

The highly influential, and uniquely original BUCK-TICK celebrates 28 years since their major debut. This time, we will be interviewing guitarist Imai Hisashi, who, even among the band’s 5 members, has, by far, the most individualistic visual sense, and is also the composer of their avant-garde sound. We will ask the man himself about his continued creativity in challenging new styles over the years, and his eccentric personality that galvanises the hearts of many!

 

 

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When I was a child, I thought of myself as an inconspicuous existence.

 

—— Since young, were you a child who liked things that others normally don’t?

During my childhood, I wasn’t like that at all. Like, it was only natural for me to, I guess, be inconspicuous, or just be normal. You could say I was quiet. I think I was like that.

—— Around when did you start expressing your individuality?

So, hmm, around the time when I was in elementary school, I think, I gradually began to start stating what my preferences were though. For example, even with clothes, little by little I was able to say what I liked. Also, I liked drawing (more than people). In the beginning, I’d be drawing sketches on the back of flyers and the sort. Since I’ve loved drawing since I was in kindergarten, I think that’s where it started. Probably.

—— Around when did you start having an interest in music?

Well, if it’s so-called rock that you’re talking about, then it’ll be when I was a middle school student. It sparked from the technopop that was popular at the time

—— Back then, were there people around Imai-san who listened to the same kind of music as you?

Sure there were but, as expected, most of my friends listened to it because it was popular. For example, even if they bought the album, they’ll only listen to the song that was the single and things like that.

—— I see. At the time, were there people who you looked up to in music and fashion?

I guess it was the fashion of those people back then. With the 3 members of YMO, it wasn’t their stage outfits but their plainclothes dressing that they wore in their private lives that I liked a lot. Since there were photo books that were released too, I wouldn’t say that I went as far as to do research but I was influenced by them. And, Hotei-san. I referred to Hotei-san’s hair and make-up, and his fashion a lot. I thought that he was someone who possessed a unique sensibility. Back then, when I went to watch BOOWY’s live, I really scrutinised the clothes that they wore, like their suits and even their shoes.

—— Imai-san often wears pointed shoes, so was that inspired by someone?

(Laughs). No, that’s just because, well, since they can make shoes that clowns wear I thought, well, why not make it for me to try.

—— That is to say, you had an original made.

Yes.

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It’s also good that there are people within the band who give off this haphazard feeling.

 

—— I think that Imai-san gives off the image that you are someone who is often challenging new things. Though, the fans probably think so too. Be it with your hairstyle, or your music, and so on.

Somehow it just naturally turned out that way, yeah. Because I think that it’s boring if I were to stick to the same hairstyle all the time anyway. I’ve been doing things like changing my hair colour every week since my teens (lol) What is it (lol). I like doing things like that, you see.

—— Have you ever wondered, “what will the people around me think when I do something different like that?”, or “do I really look cool like that?”, or things like that?

I’ve had thoughts like “I guess I’ll give it a thought” but. I don’t…… really think about that, I guess (lol).

—— You’re basically an optimist, aren’t you? (lol)

Ah, relatively so (lol). I do want to be like that.

—— Is it something like, “my style is different from the other members’, but, oh well”?

But I do think “I guess it’s good that things are like this” though. That there are so many people within the band who give off this haphazard feeling (lol). If U-ta (BUCK-TICK’s bassist, Higuchi Yutaka-san) did something like that I think it’d probably turn out that he wouldn’t stop (lol).

—— Because all 5 members of BUCK-TICK have their own style, don’t they?

I think that it’s more interesting because everyone has their own, I guess you could say, individuality, or personality.

—— That’s true. Also, I’ve noticed that Imai-san often says “cool” in interviews and such. For example, when you said Lingua Sounda (BUCK-TICK’s original label with Tokuma Japan Communications) “sounds cool”, or when other songs are released and you say they’re “definitely cool”. What Imai-san’s criteria to consider something “cool”?

I don’t know whether it’s a criterion or not, but. Say, for example, the name “Lingua Sounda”. That was something that we decided to put out into the world, so, in it is the strength to exist in the world. This is what makes me think that it’s interesting. That’s why the meaning or reason in it is…… In the beginning, it did mean something to me too, but it turns out that I’ve gradually come to lose it (lol). Like, it’s nice, just because (lol).

—— I believe that there are many youngsters who have been influenced by Imai-san too, but how do you feel when you see those people? I’d think that you’ve often collaborated for lives and things like that though.

I think there are lots of people who make me go, “Amazing”.

 

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I do hope that the words will be read and noticed properly.

 

—— In the past, there was a book that wrote about the history of BUCK-TICK, and in it was a question that asked, “There are people who say ‘I don’t think that Imai-san actually plays the guitar’. How do you feel about hearing that?”. I can’t remember the exact words though (lol).

Lol.

—— And then, to that question you answered, “The guitar isn’t something to compete with. I believe that it is my job to deliver phrases and melodies that resound in the hearts of people”.

That, somehow…… feels serious, doesn’t it (lol).

—— I was so moved. Because of how clearly it captured the meaning behind why you play your own style of music and that resolution and purity, it has become the one scene that represents “coolness” to me.

Seriously speaking, I guess that’s what it feels like, yeah. To me, I think that it’s a means…… whether it’s my expression or my way; whether it’s the guitar or the music, yep.

—— Do you write songs with the sentiment of “I want to convey something to people”, or thoughts like that?

There’s a part that does think like that though, but there isn’t really a message-like meaning…… nor a heavy or critical sentiment either. Of course, the words…… I do hope that the lines and lyrics will be read and noticed properly too, but I guess, nowadays people don’t read it at all (lol) That, I do think, too. Well, I think about a lot of things while composing.

—— Does Imai-san consider both the melody and the lyrics to be equally important parts?

Yes. Right.

—— At the end of the day, what is music to Imai-san?

Well, (this) started from me having the thought of wanting to play in a band and wanting to make it my profession since young. I already thought about these things when I couldn’t play an instrument or anything at all. That’s why, in the end, you could say that it’s like a method or a means (to me)…… I guess.

—— The visual part of it too is also a means for your own expression……

Like makeup and so on, I do think of wanting to do it, but I suppose you could say that it’s necessary for music as a job; there’s a reason for doing it. In the end, I’m doing things because I like it, right? It’s of course, though.

—— This is a strange question but (lol) have there ever been times when you wonder whether you came from another planet? Personally, there are times when I do feel like maybe Imai-san came from another planet (lol)

Lol. Um…… I’ve been told, very strange things (lol). By that…… those people (lol). Sort of.

—— I knew it! (lol) Do you have any stars that you’re interested in? For me, when Andromeda appeared in the lyrics, I wondered if Imai-san came from Andromeda (lol)

Lol. Nah, but you see, that’s only because the number of syllables is just right (lol). But it does seem like they exist, doesn’t it? Aliens.

—— Yes. I’d say so. Do you feel like you’ve got a special sense, or have you ever felt anything like that? (lol)

Lol. I have the openness to accept such things (lol)

It’d be great if I could influence, with an inclusion of various misunderstandings

 

—— Going back to music, I believe that you compose each song with care, so is there a particular song that is close to Imai-san’s heart?

It’s not coming to me right now though. I suppose, say, for example, when the melody of a chorus naturally comes to me without much difficulty and it is one that makes me feel that it’s the best melody that could be, it feels really great. You could say that it’s something I created, but it turns into a feeling of discovering something that was originally already there and that makes me feel happy.

—— So, there are times when it comes out smoothly, and there are other times when you have to work hard for it?

Yeah. There are times when I get very distressed. But when I get distressed, in its own way there is, to a certain extent, what you could call a compromise; like, I guess I should just worry about it and something will come out of it. That’s what I think, though.

—— Sorry for talking about myself, but for me, the song that I’ve got the strongest love for in my life is “Brain, Whisper, Head, Hate is Noise” (from the album Kurutta Taiyou). Listening to it again since I became an adult, I thought that it really is such a great song, so much so that I wanted to praise my middle school self who said that they liked this song (lol) So, about that song, how do you feel about it?

Lol. I like it a lot too. Ah (lol) Somehow, now, I feel so very rewarded though (lol)

—— Both the music and the lyrics in that song made me think, “How did those ideas!”.  It’s really amazing!

Ahh, it’s great, ain’t it, that song.

—— What kind of image does Imai-san have of that song?

For that, the chorus is rather melodious, but other portions are pretty much only made up of one chord and were given an ethnic ambience. I suppose it’s got a relatively psychedelic image.

—— I see. Thank you (lol) So, regarding your activities going forward. Is there anything you want to do or want to challenge?

In the end, with music, it’ll be about BUCK-TICK though. Challenges and such…… It’d become quite weird if I were to say that there are none (lol). But I guess it’s not like that, I think. Of course, I’m going to compose new songs, one by one, with all my energy for each album though.

—— So, to say, that’ll go on from now on and forever.

Yes. That’s right.

—— For Imai-san’s fans. When it comes to Imai-san, it is expected that you are seen as someone with a charismatic image, but what kind of existence do you want to stay on as?

I think it’d be great if I could (continue to) influence, with an inclusion of various misunderstandings.

—— A word for the readers of VOGUE, if you would please.

I’d be glad if you’d find (me) interesting.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Translation: Yoshiyuki
Source: https://www.vogue.co.jp/lifestyle/interview/hisashi-imai

 

Razzle Dazzle Feature

PHY
November 2010

Photography: Ikeda Tomohide
Interview: Ishii Eriko, Kanemitsu Hirofumi, Takahashi Miho
Hair & Makeup: Tanizaki Takayuki (FatsBerry)
Styling: Shimizu Kenichi

 

I suppose I’ve always liked music and lyrics that are detached from reality
Anyway, fun things somehow soon come to an end

This album, RAZZLE DAZZLE, is something that slightly shifted the course of BUCK-TICK’s direction thus far. With Juusankai wa Gekkou (十三階は月光 / 13th Floor With Moonshine), Tenshi no Revolver (天使のリボルバー / Angel’s Revolver), and their most recent preceding work memento mori, they have been emphasising on their “band sound”, turning it into the reigning theme on their albums. There are subtle differences between their interpretations of the world, but memento mori, which bears that theme in its nucleus, has turned out to be a masterpiece.

And as they head into producing their new work, the band once again began their search for something new. This is evidence that they do not feel that there is any meaning against overwriting their present state. This voracious attitude that they display despite this being their 25th year in the industry is a flipside to the inferiority complex that they’ve experienced themselves during this time.

How does each member feel about their new album of dazzling pleasure? The interview content is split up into individual dialogues with each of the 5 members, but there is one certain thing that they have kept in these long 25 years that they have been active for. It is the confidence that comes from possessing something that is firmly unshakeable. With the individual member interviews, RAZZLE DAZZLE song commentaries, a dialogue between ISSAY (Der Zibet) and Sakurai Atsushi, and even an interview with Aquirax Uno who designed the album jacket, we shall unravel RAZZLE DAZZLE.

 

 

 

 

Individual Interviews

_______________________

Sakurai Atsushi

As a person, I possess quite an evil darkness……
But I do think that it’s the same for everyone
I’ve gradually come to understand that
its human to possess such dark facets

Interview by Ishii Eriko

What catches my ear when I listen to their new work, RAZZLE DAZZLE is Sakurai Atsushi’s skill as a singer to use different vocal tonalities for each track. Steeped in the world of each song, his performance ability spirits listeners away into another word. His ability is far from decline. Instead, it continues to grow without limits. However, on the other hand, there is something that remains consistent as well; his gothic lyrical world that has fallen into darkness, his aesthetical spirit that breathes romanticism into blood and the scent of death. And so, we draw closer to the origin of this immutable soul.

 

   


ーー So, it appears that Imai-san brought up the keywords “something new” for this album.

Yeah. But it’s just that it’s an external term or a phrase that he used to explain it simply for an interview. Within us five, there really was no occurrence of a conversation that was that concrete, or rather, that constructive that went on. “Something new”, well, it’s always like this anyway (smiles).

ーー It is indeed vague, isn’t it? Were there any other phrases that hinted at how things were to turn out?

Ah, I believe there were a number of those. Though it was more like asking what we made of those. For example, things like “Acchan, have you watched this movie?”, and so on.

ーー Uh-huh. Incidentally, what are they?

A variety. For example, there was Chicago*, a musical. Well, he’s watched quite a lot of movies just by picking out random ones himself without relation to the album. He’s asked me, “Have you seen this movie? What about this one?”, but…… I’ve not watched a single one (smiles).

ーー Hahaha. But it does, in fact, have a musical-like ambience and a groove similar to that of 80’s disco as well. Especially after you go through the first half.

That’s true.

ーー I’ve wondered if it’s okay to jump in, but in Kyouki no Deadheat (狂気のデッドヒート / Crazy Deadheat)’s lyrics, the “What!?” and “No way!!” are……

Fufufu. I suppose you can say that up till here, it’s the feeling of being bewitched. Like, ‘who knew that something like this existed within me too’. This song has been intensely positive since the demo tape stage, so that’s why I seriously considered the idea of trying to do this with a comical singing style. If I decided to do that, I’d want to make sure I’m thorough with it too.

ーー Setting such an amplitude and a new stage, it’s all mainly due to Imai-san, isn’t it? Sakurai-san will, of course, cope with it but within your own lyrics, your usual elements are, as expected, in there.

Ah…… I guess they are indeed there.

ーー If I may make these comparisons, in Dokudanjou Beauty (独壇場Beauty / Beauty the Stage is Yours), Imai-san writes “Our life is in the moment / At the end, just eat it all / Makes me laugh to see it”. While in Sakuran Baby (錯乱Baby / Lunatic Baby)”, Sakurai-san writes “Drink it, drink it / Last drop, last drop, drink it down / This life, this life / Might make me laugh”. I believe that these two sets of lyrics probably refer to the same things.

Yes, that’s right.

ーー However, before and after these words, Imai-san sprinkles “Yeah Yeah” and “Go Go”,  while Sakurai-san uses “blood so red so red” and “Angel of Death”. This difference is very intriguing.

Ah. When you think about it like this it might sound childish but…… But I guess I like it. Be it “Blood” or “Death” or so on, somehow, whenever I have free time, it comes up.

ーー (Smiles) What kind of free time is that?

I guess it’s times when I feel “I’m bored, isn’t there anything to do~” (smiles). I suppose spirited words like “Go Go” are understood, so there’s an intuition that it can be used. That’s why I think it’s identical. “Yeah Yeah” and “Go Go” and “blood and death”.

ーー Is it identical? Hahahahahahaha!

…… I said it a little too vaguely (smiles).

ーー Do you perhaps mean that they’re like keywords that switch you on or get you high?

…… Perhaps. Maybe. It might be that I already have such words prepared when I first start from the point where things are different than reality. Music and lyrics that are detached from reality. I guess those are what I like. Since a long time ago.

ーー It was in your teens when you decided on your values, wasn’t it? To the Sakurai-san of those days, was reality something that he wanted to run away from?

That’s right. I’ve already said this numerous times but…… As far back as I can remember, until in my teens, or perhaps my early 20s. Until then, I lived with an impression like ‘ah, whatever, it doesn’t matter’, so.

ーー Why do you think that was the case?

Fun things somehow soon come to an end anyway. Yeah……^ Like, I didn’t know what I was living for. Somehow, people who say similar things are damaged and were interesting though. (While flipping through the pages of the Ongaku to Hito sample) My father’s……^ Ah, this person. I had a father who was a vicious drunk, like this person. As far back as I can remember, that kind of……^ It repeated before my eyes every day. And that went on until my father’s death so, that was when I was 18. When you’re being shown that every single day…… I suppose it feels as if merriment and the sort are contrived. No matter what I did, I had no enthusiasm at all. I didn’t play outside, and all I did was read manga or watch TV, or play with figurines on my own the whole time.

ーー Did you never feel like you had fun even when you were with friends from school or around the area?

Well, since I was still a kid, I did think that it seemed fun when I saw everyone making a ruckus together though. But there was always hell at home. So I did let loose and have fun, but I’d soon wake up from that. But I didn’t want to, you know? I hated that person that I was but…… That’s just how it was. After all, I was young.

ーー Children are powerless, aren’t they?

Yeah. That’s why, until now, that, I wouldn’t say that it’s bred in my bones, but I think that it still remains in me though.

ーー At that point, did you run along with impulses to do something, like for example, getting obsessed with punk culture or running away from home?

Ah…… I should have gone in those healthy directions though. Well, when I was in junior high, I started feeling sexual attraction, and I did enjoy music on my own too though. But there was this domestic reality that would ruin all of these things. It was the feeling of “that guy will……”^, you know? I would even think, “If I ran away from home, my mother would be…”^. Because she seemed to be someone who had nothing but her children.

ーー Ah, like an anchor?

Yeah. Something to cling to. So, naively, I just stayed at home being angry the whole time. I had anger in me, but I couldn’t vent it in a healthy manner. That’s why I was a really unpleasant child. I thought that everyone should be unhappy. Though I still do say that as a joke (smiles), like ‘it would be nice if it rained’, or ‘I hope the typhoon arrives early’. It’s because that was how I thought as a child.

ーー You mentioned feeling sexual attraction in junior high, so doesn’t that mean that you were exposed to the world of having a girlfriend and having sex as well? Did you get completely absorbed in it?

Well, about that, things like getting together with someone I like or my first time, well, like everyone else, I did have those experiences though. However, the values that were instilled in me, I suppose, that happiness is contrived, or that things like ‘I like you’ or ‘I love you’ are……^ Something like that, I guess. I’ve always felt like that.

ーー But Sakurai-san, don’t girls flock to you even if you were left alone?

(Bitter smile)

ーー It’s difficult to say “That’s right” to this point, isn’t it?

Hahaha. But when it comes to puberty, isn’t it useless if it isn’t healthy after all? I’m very introverted, so…… I couldn’t show off that ability.

ーー Hahahahahahaha.

Then again, it becomes a question of what ability am I talking about when I mention ability (smiles). But isn’t the focus normally on the popular people in class or something? I’d look at them with an attitude, like “hmph”, and think that they’re nasty kids, you know.

ーー I see. Well, I understand the escapism from reality and the household, but when it comes to loving or the warmth of sex, even those seem to disappear like illusions in Sakurai-san’s lyrics, don’t they? It makes me wonder why you’re running away from loving others too.

…… It was cowardice, very much so. Well, even now, I’m still afraid though. Being absorbed in something or getting obsessed with something is scary. Therein also lies self-restraint, or perhaps a conditioned reflex of rejection. Like, if I were to become obsessed with this, I won’t be able to turn back later. That’s how I’d end up thinking. And that’s why I was afraid of being deeply involved, be it with people or with music. Well, for music, I’ve come to be deeply absorbed in it, but there was an initial phase of self-restraint in the beginning too.

ーー Considering that history, wouldn’t you say that forming the band BUCK-TICK and becoming its vocalist is nothing short of a miraculous dynamism?

That’s right. Somehow, a miracle happened. Initially, I participated in the band with an ‘I don’t quite care, I guess I’ll just play the drums’ attitude. I was of the sentiment that I’ll just keep up with it anyway. Then all of a sudden, just like that, I was around 19 or 20 at the time, but when I watched the singers and bands that appeared on TV and looked at them in magazines…… Something came to mind, you know. That notion that even though I liked using my body with the drums, I wanted to do something that could get the audience more excited and more riled up in a more direct, more dedicated manner.

ーー Was that the first time in your life that you spontaneously made a straightforward expression of your desires?

That’s right. After my father died, well, my mother gently told me “You should do what you want to”. I came to Tokyo feeling like I took advantage of those words. Somehow, it’s not like a reaction to the present, but I suppose it’s something like wanting to burn hotter. It was the first time that such a desire came out of me. And I believe I’ve always had the habit of holding back in this area, but at that point in time, it’s like I forced my way into becoming the vocalist with an attitude of “I want to it”.

ーー But it seemed that perhaps BUCK-TICK was unorthodox right from the start because of the fact that Sakurai-san was the frontman. It was novel to be raising fists in a rock band while calling ‘Yay’s and ‘Woo’s and that sort of enthusiasm while not singing at all. Perhaps it could be said that you were theatrical from the get-go.

Ah…… As expected, I’m bad with those kinds of positive things. I have a very strong adverse reaction to being made to seek approval or come in with a ruckus. In my personal world, like how I used to play with figurines alone when I was a child, I suppose I naturally choose things that lie along that same line. The world that I like is now socially acceptable in different ways, but back then, there were people who would really think “How dark!”. Like, “Is this music?” (smiles). But I’m attracted to those kinds of things.

ーー The word ‘gothic’ was not part of the general public’s vocabulary, was it? Even if it was, it was something that belonged to niche enthusiasts.

That’s right. It’s not adjectival, but personally, that’s the kind of thing that I like. Halfway through, I’ve even said to Imai-san, “I want to do something dark”.

ーー Ah, so that was a suggestion that came from Sakurai-san.

Yeah. Since then, it was similar to how things are now. I thought that it felt like something BUCK-TICK-ish was beginning. It was around the time of our 3rd album TABOO when I was found something that made me think ‘this feels more comfortable’ (smiles). After that, it felt like I can no longer turn back.

ーー Did you feel like you were besottedly digging into the darkness? Not because you had a goal as something to aim for.

That’s right. I didn’t have any particular groundwork, because I didn’t know anything, you see. It’s just that the people from the record company kept telling us all sorts of things. Like, we have to do things that would sell otherwise it’s pointless, and so on. Though it felt like things like that are naturally the case, that they go without saying. I kind of hated appearing on TV, and in our 20s, we were often asked “What do you usually do?” or “How do you make your hair stand?” and so on. …… It made me want to say “I don’t know!” (smiles). Well, now it’s just indulgent talk. Though I do think that perhaps it’s because those things happened that I could end up doing whatever I liked.

ーー Now that you mention it, I think “what do you usually do?” has become one of the questions that can’t be asked now.

Ah……… Do I answer?

ーー No, it’s alright (smiles). To that extent, the world of BUCK-TICK has become something that no one can imitate even if they were to plunge in. Although there are youngsters who were influenced by you and got themselves tied up in Visual-Kei, BUCK-TICK cannot be defined by those words. Thinking about it, you really do stand apart.

Ah…… It’s true that now, there is the sense that we naturally stand in that space. But even so, I can’t look at it with a bird’s-eye view so…… On the contrary, I’d like to ask you this. Has that image of ours really remained the same?

ーー I think that it hasn’t changed.

I suppose that…… those things from when I was 3, what was bred in my bones are always here after all, aren’t they?   That’s the only way I can think of saying this though.

ーー Do you, to this day, still think that everyone should be unhappy?

Hm…… As you’d expect, I don’t have the same impressions as I did back then though. It’s just that when I look at my surroundings and happen to think that things are a little odd to me, that disturbed heart comes out. I might’ve grown stubborn as I grow older, but I think that things like natures and dispositions might come forth more clearly. Even at work and in other areas, as a person, I possess quite an evil darkness too. But I do think that it’s the same for everyone. I’ve gradually come to understand that it is human to possess such dark facets. But, well…… I think I’ve changed quite a fair bit after all.

ーー I think what changed is that you’ve probably come to accept happiness and reality. This is an odd question, but is it fun to sing with BUCK-TICK now?

Fufufu. That’s right, singing songs is more or less fun too. I suppose, being in BUCK-TICK with all 5 of us, being given the opportunity to sing and being able to sing till now…… It makes me feel very happy.

ーー Yes.

Fun…… The word fun comes across a little differently though (smiles). Because if anything, those times are tough. But it’s fun when I look back on it, I guess that’s the kind of feeling it gives me. Of course, I don’t think that everything will always be smooth sailing going forward though. But no matter what happens, well, I think that it would be nice to do it until I die.

ーー Until death. Those are some strong words.

Is that so?    I spoke without thinking much about it though (smiles). But it’s already been over 20 years, hasn’t it? …… 25 years? I don’t know how much longer I have left anyway. But, yes. Unless something unexpected happens, I definitely want to continue at it, yup.

 

 

Notes:

All song title and lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site

* Chicago is American musical crime comedy-drama film based on the stage musical of the same name. It was released in 2002.

^ In the original text, there were insinuations that hinted at Sakurai stopping himself from speaking before he puts negative thoughts into spoken words.

 

 

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Imai Hisashi

For both Sakurai-san and myself…… at this age,
if we simply let go and let the words come out naturally without giving it much thought
our lyrics end up being about life, or the cycle of life and death,
or how there is no eternity and how things are fleeting

Interview by Kanemitsu Hirofumi

Needless to say, Imai Hisashi is the one who holds the key to the band’s direction and their sound. In their new work RAZZLE DAZZLE, he, who has made the previous 3 albums with the theme of a human-powered ‘band sound’, has headed towards ‘something new’; different from what they have done thus far, towards a slightly bizarre, out-of-the-ordinary party. What does he seek in there that he has yet to obtain till now? Perhaps it is something that Imai hopes to get this time through rock and roll. That particularity, along with his hairstyle, is what we will be looking at this time.

 

   


ーー Imai-san spoke about quite a variety of things in last month’s Ongaku to Hito (OtH) too, didn’t you?

And that’s why I’m wondering what we’re supposed to talk about today……

ーー Shall we start with talking about your hairstyle?

H-hairstyle?

ーー It reminds me of the Portrait of Reiko*, and it has an impact that feels like it’s something appears in my dreams.

Fuhahaha (smiles). If you feel that it’s out-of-the-ordinary and that it’s something that’s different from what you’ve seen so far, that I suppose that it’s a success.

ーー That you’re not imitating anyone else, right?

I’m not…… I think (smiles).

ーー Well, I think that’s the aim. In that sense, asking Uno Akira-san to work on the album jacket is also an emphasis on the fact that this work is one that is different from the previous ones, isn’t it?

That’s not the reason why, but if that’s how it seems, then that’s the case.

ーー How did you first meet Uno-san?

I initially had a mutual acquaintance with Uno-san. And that person was selling works by various artists at an art gallery or something…… Ah, I take photos of my own personal belongings so I’ve brought them……

ーー Oh!    Are these displayed in your home? (Note: Refer to November issue of OtH)

Yeah. This was dealt by that acquaintance. So then, this time, he said that Uno-san is holding a little gathering and he invited me to his house. Like he said, “So why don’t you come and join us?”. Following that flow of events, I met him, and I thought that it would be nice if he would draw for our new album.

ーー I see. So that was the trigger.

But since he’s an amazing person, I thought that it might be better for me to meet him myself and talk about it instead of going through the office to make the request, and I received that opportunity. It was only for a brief period of time, but I got to speak to him. And then he said, “I basically do not turn down work”. Whaaaaat? (smiles)

ーー Hahahaha, just as you thought that he was a more obstinate and unapproachable person than that!

He’s an exceptionally affable person. Our conversation progressed swimmingly. I thought, “this even though I had the image that he would be someone who would willfully make decisions”.

ーー Did you talk about RAZZLE DAZZLE’s image?

I conveyed the keywords to him. Like an out-of-the-ordinary feeling, and a hedonic sense, and “scattered”, those kinds of words were what I told him. Since Uno-san himself has different types of drawings as well, I also told him things like how I wanted the jacket’s flavour to possess the eroticism of the 60s or 70s, and that it’s that kind of feeling that I’m looking for from the illustration.

ーー I saw the colour proof just now, and it looked exactly like what RAZZLE DAZZLE would feel like, it was very nice, wasn’t it?

It’s nice, isn’t it? Having it put on a poster feels nice too. Though instead of a rounded poster, having it on one that is crumpled in the middle, that feels nice too.

ーー Because it fits the worldview.

That’s right. Yeah, it looks good.

ーー I believe that being able to see the jacket like this makes it feel like that image has finally been embodied, but this time around, this RAZZLE DAZZLE possesses the connotations of ―hedonic and dazzling― but why did such an image come to mind?

Because I already had it before we even entered the composition period; since around spring, I believe. If I’m not mistaken, it was sometime before that when a vague image actually appeared.

ーー What kind of image was that?

Like a… secret meeting…… where strange, dodgy artists gather, something like that. But the very first image that I had was probably something out-of-the-ordinary that deviates from reality.

ーー Ah, does the first track, the instrumental RAZZLE DAZZLE FRAGILE, have the image of such a meeting being held?

It feels like chamber music, doesn’t it?

ーー When you say ‘reality’, are you referring a state similar to that of wandering around in this world?

Yeah. Something like “that’s what everyone seeks in the end”.

ーー When you say ‘that’, are you referring to the extraordinary?

That’s right. That’s why I think that’s the direction I’m approaching from. In the sense of ‘I wonder what constitutes as extraordinary’. I suppose we don’t know the reason for that, do we?

ーー The extraordinary is fun too, isn’t it?

I wonder…… Doesn’t it seem like more fun than our present reality?

ーー I don’t know if these match the keyword ‘extraordinary’, but I could strongly feel that ephemera of things, be it life or death, in the songs Dokudanjou Beauty (独壇場Beauty / Beauty the Stage is Yours), Hamushi no You ni (羽虫のように / Like the Tiny Insects), and BOLERO.

I wonder. Dokudanjou~… well, look, it was a song that we wrote quite some time ago. Though adding R.I.P to it made it clear that it leaned more towards that side. Besides, although we requested RAZZLE DAZZLE to be put together as an album with a hedonistic, out-of-the-ordinary image, it’s not like we worked on each song to make sure that all of them fit into that concept anyway.

ーー I see.

That’s why, personally, I have the impression that it is something that is filled with a lot of variety.

ーー Ah, that’s indeed true.

I guess… I suppose the content of the lyrics already encompasses things like life and death. With the music, it’s not that I wanted to it to be rich in variety, but it just ended up like this when I composed it. I think it was the same for Hide but I suppose this time, there was a greater awareness of wanting to do something that is different than our previous work after all. As composers, you know. I do think that in Hide’s case, he composed the 4 songs Kyouki no Deadheat (狂気のデッドヒート / Crazy Deadheat), PIXY, Mugen (夢幻 / Reverie), and Yougetsu (妖月‐ようげつ‐ / Mystery Moon) with that awareness. I guess that’s why, when it was completed, it feels as if we’ve created a new band sound for BUCK-TICK.

ーー A new band sound!

That’s right. That’s why it was kind of like not wanting to drag out the feel of our previous work, memento mori. We didn’t have any intention of completely cutting things off, but the level of completion for that album was high, so it felt like if we didn’t destroy it, we wouldn’t be able to move to the next one, and even if we did continue on with that feel, how things would turn out becomes a real question mark so…… Those were the kind of thoughts that we had. But whichever it is, becoming too comfortable in it felt like something that isn’t us. As a band.

ーー So you’re saying that it’s not as if you’re creating a new music genre to break free of feeling that exceptional novelty.

Yeah. I think that’s why we came to want to do this strange rock and roll, or rather, this new band sound. The second track, RAZZLE DAZZLE, is the very first song that was composed with that awareness in mind. Like, something’s beginning.

ーー Something like giving this strange rock and roll a form?

That’s right.

ーー And that’s why you went with this hairstyle, why you even had Uno Akira-san to work on the album jacket to bring out that “strangeness”, right? A kind of bizarre, out-of-the-ordinary……

Also, an unhealthy feeling.

ーー Unhealthy?

Yeah. A completely nocturnal one (smiles).

ーー If that’s the case, then this is a meeting of strange and dodgy artists at night, isn’t it?

Yeah. The image that everyone can’t quite blend into society (smiles).

ーー But the lyrics are exceptionally real, or should I say, the feeling that I get when I hear it is strikingly more raw or vivid than fantastical.

Ah…… Because I want to bring out that part of a human more now. And that’s why, even after we add in Sakurai-san’s vocals, it doesn’t feel as if the song is being delivered to the listener from someone of a higher position. Rather, it’s like we’re on the same level as the listener, I guess. There’s a part of me that seeks that kind of ambience.

ーー That’s why I think that it’s not all that sublime, nor does it feel like it comes from above. It’s closer, and the emotions and vividness of a human come through. It was especially so for the last track, solaris.

Yeah.

ーー Like the emptiness of death, and the feelings that one must not forget. I think these things appear in the lyrics and the song and the melody, in all of those parts.

After all, now, for both Sakurai-san and myself…… I think everyone probably feels like this, but at this age, I think that if we simply let go and let the words come out naturally without giving it much thought, our lyrics end up being about life, or the cycle of life and death, or how there is no eternity and how things are fleeting.

ーー Well, because it is indeed true that even if innocent dreams and hopes come from the present BUCK-TICK, there’s no reality in it, right? As compared to when you were in your teens.

Aside from that, if you consider the story on your own, for example, I think that it will turn into lyrics about a well-constructed world. But now, I guess you could say that lyrics which go in that direction don’t really excite me.

ーー I see.

And that’s why I think what that is now is giving a form to whatever happens to spring up from my mind without setting any themes to abide by.

ーー I feel that although externally, the theme is very clearly shown with a very unambiguous image, be it on the album jacket or in the visuals provided, when we dig into the lyrics of each song, be it Imai-san’s or Sakurai-san’s, there are many songs which are of the type where your own sentiments just come through naturally without being too conscious of what is being sung.

Yean. But letting go like in Django!!!, writing, thinking, and attempting to consciously head towards the fantastical is fun too. As well as doing things that way.

ーー The Latin beat was fresh too and casting a spell to a conga rhythm with “BIBBIDI-BOBBIDI-BOO” (smiles).

And that’s why, I guess there’s this feeling that within myself, as much as possible, I’ve lost the dividing line between what there is and what there isn’t. Though there is a part that naturally made the title of the previous album, memento mori, a huge theme.

ーー Because it means to live while being conscious of death, right?

Yeah. I think that I’ve become a little freer in a number of areas this time.

ーー With this being your 18th, I think that this has turned out to be an album that is bursting with freedom, mixing a variety of elements and is similar to your present selves.

Eh, the album?

ーー With this work, you’ve produced your 18th original album.

Ah…… But it still feels likes like that……

ーー Hahahahahaha. But, well, I believe that you’ve always been told this though. The existence of BUCK-TICK has already become that of a special band that doesn’t fit anywhere, hasn’t it?

I wonder…… I suppose it’s calling a misunderstanding a misunderstanding.

ーー Hahahahaha. A misunderstanding!

I wonder what is it…… It’s because we’re making songs that don’t feel normal, right?

ーー You knew! (smiles)

When I realise it (smiles). Even if I think ‘isn’t this normal?’, it’s not all that normal at all anyway. Because what the world considers to be normal is even much more superbly normal, right?

ーー You’re saying that your band’s standard is not aligned with the general perception of it (smiles).

Rather than saying it’s not aligned…… Right, it’s a misunderstanding. The general public’s misunderstanding! (smiles)

ーー So that’s why you do things that are different from what others do.

But people don’t really show off their eccentricity and create weird works, do they? Like going ahead with a song even though it’s very weird, or not particularly aiming for such a thing on the whole even though it exists, and so on. Well, I do think that things might end up having a slightly peculiar feeling though.

ーー That peculiar feeling is……

When an outsider looks at it and thinks it’s extremely peculiar?

ーー Hahahahaha. Well, although I suppose that births originality.

I’ve never really thought much about it though.

ーー But have you ever had the thought of wanting to be of another level?

I’ve used such a term before in the past, but even if I say that I don’t think that I want to be a part of that, you know. Because I’ve always thought of it as the opposite. Because wanting to be of another level is like saying that your songs and such have parts that cannot be imitated by anyone after all. I suppose I don’t think things like, ‘I don’t want to be understood’.

ーー But you’ve often been labelled as alternative, right?

Yeah. You see, a point like that is saying that we want to be people who have our own genre, well, in the past I said that without anything to back it up to sound cool, but I think, somehow, by continuing on like this, I guess it just took shape as we went on.

ーー I think that is something that you get for continuing activities for such a long time after all.

Right? …… Well, having come this far, there are others who have disappeared along the way though, right? During the course of 25 years? And despite letting people think that they’re gone, they pop up again, don’t they? Hey, look, these days its the norm!    They just turn up as if nothing happened.

ーー Wahahahaha. But doing things like that, there is, again, a different value that you have compared to those who just come back as if nothing happened. Those who last long have value.

And that’s a good album.

 

 

Notes:

All song title and lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site

* Portrait of Reiko is the work of Kishida Ryusei, a Japanese painter in the Taisho and Showa period. He was best known for Western-style painting (Youga), and notable works of his include portraits of his daughter Reiko.

 

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Hoshino Hidehiko

I get the feeling that it comes down to believing in myself and the work that I produce
I think that everyone possesses such a core, and perhaps that’s why we don’t go astray

Interview by Takahashi Miho

Together with Imai Hisashi, sharing the responsibility of composing for BUCK-TICK is Hoshino Hidehiko. In this album, he worked on the 4 songs Kyouki no Deadheat (狂気のデッドヒート / Crazy Deadheat), Yougetsu (妖月‐ようげつ‐ / Mystery Moon), PIXY, and Mugen (夢幻 / Reverie). He has said himself that “a rare pop-like melody has come out from me”, but in this brilliantly coloured album, much of the tunes seem to turn into a sweet essence. As we look into the reason behind this, words like ‘spontaneity’ and ‘freedom’ pop up a lot. Perhaps such a door has opened because he has been freed from concept. I believe that this is a major factor that lets us feel this album’s theme of ‘freshness’ that comes from a different direction than Imai’s tunes.

 

   


ーー First off, will you please share your honest opinion about the completed album?

Hmm…… Something like, I guess we’ve made another interesting album (smiles). Frankly, that’s what it feels like.

ーー In the interview with Imai-san that will be published in this issue of Ongaku to Hito (OtH), he said that the theme was ‘something new that is different from everything else thus far’, so how did Hoshino-san interpret this ‘something new’?

Hmm, well…… We had a meeting before we composed the album, but it wasn’t that concrete, or rather…… we weren’t able to have a deep discussion. And so, this ‘something new’ was not that…… At that point in time, we simply only had the understanding that we’re going to do our usual ‘something new’.

ーー So, did Hoshino-san lay out some kind of theme over the songs that you composed?

This time, it could be said that there it doesn’t feel like [we were producing a] concept album, so I didn’t think with such a precise feeling. That’s why, when composing, most of it spontaneously came to be. There is the sense that it gradually changed during the course of recording from there.

ーー How did the changes come about?

I made a demo tape as usual, and at that point in time, it already had new elements in it, but it feels rougher…… That’s also the same as usual, but there’s that part of playing around after we start recording too, so I guess there were more trials and errors this time around.

ーー Is that an area that is different from previous cases for Hoshino-san?

That’s right. This is in recent times, but I guess I played around more. In the past, I composed with the idea that it has to be this certain way, but recently, within myself, I’ve grown accepting of others’ opinions and so on. I guess you could say that I’ve become capable of thinking “Ah, this is good”, or “I guess we’ll try it in this way”, or “Let’s turn that into a composition” while all kinds of ideas are being tossed around.

ーー In the past, would you already have a firm image during the demo stage and have no intention of bending over even in the band?

It was unexpectedly so. I’d have drawn up the phrasings and the tonalities in my mind, and you could say that I’d hate it if things weren’t done that way. It was that way for the timbres of the instruments, and the same for the notes as well, if it’s jutting out from inside of me in an odd manner, there would be times when I’d grudgingly fix it too, but recently, those feelings have disappeared.

ーー Why do you think that happened?

Mm…… I wonder why (smiles). Maybe I opened up more, I don’t know (smiles).

ーー (Smiles) There’s also a part where the way you enjoy music and the way you look at it has changed, right?

That’s right, I noticed that I’ve found a form of enjoyment in new discoveries or being able to see a new side of a tune though.

ーー That is also one of the triggers that led to the birth of what Imai-san called ‘something new’, right?

That’s right. Though it’s psychological (smiles).

ーー Were you influenced by Imai-san’s compositions when you were inspired to make changes at the demo stage?

Mm…… I did consider the balance [between our songs] though. Originally, if we’re talking about the keyword that came in the very beginning of things, it would be “danceable”, and there would be an issue with the rhythm and all too, but the basic idea of it was captured, so that wasn’t changed. That’s why there is a uniformity though. Perhaps, you could say that in other words, it was the surface elements that were changed.

ーー What do you think of Imai-san’s approach this time around?

I think he said it himself that when we started composing, we didn’t know what the image of this album was. For some reason, we didn’t really think too deeply about it, huh, even when asked about it, yeah. It’s something like this.

ーー But ‘danceable’ was there as a subject, wasn’t it?

During our very first meeting…… we had it over drinks as usual, but such a keyword was brought up there and then. I think that’s where Dokudanjou Beauty (独壇場Beauty / Beauty the Stage is Yours) and other such songs came from though.

ーー And that is also reflected in Hoshino-san’s compositions.

That’s right. I composed them while being conscious of making them such that you’ll spontaneously get into the groove of it, or it’ll move your body [when you listen to it] without needing to pay much attention to it.

ーー That’s something different from the sound creation that is wholly devoted to the recent band sound, right?

That’s right, the sounds of these two albums were focused on the band, and I did wonder if it’s about time that we were done with this, or maybe we should change, but it’s not about those restrictions, neither is it just the band. We’ve added in a variety of sounds and so on…… We played around quite a bit anyway, this time.

ーー Between having restrictions or having the ability to play around, in terms of a Hoshino composition, is there a preference?

Well, I guess you could say whichever is fine. I feel like I can work with both either way (smiles). After all, if there are restrictions, it’ll be easy to get into it and start composing, but on the other hand, I do like having the freedom to create as well.

ーー BUCK-TICK has been active for so long too, but instead of taking the same route, I often feel that sense of wanting change.

Hmm…… That’s natural because that’s how we’ve made it our way here. I believe that having played our band sound this whole way, it’s super fun in itself and I suppose there’s that way of doing things too anyway, since that’s how we’ve been since the very beginning (smiles).

ーー There’s also the method of making the same homogeneous-sounding music all the time, isn’t there? But BUCK-TICK doesn’t do that. Though it feels as if you’ve chosen a difficult path to take.

Uhhuh. Although there are the throes of creation. But I guess we unexpectedly crossed that mountain. Though it feels like it really wasn’t as bad as I expected (smiles).

ーー Is it that this suffering has become something that naturally comes as a part of producing?

Mm…… But this time around, personally, I don’t think it’s that bad, though [it’s correct] in that sense (smiles). I end up feeling like I did it with a lot of freedom.

ーー So that’s how it was. For Hoshino-san, when is music created?

Ah well, when I decide to compose. Most times it’s me shutting myself in the room, thinking “I guess I’ll compose”, and then starting it.

ーー It’s more of focusing and creating than having something suddenly drop in on you at random times then.

That’s right. I’ll get into the mood of “well, let’s compose today”, and then get fired up about it (smiles).

ーー Though I’d think that without restrictions, it’ll reflect your preferences and mood at that point in time.

I do think that it does come out more than I’d expect. Rather than preferences, I guess I’d say that it’s really feeling free because [the sounds] that make me think that it’s something I’m looking for comes out while I’m just playing around with the guitar as per normal.

ーー I think that doing it like that and regularly coming up with new things, be it in terms of the band or yourself, is amazing though.

Mm…… Well, perhaps it’s a habit, but it comes out every time, doesn’t it? No matter what I do that human-ness will come through, and it’s good in its own way, and the melody is like that too, but I guess it happens that when it comes to the instruments and such, various changes will be made to those.

ーー Isn’t that because the desire to evolve exists within you, both personally and in the band after all?

It does exist after all. It’s especially so for the band, isn’t it? I do have that in myself too but…… I suppose for the band, the expectations that others have of us is huge and I guess everyone would probably hate it if we did the same thing again (smiles), so perhaps there is the burden of having to come up with new forms all the time.

ーー So it’s the feeling that there are expectations of you after all?

(Smiles) Well, I guess so, there are times when I do feel it. When I hear such words, I’ll feel happy, and it gives me energy too.

ーー More than pressure, you feel happiness?

That’s right. Simply put, I guess I’m happy when getting critiqued, and then next time I compose again, unexpectedly, I end up being able to do it (smiles). I’m naturally like that, so there is no such uneasiness.

ーー Even when I listen to this work, I think that you’ve met that expectation (smiles). BUCK-TICK is, after all, always of another level, no matter the era, or rather it leaves the impression of an existence unlike any other.

Ah…… Indeed, though recently, I haven’t really had much opportunity to hear what the younger generation has produced, but in that sense, there is that feeling of another level, isn’t there? I do listen to the music that is played on TV though……

ーー Do you ever think of contrasting yourself or BUCK-TICK with the world when composing?

Nope, I don’t. Almost never. I might’ve had that intent in the past, but in recent years, I’ve come to barely even consider it. I get the feeling that it comes down to believing in myself and the work that I produce.

ーー That might be the reason why you’ve established an inimitable position. But since the past, you’ve always had this image of being unaffected by the world, right?

I think that everyone possesses such a core, and perhaps that’s why we don’t go astray, neither does that part of us ever change.

ーー Simply put, aren’t there all kinds of things in the world? Were there ever moments when you get confused by those things and feel like you would go astray?

Hmm…… I wonder. I suppose I don’t think so deeply about it though (smiles), since it’s just a spontaneous flow.

ーー Have you ever thought about the position of your band?

What is it? I wonder.    On the contrary, I’d like to ask about that (smiles).

ーー Is that so (smiles).

But, I do wonder, how are we captured?    I’m curious. On occasion, when we take part in fests and so on, I do wonder, how do they see us?    When people who don’t know us look at us, when people who only know us by name but don’t really know us as people look at us, what do they think?    I do wonder about that though.

ーー By the way, is there a fixed distribution in song composing responsibility between Imai-san and Hoshino-san?

Nope, there basically isn’t one, but we don’t have meetings about such things either, and it’s something that just happens spontaneously as it is anyway. But we both have our strengths and weaknesses, so I get the feeling that it comes together with a nice balance.

ーー How was it this time?

Well, but this time, I submitted songs first, so. Usually, there’d be times when I’ll compose a song because I think that there isn’t enough of that type in the album too, but this time, there’s a part where I didn’t think too much about things and just did it. The result, well, it depends on the arrangement, but I felt that it was arranged well. This time, Imai-san was… slow…… Simply put, that’s that though (smiles). So [it was like that] from the start.

ーー There was an urgency to the overall flow, right?

That’s right, and even deciding on the track order, it was quite difficult but in the end, we all did it together while drinking, just sluggishly deciding with a sense of “I wonder if this is okay”, but the result came out well (smiles).

ーー Did you work overnight to decide on it?

That’s right. At a rather late time.

ーー You made the decision while drunk? (smiles)

Exactly (smiles). We were drawing close to the submission day for all our content, so that’s how it felt (smiles).

ーー What is it normally like?

Hmm, we normally have more time, so we’d come up with our own track orders and we’d ask everyone about it, but this time, we didn’t have time. Everyone brought the track orders that they’ve thought of beforehand, cut up [a piece of paper with the song titles], and decided on it while changing and replacing songs here and there like ‘this isn’t it’, ‘that isn’t it’.

ーー I wonder why you didn’t have enough time.

What was the reason…… come to think of it.

Staff: There were signs that you’ve been pressed for recording time. Observing from the side.

As they said (smiles).

ーー Not that you were stuck or something?

Yes, it wasn’t that. Before I knew it, the number of songs grew, and recording too……

ーー There are a lot of songs, aren’t there?

That’s right. There are many.

ーー This voluminous feeling too……

It’s just how things turned out (smiles).

ーー I see (smiles). Simply put, did this happen because you did the songs you wanted to do?

Well, that’s what happened, isn’t it? But while recording, we didn’t reject anything, so for us, if we were to record a song, we treat it as something that will be used in the album, and we ended up with 15 songs like that.

ーー This album will make it the 18th that you have released, and looking at the number again, it’s amazing, isn’t it? Despite that, considering that it has 15 tracks, it’s turned out to be something voluminous in content.

You’re right. If we just think about the number of songs, how many do we have…… about 200?

ーー And repeating the process of evolution and change in all of that is a truly great feat, after all, that’s what I think.

That is…… right (smiles).

ーー No, really (smiles). I’m sure you’re looking forward to the listeners’ reactions too. Though I believe that they’d be surprised again.

You’re right. I’d be pleased if they are.

 

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Higuchi yutaka

There are a lot of people who kind of misunderstand……
But we get along well, you know. We do get along well, but……
Perhaps I should say that it’s very harsh as a performing musician
On the contrary, I think that it’s harsher [here] than any other band.

Interview by Kanemitsu Hirofumi

Higuchi Yutaka, the youngest member in the band, is an eternally much-loved character in BUCK-TICK (smiles). Even after years have passed, he is still being addressed as “Yuta”. Having such a character in the band could be, in a good way, part of the reason why they have not changed even after 25 years, but like Imai, with RAZZLE DAZZLE, Higuchi too was driven by the impulse that he had to change as well. This will be an interview were we get a glimpse of both Yuta’s kindness and harshness, along with how he looks at the band with solemnity.

 

  


ーー First off, your thoughts about RAZZLE DAZZLE.

I think this is the usual, but as always, it has a variety of songs. Also, it’s also the first time in a while since I heard Imai-kun saying “I still want to compose more”  “But I’m still coming up with songs” (smiles).

ーー Wahahahahaha.

Thanks to that, it felt like our recording period stretched out a lot..

ーー So the songs just sprang up?

They did, but I was like, “Imai-kun…… This is great but we’ve already started recording though” (smiles).

ーー That’s just like “slow starter” Imai, huh? Did things progress smoothly after that , despite him getting a broken bone?

We’ve been in recording mode the all the way ever since we released Dokudanjou Beauty (独壇場Beauty / Beauty the Stage is Yours) before year end. That’s why I have to admit that even though we didn’t really have all that much time for recording, it felt like, “Ah… This is going on for so long…”. We recorded Dokudanjou~, had our Budokan live, bade goodbye to each other saying ‘Well, see you for recording next year~”, and then just as the year began, an injury occurred (smiles). I think that’s why Imai-kun was so very motivated. [He] probably also had the intention of “I’m gonna redeem myself!”.

ーー That grasshopper* guy!?

Well, because he had a clear goal, you know?

ーー Come to think of it, the other day, in interview with Ongaku to Hito (OtH), Imai-san did say that the bassist was exceptionally happy and energetic though.

No no no (shy). That’s simply because the headphones were slightly loose! How embarrassing. I’m going to buy new headphones (smiles).

ーー And I heard that Imai-san said “We’ll be doing something new” before recording began for this album.

I don’t know what the rest thought about it though……

ーー No no, this is a personal interview anyway!

Usually, I’d feel like an album’s world view is only complete after we’ve made the album, gone on tour, and performed in front of our audience, but during memento mori, even I felt a sense of achievement that I haven’t felt in these past few years.

ーー Like, “this is what we wanted to express with the album!”?

Exactly. We had an immediate response, and the songs that I was unsure of how they would sound live turned out surprisingly well too. I thought, “we’d have to show the audience something even better than this when the next live comes around”. And that’s why I got the sense that it wouldn’t be good if we did the same thing next time.

ーー I see.

Imai-kun has said this too, but this is why I, too, thought that I’d definitely have to change something too as we move forward.

ーー So you’re saying that even though it’s vague, when the direction of “doing something new” came up, Yuta-san thought the same too.

That’s because when Imai-kun brought up the topic of ‘doing something new’ and ‘doing something that is different from what we’ve done so far’, I understood that very well.

ーー Then the question becomes, ‘so what is it?’.

Personally, I thought that there are more songs where the melody touches you emotionally, as per both our singles Dokudanjou~ and Kuchizuke (くちづけ / Kiss), instead of songs where the riffs aggressively attack you. Don’t you think that there are more of such songs in this album? Songs where the melody is strong but the groove comes through as well. The ambience is completely different too.

ーー What were you mindful of as a performing musician?

I placed more emphasis on the groove than before. There were a lot of songs with the four-on-the-floor beat this time, and it may seem like it’s the easiest kind to get into the groove to, but for a performing musician, it’s surprisingly difficult. And also with regards to the sound production, like how it has to be simple and so on. But while doing that, certain idea like how it might be interesting if it was tangled up with the melody a little more did cross my mind. After all, it’s a human who’s playing it.

ーー I see.

Otherwise it’ll turn mechanical, won’t it? It’s not a bad thing, but I think that it’ll head towards a weird direction. There’s quite a lot of danceability to it, but I did think about how add my own human flavour into it. Though calling something human yet danceable is a weird way of putting it.

ーー Understood. That is despite that you’re driving it in manually.

I thought that it would be nice if i could bring that feeling into it. Because that’s found in the melodies that Imai-kun and Hide composed. Also, I’ll know from there just how much human flavour there is [in the songs], and I’d want to make more use of it.

ーー Like, “let’s bring out that part even more prominently”.

Yeah. Spontaneously speaking. It’s not that we try to avoid going there, but it just naturally turns out like that. The more we create, the more we started getting the idea that perhaps it might be better if we don’t do things conventionally. Simply put, in a band, we shouldn’t be asserting ourselves on producing the sounds, instead it should be on how we convey the sounds; that’s what I believe we’ve come to understand the more we do this. Without a doubt. Well, for myself, I’m not the one who should be asserting myself anyway.

ーー Hahahaha, I understand.

That’s why I think that it would be good if we placed a little more emphasis on things like emotional communication too. Doing so is not to say that my own sound will be compromised, but it has turned out to be that my role in the band is to create an environment that makes it easy for Acchan to sing.

ーー You’re saying the exact same thing as Ani did when we interviewed him the other day.

Ah, can’t fight what’s in our blood after all (smiles).

ーー Hahahahaha.

But our roots have not changed one bit though. The idea that we should perform comfortably has grown stronger. I guess that, too, came after we went on tour for memento mori. Occurrences of Acchan saying “Let’s have fun” or “Let’s party” has increased too.

ーー I see.

I suppose, memento mori became a turning point for a number of reasons after all. I guess you could say it was something like a new evolution. I think everyone had confidence in different areas. Being able to do something new, something unknown with this confidence is one amazing thing about this band.

ーー The meaning of the title, RAZZLE DAZZLE, includes the hedonistic, and it gives the feeling of dazzling merriment, but was that something that was a conscious focus of the album on the whole?

Well, yes. It was the same for Acchan as well, but I guess we stuck on a hell lot of inflections (smiles). I believe there were a variety of singing styles too, and each of our incoherent speech patterns are weird, but it felt like we wanted to try all sorts of things, or to just do what we wanted to do.

ーー So you’re saying that’s what you put out?

Uhhuh. But no matter how incoherent it gets, we’d somehow set it straight eventually. I think that it’s because Acchan’s vocal ability is amazing, and at the same time, I believe that Imai-kun and Hide would somehow find a natural balance in some marginal area. Since we’ve been doing this for 25 years anyway.

ーー It’s been a long while, hasn’t it?

Even if it gets to a point where we decide that it’s okay to do whatever we like or something new, no matter how new this something is, I believe that our BUCK-TICK-ness will be ingrained in it. But I think that those possibilities are impressively broad.

ーー BUCK-TICK’s framework isn’t based on the perspective of genres or types of sounds, is it?

Because, you see, when it comes to our orientation, even if I were to try and explain it, I don’t really understand it myself.

ーー Hahahahaha.

It’s embarrassing! (smiles) But maybe that’s why we can do the things that we really truly like without being affected as long as it has us thinking  that it’s cool. It’s the same with regards to things I come up with myself too. Even if I’m not sure about whether doing it a particular way would work or not, I don’t really come up with something that would get criticised. Because I’d just get told “Sounds good, doesn’t it?” (smiles).

ーー I believe that parts of the band has changed, including your sound, but during this past 25 years, have you ever encountered occasions that make you think “This isn’t quite suitable”?

Things like that don’t really come up. However, we’re always changing with regards to our music.

ーー Because BUCK-TICK doesn’t really have a specific kind of music that you’d call your backbone, right?

We don’t really have that, but I guess there’s something a little more complex too. And maybe that’s why we keep changing and keep on rolling.

ーー I see.

But there are parts of us that don’t change as well. Maybe we’re looking for the parts of us that don’t change even as we keep changing (smiles). I guess it’s because playing music together is still enjoyable after all. When we come into the studio to rehearse for our lives, I’d definitely start grinning the moment all our sounds come together for the very first time. This can’t be put into wooooooords (smiles).

ーー Like,’ this is great’.

Yeah. When Acchan gets that delighted look on his face, it just makes me so happy.

ーー Hahahahaha, is that something that has not changed in 25 years?

Indeed, that hasn’t changed. Well, I guess my body more or less gets tired quicker though (smiles).

ーー (Wry smile) Well, that’s age-appropriate, isn’t it? 25 years has passed since you came together, but have you ever thought that you would be able to continue like this?

We didn’t think of anything when we debuted (smiles). Though, more than that, I did wonder why there was alcohol even though we were supposedly just eating out.

ーー Wahahahahaha. How innocent!

But every time we stepped out, we solely thought of doing our best and performing a good one so it’s a feeling of “Oh, hey. By the time I noticed it, we’ve already come this far”. I didn’t really think along the lines of “10 years later, I want to play with this bass style……” or anything of the like (smiles).

ーー Hahahahahaha. So you simply focused on doing the things that were right in front of you well.

Yes.

ーー Does that mean that instead of having ideas of doing something really big or being ambitious, you were diligently thinking of wanting to be better than you were before?

That’s right. That I wanted to be better than I was, and that I wanted to let everyone hear good music.

ーー It feels like an accumulation of those simple parts. Though I do think that this is the origin of how your unique existence came to be, by simply continuing on like this.

Unique (smiles).

ーー Isn’t it? For sure. Because, you see, there is no other existence like yours, is there? Being band that has been active all this while that once again produces a new album with a different approach.

I suppose you’re right. I don’t really have any confidence in myself, but when the five of us stand on stage together, I do find myself feeling something like “Now, this is it!”.

ーー Hahahahaha. How about if you were on your own?

Let’s see. If I were to do it on my own………… Yeaaah.

ーー What do you mean “yeaaah” (smiles).

Somehow, the more I do it, the more I feel like I want to cherish the parts that have clustered together. I wonder how the others feel. After having done this for 25 years, I guess instead of growing confident, I find that I don’t know what to do if I were alone (smiles).

ーー Wahahahaha. But that’s what it means to be a band member, isn’t it?

That’s how I feel, personally. Because while I feel pride in it, there’s also self-confidence.

ーー Do you think that it’s important to do things step by step after all?

Yes. I want to create something good every year, piece by piece.

ーー Were you already this type of person when you were a child?

That’s right. My position was a right fielder** too, and I was number 2 as well (smiles).

ーー The type to unflaggingly lead things to the next properly, right? Not only Yuta, but everyone in the band, too, gives off that kind of feeling somewhere, somehow, right?

I guess you’re right. I think that’s why it feels like we simply gather each of the sounds that we make. I guess, as a performing musician, a strong point is in respecting each person. Because the composers write the songs to a certain extent, but after that, it’s up to the performing musicians. It’s a no-touch*** until there, that’s what it feels like.

ーー So you’re saying that it’s something that you’ve created yourselves from that point on.

Yeah. So, there are a lot of people who kind of misunderstand, but we get along well, you know?    We get along well, but…… Perhaps I should say that it’s very harsh as a performing musician. I think that it’s harsher [here] than any other band. On the contrary.

ーー I see.

When we’ve constructed the sound and things have solidified, I’d oftentimes find myself understanding, like “Oh, I see!”. When that happens, each of our individual egoes don’t really show, but on the other hand, there are instead a lot of things that we have to do.

ーー From Yuta-san’s point of view, have those pieces of individuality never shown up before?

I’ve really never thought of things like “I want to do something like this” or anything along those lines.

ーー Personally speaking, right?

Mhmm. Earlier, I mentioned ‘clusters’, and somehow, I like being a part of a group. So there’s no reason for me to want to veer away from what they want to do. Because, for example, even when I start think “I want to lengthen the phrase” or something like that, it’s not that I’d hate it, but I’ll be able to come to the conclusion of “Ah, I see. This is nice”.

ーー I see. So you’re saying that this is why you won’t go off course, neither will you be dissatisfied.

Yeah. Wanting to create something with the 5 of us together, that’s what I’ve always felt strongly about.

 

Notes:

All song title and lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site

* Calling someone a ‘grasshopper’ is in reference to one of Aesop’s Fables, The Ant and The Grasshopper, where the grasshopper is depicted as an idling, improvident character in contrast to the hardworking, forward-planning ant.

** In reference to baseball.

*** No-touch as in where “a fielder with a ball can not touch a runner or base”. (Yuta, you killing me with your baseball references)

 

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Yagami Toll

Everyone knew nothing
That’s why we aimed for something over a timeframe as long as 25 years
Things would’ve been completely different if we had even one proper musical elite among us

Interview by Kanemitsu Hirofumi

No matter how you look at him, Ani is a respectable man and band member through and through. Perhaps that is why he has a spot that makes it seem as if he looks over BUCK-TICK. Talking about RAZZLE DAZZLE and hearing his answers regarding why they repeat their musical changes to this extent and how they’ve managed to stay together thus far without breaking up, I am struck with the thought, “Now I see!”. Them getting along well is not the sole reason for this. It is the complex that the five of them have carried with them all this while, along with rigour and the resolution that comes from more than a close relationship. Everyone knows it somewhere, somehow. Ah, bands sure are interesting.

 

   


ーー RAZZLE DAZZLE is a pivotal work, isn’t it?

When I heard the completed version, I felt like we’ve created something great (smiles). Ultimately, my position is that of a performing musician, so I didn’t really feel anything in particular when we were recording the drums, but when I heard the final rough mix with Acchan’s singing via the stereo of Yuta’s car, I ended up blurting, “Whoa, this is amazing!”. We were in the area of the outer gardens, right outside from here (Note: the recording company) (smiles).

ーー Kukuku. Did you not talk to the other members about the theme or the direction?

I heard that we were going to do something new but I guess it wasn’t as if it wasn’t already decided that this was what we were going to do. I even thought, “Aren’t we already doing new things all the time?!”, and even after playing together for 25 years, whatever is inside Imai’s head soon stops making sense to me anyway (smiles).

ーー Hahahahaha. In other words, Ani is a thorough drummer belonging to the performing musician side.

Yeah. Even when tuning the drums, if Imai listens to it and says “this isn’t right”, I’d redo it from the top again. Because when it comes to the sound of the drums, the final judge is the composer. Each of our preferences are different I can change the playing method anyway. For example, Kyouki no Deadheat (狂気のデッドヒート / Crazy Deadheat) is Hide’s song, but we initially did a rough recording using the snare that was provided. After hearing that, if he said that it would be better if the pitch was higher, then I’d raise the pitch. If it was the other way around, I’d switch it lower. Because that’s my role.

ーー As a performing musician on that end, do you think that you’ve changed while playing in a band for such a long time?

The way we recorded in the past was different, wasn’t it? Before the time of our 2nd album, you’d dub the singing and the guitar solos while everyone plays together and records everything in one shot. Anyway, now, the norm is to take the sounds of each part and overlap them together.

ーー And the band sound has been the theme in these past three works or so, but do you think that it’s a little different this time around?

As a performing musician, I don’t really feel any difference. I’m playing with the same faces so I don’t feel all that uncomfortable, and eventually, once Acchan sings, it’ll become BUCK-TICK-like anyway. I suppose you could say that I didn’t feel worried about anything at all. Acchan, you can tell that he gets better with each year.

ーー I see. Well then, from Yagami-san’s point of view, what’s the evolving image of the band in these past few years?

Ahh…… Yeah… For me, the band changed around the time of 13th Floor With Moonshine and left me the impression that we’ve become really good. Even while we were playing it ourselves. I guess it’s something like… we’re finally able to come close to the music that we envisioned. The ensemble, the way the sounds came together, it was all good. We didn’t go off course. I suppose it’s like each and every one of the sounds came through very well.

ーー It was right during the period of time when Imai-san clearly expressed the direction of the band’s sound, wasn’t it?

Yeah. The moment that I felt it the most was when we did the trackdown for Alice in Wonder Underground (note: single from 2007). I was listening to it. I thought, ‘this is impressive’. And, ‘I guess we’ve gone past the choppy waves’, in terms of the band. Everyone is now capable of playing stably. This is really recent, y’know? The fact that they’ve finally become pro-ish (smiles).

ーー Ahahahahaha!

Because we did have really awful days in the past, y’know. After a live ends, we’d get really depressed and think, “This is no good…… Oh well, let’s drink!”. And we’ve been repeating this for the past 25 years (smiles).

ーー But finally, after playing for 25 years, you’ve recently come to understand things?

I only began to think “I’m starting to get a good feeling about this” after about 20 years have passed (smiles). But the more we do this, the more knowledgeable we get. The things that I can do as a performing musician is infinite, so I do think about how I can utilise the band.

ーー I see.

If I were a ceramic artist, perhaps it would be similar to me thinking, ‘I finally managed to fire it up nicely’, and beginning to puff my chest out a little and feel proud of myself (smiles).

ーー Hahahaha.

We’re still in training. Recently, when we took part in an event in Osaka, I saw Ukadan* and char-san’s** performances and I thought, “I guess we’re still rookies!” (smiles).

ーー Ahahahaha. But as the years pass, you’ll have more and more juniors, and I’m sure that at times you’ll sense how much you’ve influenced them, right?

Well, I suppose there are juniors that we get along well with who were influenced by us when they were in junior high and high school though. Recently, some of them and Dir en Grey’s Shinya-kun celebrated my birthday with me the day before he went to America (smiles).

ーーDo you feel that such adoration is the result of what you’ve achieved so far?

Not really. After all, I’m an active musician. And if they come into the same arena as me, that means they’re all professional musicians and that we’re all playing together in the same arena. I’d also want to be influenced by my juniors, and I’d want them to think that we’re a band who does interesting music. When thinking about that, in the end, I think that we really were lucky (wry smile).

ーー And what luck is that?

When we first came together, weren’t we a band who really didn’t know left from right? We didn’t know music theory, neither did we have anyone who was academically inclined. If Imai graduated from Berkeley (note: famous American music school), then things would’ve been different, but he’s just a brat from a corner tobacco store, right (smiles)?

ーー Ahahahaha. With everyone coming from the rural Gunma (smiles).

Because it’s a band that Acchan from that side of Gunma put together, isn’t it (smiles). But in a good way, everyone knew nothing. That’s why we aimed for something over a timeframe as long as 25 years. Perhaps, fundamentally speaking, our driving force for that is our complex, isn’t it? Something like a negative power. That’s why I think that things would’ve been completely different if we had even one proper musical elite among us.

ーー So you’re saying that this complex has stayed with you all the way, even until now?

Because, you see, when we debuted, the critique that we got were terrible. And they were saying things like how we’re just a band with looks and zero musicality (wry smile). I was like, “Just you wait and see, you bastard writer!”.

ーー Hahahahaha!

The first thing that writer who came to interview us said to us was, “I don’t acknowledge you guys as a rock band”. I got pissed and went home. That guy’s name. I still remember it (smiles).

ーー Those are some deep-seated feelings.

Because we were seen as unorthodox when we debuted. There was an article that wrote about us, saying “That band definitely stands at the station platform eating standing soba with their hair up like that”. “Don’t write things that aren’t true, you fucking bastard!” (smiles).

ーー  But on the other hand, while being spoken of and written off like that is vexatious, it’s because your own musicality definitely wasn’t something to be proud of at that point in time that now, you’ve also found self-confidence that came from having struggled before, right?

But you see, it’s because we were a band that all those people in mass media evaluated as having zero musicality (smiles).

ーー How persistent (smiles).

We sure are. But around 15 years ago, I was completely absorbed for a period of time. I loved watching drumming instructional videos, so I ended up collecting quite a number of them. When I watch musicians from our father’s era like jazz drummer Inomata Takeshi-san*** playing, I’d get immersed, thinking “Ah… How wonderful”.

ーー Was there a lot for you to learn from there?

A hell lot. Isn’t he still energetically drumming at 70? Like, how does that even add up (smiles). In the end, it’s all about technique. It’s because he has technique that he can still drum at 70.

ーー Having spent 25 years like this, has Yagami-san’s playstyle changed as well?

It’s completely different now. After all, in my 20s, I was putting in excess energy and all. Because all I had was enthusiasm. That’s why blisters naturally formed, and when we debuted, I often had tape on my hands to drum but now, blisters don’t form anymore. Because I’m not gripping too tightly.

ーー I see.

And gripping tightly leads to your drums getting muted in the end. And it’ll stop your sound too. That’s why when your grip is light and you hit your drums with a ‘bang!’, it’ll turn out differently. That’s what seniors like Takahashi Makoto-san^ and (Murakami) Ponta-san^^ taught me among other things.

ーー And you found your own style as you did all of that?

That’s right. Gradually.

ーー When I watch recent BUCK-TICK lives, there are times when I do think that you’ve changed the way you drum. Like, it’s exceptionally simple, or something.

That’s because I realised that there’s no need for me to do anything extra. In the first place, BUCK-TICK is a song-based band; we have a vocalist, so we’re a band that focuses on how we make him stand out and how comfortably he can sing. No matter how much our overall theme changes, that’s what we are in the end.

ーー Ah, like what you said in the beginning; it’s because you’re a band that comes to life with Sakurai-san’s singing.

Drummers are funny people; we have an urge to drum on whatever’s here.

ーー Ah. Things that are right in front of you?

Yeah. But in reality, as long as the people who are listening to us think that it’s sufficient even if we don’t hit everything that’s before us, then there’s no need to do that. So, an ultimate theme for me is to play the hi-hat once with a <chicchi>, end the drumming with that, and have everyone feel satisfied. That’s my ideal drummer form.

ーー In other words, you’re saying that even if you don’t show off your ego and things like that, it’s all good as long as you’re able to ride on the song and come to life as a band.

Yeah. I often say this to my juniors, but in Carpenters’ “(They Long To Be) Close to You”, only the tom-toms, the hi-hat, and the cymbals are used; the snare does not once make a sound. But when you listen to it normally, you won’t notice that at all, would you?

ーー But even without that, the song itself comes to life, doesn’t it?

Exactly. That’s why I was shocked when I first heard it. But this song is nice, isn’t it? That’s the point; it’s exactly what I’m aiming for.

ーー The way you think has changed quite a lot.

It has. The song SILENT NIGHT from TABOO, it’s drumless, right? When we did that song, they initially told me, “I want to do a song that doesn’t have drums”, and I retorted, “Oh, really now? I guess you don’t need me then”. I got peeved and started sulking (smiles).

ーー You were still a kid (smiles).

But when I think about it, that’s something like ego. Because if the song turns out well, there’s no need for drums or bass then. Singing with a guitar is good too. That’s why it’s not a must for all 5 of us to be playing all at once. What’s important is that Acchan delivers a good song. That’s why I’d like to tell Imai and Hide, “Continue writing those good songs”.

ーー Wahahahaha.

To Acchan, I’d say, “Keep writing good lyrics”. I wrote lyrics in the past too, but I only wrote it to reduce the burden on Acchan since we were so terribly busy. Because, you see, when we were producing TABOO, we were still on tour for SEVENTH HEAVEN. Like, we won an award, then we took the trophy we got from the awards ceremony and went straight into recording and rehearsals. Like, “this doesn’t make sense!” That’s the kind of era it was.

ーー Ah, what about your younger brother?

Yuta is…… a good person so, I’d say, “Assert yourself more!” (smiles).

ーー Hahahahaha. But I feel like I’m beginning to see the origin of the main reason behind your band’s endurance through time and how your musicality changes in different ways.

I suppose. If we’re a band that was highly acclaimed for our musicality since our debut, I think that there might be a possibility that we wouldn’t have stuck together for over 20 years (smiles). Because I think that excuses would’ve been made from that area of “musicality”. Like we might say things like “This is wrong” and chuck things right out.

ーー You’d say you’ve done all you could, right? So this is where you started having the notion of wanting to make things cool because things felt dull and your musicality wasn’t all that strong……

Exactly. Because we were being given 0 points, we worked hard to try and get 100 points. It’s the same even now. You know, I hated being told, “Look, those bands that make their hair stand up, they’ve all disappeared in the end, haven’t they?”.

ーー Ah, could it be that your hairstyle too……

That’s right. Back then, I kept being told “You’re making your hair stand like that just to attract attention” “If you’ve got so much time on your hands to do that, then go practice” and stuff like that, so this is also my obstinacy. I thought, “I’ll definitely make my hair stand like this even 10 years later”. Like, “If I go bald I’ll wear a wig and make it stand” (smiles). Maybe it’s thanks to that indignation that this has been settled without me going bald though (smiles).

ーー Kukuku. I feel like I now understand why this band continues changing and is still evolving even now. That’s because something like an easily comprehensible image of BUCK-TICK has not been set, right?

We’ve come this far, haven’t we? That reminds me, a senior drummer said this to me. He said, “Ah, come to think of it!    It’s weird for BUCK-TICK to do blues. Do blues next, blues!” (smiles).

 

 

Notes:

All song title and lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site

* Ukadan (憂歌団) is a Japanese blues band that was formed in 1975 by Kimura Atsuki, Uchida Kantaro, Hanaoka Kenji, and Shimada Kazuo.

** Char is a Japanese musician who is known for being a guitarist, singer-songwriter, and music producer. He was part of the Japanese rock band PINK CLOUD, and is also the father of JESSE from RIZE.

*** Inomata Takeshi is a Japanese jazz drummer and bandleader who played in played in the Six Joses and the West Liners until he moved to the United States early in the 1960s, where he studied with Alan Dawson. Following his return to Japan, he founded a jazz education program called Rhythm Clinic Center.

^ Takahashi Makoto was BOØWY’s drummer. Following BOØWY’s disbanding, he joined Chu-ya as part of the band De-LAX. He has also been involved with other acts like AUTO-MOD, GEENA, and THE AURIS (SUPER) BAND.

^^ Murakami “Ponta” Shuichi is a Japanese jazz drummer and session musician who worked extensively as a sideman on jazz sessions in the 1970s and 1980s, and later founded the group Ponta Box which recorded three albums for JVC Victor and appeared at the 1995 Montreux Jazz Festival. He also has recorded several albums under his own name.

 

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Special Talk Session: ISSAY X Sakurai Atsushi

 

The fallen aristocrat type of decadence is what I like. Someone so rotten that as long as they are around, their surroundings will be corrupted by them as well, that in itself is good, isn’t it
ーISSAY

When epicureanism is mentioned, there’s a feeling of European flair, but in my case, it’s like I’ve been corrupted by an archaic Japanese darkness
ーSakurai Atsushi

 

Der Zibet’s latest release, 懐古的未来~NOSTALGIC FUTURE (Kaikoteki Mirai~Nostalgic Future), is a collection of self-covers, newly recorded versions of their classics thus far. Among them is “Masquerade”, a song from 思春期 II-Downer Side- (Shishunki II-Downer Side-), in which Sakurai Atsushi was invited to participate in as a guest vocalist 19 years ago. This time, Sakurai has once again been asked to take part for the re-recording. The version from 19 years ago was tense, while the new version tenderly disintegrates. And 19 years ago, both of their voices resonated with a similar silhouette, like shadows overlapping each other, but now, their intertwined figures rise to the surface even as they contend with each of their own shadows in tow. As close kindred spirits, words are not needed to convey their disposition regarding this re-recording and their friendly rivalry.

We trace back to the time when the two of them first met when BUCK-TICK debuted. Der Zibet fan Sakurai’s greeting to ISSAY was the start of it all. It goes without saying that they sensed how similar they were to each other and grew closer over time. Putting it into words, one might say it is solitude and debauchery, but the chassis of the hearts that hold onto that appear to resonate to each other. What transpired here was a decadent overnight discussion between what must be the top two people in Japanese rock’s decadent scene, as they talk over glass after glass of alcohol.

 

When it comes to ISSAY-san, it’s dangerous to look at him, isn’t it. He’s the real thing, and it’s like he has a magnetism that pulls people in strongly
(Sakurai)

 

ーー The both of you performed a duet in the self-cover song, “Masquerade”, off Der Zibet’s 懐古的未来~NOSTALGIC FUTURE (Kaikoteki Mirai~Nostalgic Future). So how was this experience of recording and performing this song together again, considering that it was last released in Der Zibet’s 1991 album 思春期 II-Downer Side- (Shishunki II-Downer Side-)?

ISSAY (I): Y’know, this was a conspiracy by HIKARU (smiles). We originally spoke of releasing a self-cover album and decided on it last year though. I went to BUCK-TICK’s year end Budokan live with HIKARU last year, then as we were drinking and discussing, I think the idea somehow came up. And he was asked right there and then, like “Atsushi-kun, will you do it?”.

ーー As the one being asked, how did Sakurai-san feel?

Sakurai (S): Well, you know, I was honoured. For them to say to me “If you don’t mind, shall we”, at this point in time when Der Zibet is restarting their activities again after this much time has passed, I was truly honoured. I’m happy that such a place has been offered to me. I always have it in my iPod too, and I listen to it when I’m sad (smiles).

ーー When you’re sad, huh (smiles).

S: Well, but, I do listen to it as I’m drinking too, even now.

ーー (Smiles) 19 years ago, after the album was released, you performed this song together at Der Zibet’s live at Kudan Kaikan in December as well. To add to that, the audience got to watch a passionate love scene.

I: I was organising Der Zibet-related things from the past when I happened to find the video from Kudan Kaikan. I thought, “Ahhh, come to think of it, this is what it was like”. It’s not something that has been released so I was enjoying it on my own.

S: Back then, ISSAY-san has already been switched on, you see. Just as I began to wonder, “What should I do with this tension”, he came from behind and my arms were bound (smiles). It was something like, since we probably were already being frowned upon or something, I’ll just keep singing as we were. And so I was forcibly hugged (smiles).

I: When it comes to Atsushi-kun, he’s a person who has a unique energy when he’s on stage, you see. That clash between both our energies feels wonderful, truly. It’s like a case where you would be swept off your feet if you lost focus for even just a moment. Because that was just how much tension there was. And as such, there was a kind of overwhelming compulsion that I had to extend my energy out or else.

S: Rather than saying that the energy was high, I think it was more like getting nervous from the tension. Also, it was like ISSAY-san said, I inherently have this concept of “I’ll show you” inside of me. And it’s not only just me, even ISSAY-san feels like it’s make or break (smiles). The best situation is when the audience watching us have their mouths agape as they stare blankly.

ーー So it’s a question of how far you can exceed the expectations and imaginations of those watching?

S: That time at Kudan Kaikan, was it a complete secret?

I: I think we probably didn’t announce your name up front.

S: If that’s the case, I guess everyone would’ve been surprised. And then we did one hell of a thing (smiles).

ーー After that, ISSAY-san too appeared on BUCK-TICK’s stage. And your close relationship, different than that between simple friends or band members, continued on, didn’t it.

S: In my case, one-sidedly, I was a fan anyway. Der Zibet had already debuted before we had our own debut. An acquaintance left behind a Der Zibet cassette at the house that I lived at back then. That was their first album, VIOLETTER BALL. I casually gave it a listen but I found myself very much drawn to it. After that, I happened to pass by the outside of Shibuya’s Eggman when I saw “Der Zibet Live” written there. I thought, “Do coincidences like these actually happen?”. So I went in and they were in the middle of a live but I watched them. And there was a masked man singing on stage.

I: Ahahahaha.

S: I thought, “Whoa, that’s a homerun!” (smiles). Ever since then, one-sidedly, I’ve been listening to their work like their number one listener or number one fan, something like that.

ーー Have BUCK-TICK’s activities already begun back then?

S: It’s when we just grew capable of performing our own one-man shows in live houses. Around the time when we were about to release a record.

I: There was a live program recording at Rokumeikan. That was when we first met.

S: There, he spoke to us. We had just debuted so we were super nervous, the group of us. Because Der Zibet was like the rock band of rock bands. To us, who were amateurs at the time, there was this air of “This is what a rock band should be”. We thought that even if we greeted them, they’d probably just turn their noses up at us. But such an amiable smiles were given in return…… I was very happy.

I: And after that we bumped into each other at a highway service stop.

S: Somehow the coincidences just lined up. After that, was it London where we met next?

I: Yup. The name “BACK & TICK” showed up at TIME OUT (smiles).

ーー Did you choose to perform under a different name on purpose?

S: Hmm, I think it was carelessly written (smiles)?

I: The only band that me and HIKARU saw in London was BUCK-TICK, y’know.

S: That also occurred by chance, didn’t it. The day of that live performance was on your only off day though. And aside from that day, you were recording all the time, weren’t you. But I really didn’t expect that you’d come to that live. That gave me courage, you know. It’s that feeling that I belonged after all. That I have someone I know from Japan there. It really gave me a lot of power.

ーー An unusual aura from the audience area?

S: Yeah, there was that.

I: That which indicated the presence of a weird Asian (smiles)?

ーー (Smiles) How was the BUCK-TICK live that you saw in London?

I: At the end of it, they handled it aggressively. This I mean in a good way. Like they really belonged. But they were amazingly powerful. Because even with the groove of the music, there was this vigour that made it feel as if that they were doing as they pleased. At the end of it, the pulled the audience in. As I was watching, I thought it was amazing. The energy was amazing. After all, isn’t this the part that defines rock? I don’t quite like this phrase but, they had fighting spirit, like a challenge of how high they can bring the energy and how long they can sustain it. That was the beautiful visage that I got to see.

ーー To be able to hear the words “fighting spirit” from ISSAY-san’s mouth (smiles). Anyway, back to our original topic, hasn’t it been a long time since Sakurai-san being involved in a production as a guest?

S: That’s right…… It was in 1998 when I took part in Tsuchiya Masami-san’s* work so…… It’s been 12 years, hasn’t it? Other people don’t really call on me……

I: Isn’t that most probably because they’re in awe of you though?    But perhaps it’s also because vocalists aren’t often being called on. If we’re talking about “Masquerade”, it’s like “This is obviously decadence so let’s call Atsushi-kun” (smiles).

ーー Let’s say, for example, if we were to have a dedecance themed event, who else would you call aside from BUCK-TICK?    I would expect Chu-ya-san (LOOPUS, De+LAX), and Genet-san (AUTO-MOD), and anyone else?

I: I do think that Genet-san and Chu-ya-san emanate a strong aura of decadence but. The decadence that I have in mind is a little different from that, y’know.

ーー Different in what sense?

I: The fallen aristocrat type of decadence is what I like, you see. Epicureal, yet flaunting nobility, something like that. Along with the air that as long as this person is around, their surroundings will be corrupted by them as well. Someone that rotten is good though, isn’t it.

S: That was exactly what drew me to him. Because when it comes to ISSAY-san, it’s dangerous to look at him, isn’t it. He’s the real thing, because it feels like he’s really going to enter his coffin (smiles). That part of him is so strong~~~~.

I: The scent of decay?

S: Fufufufufu. I’d say it’s more like you have a magnetism that pulls people in strongly.

I: Oh, I see. But I don’t want Atsushi-kun to be the one telling me that~ (smiles).

S: No, no, no.

Even though they make a wide variety of music, it’s still BUCK-TICK, and it’s his voice that is found in the centre of it all. I think that presence is something amazing
(ISSAY)

 

ーー What’s sad about Sakurai-san (smiles), is that he has unfortunately entered this decadent world, isn’t it?

I: She said it’s saaaaaad.

ーー (Smiles) Weren’t you originally a rambunctious biker boy?

I: Is that so?

S: No, I wasn’t rambunctious. That was the only place I could say I belonged to. Normally waking up to friends and music, getting to ride bikes with them. Then my relations with those friends ended because of a certain incident. And as I was wondering “Well then, what should I do now”, I found myself going to Imai Hisashi’s home.

ーー The tobacco shop in front of the station.

S: That’s right. Like, I guess I’ll go since there’ll be cigarettes and coffee (smiles). No matter what, I give off a gloomy feeling, don’t I? And at that time, I wasn’t as promiscuous** as to go for girls yet, you see. So I guess you can say that this was a step forward into music.

ーー It became a kind of catharsis for you, didn’t it?

S: That’s right. And back then, BOØWY was a big thing. We started talking about something like “They’re from Gunma too, whoa!” and then eventually we were all fiddling around with instruments. Back then, the epicurean aura was something that we only ever saw in fashion. However, gradually, it grew more and more comfortable to me.

ーー Like you were drawing close to this decadent world.

S: Well… I entered through various fronts. I thought of becoming a vocalist because I became envious of the cool, good-lookers and the divergent people. So, if you asked me what were the kinds of people I was envious of…… At that time, I was still in my early 20s so I don’t really know for sure, but people with a darkness in them…… a black lustre, something like that.

I: But Japan’s rock scene in those days felt like a place where the sun shone. Like BOØWY has begun selling well, and the sun has started shining down on us.

S: Ahh. It’s true that around the period of time when we just debuted with our first two releases, it indeed felt like we were headed towards sunny days. But my preferences were established by then. It might’ve just been a vocal style but wouldn’t a person want to emulate what they like after all? To understand why it’s beautiful?    Like a precariousness on the flip side of that beauty.

I: Or a rot (smiles).

S: (smiles) If I were to do that, I might be capable of it up to a certain extent, but unless I am truly corrupted, I’ll never achieve authencity, and I won’t be able to keep things up for long. I suppose I’ll just die away. And so, I got more and more attracted to it. Attracted to that voice, and I suppose it’s ‘pop’ despite the fact that the music itself is dark. Actually, I don’t know whether ‘pop’ is the right word for this…… It’s like it just went straight into me. Since then, I collected everything Bauhaus with what little money I had (smiles). Now I wonder why.

I: But dark passions like those do exist, right. I wonder what that’s about.    That dark ardor.

ーー Is it the kind of feeling where it doesn’t matter even if no one else understands you, since this is where your own world exists?

I: That’s right. You see, it’s something that is far removed from common communication. I think that music is a form of communication in itself, but I guess that kind of music gives the feeling that it seeks dis-communication instead. I have a part of me that’s very close to that as well but I think that this dark passion is something that doesn’t connect at all..

ーー Paradoxically speaking, you’re using that to communicate.

S: Because of this, that’s what Der Zibet was to me. When I listened to “沈みたい (I want to sink*** / Shizumitai)”, it makes me feel like I really do want to sink~~ (smiles). But I also think that because “Shizumitai” exists, I narrowly escaped from truly sinking away. If I had never encountered “Shizumitai”, I might have already gone under.

I: Really? I’m so glad.

S: When epicureanism is mentioned, there’s a feeling of European flair, but in my case, it’s because I’m coming from the position that’s something like an old-fashioned, Japanese, parent-child relationship, like this depravity was brought out from inside to corrupt. And that’s why, when asked about the root of my decadence, I simply have to start the conversation from there in the end (smiles). That’s why I definitely don’t have that sense of flair of nobility, like what ISSAY-san has.

I: Uh… But I don’t even have all that much of flair though.

ーー You wore makeup to school, right?

I: Yup. When I was in high school.

ーー When speaking of decadence, it comes with a flair but in the end, isn’t it something that comes from the darkness that’s inside of you? And I think that it’s something that everyone has.

S: So, you see, when that music touches your heartstrings, you’ll feel like “Ahh, I’ve been saved”, right?

ーー The both of you attend each other’s lives but do you have exchanges with each other in your personal lives?

I: Private exchanges…… not so much. I guess it’s more like we have meetings and drink and chat.

S: If there’s nothing like that to start it off, I’m too embarrassed to after all (smiles). Although, if there something really amusing that I want to talk about, then I’ll be able to ask him out, like “How about going for a drink today”.

I: Then ask me out~. Though in these past 10 years or so, I’ve often gone for BUCK-TICK’s year end Budokan lives. There’s also something that leads to that. Around 4 or 5 in the morning, I think?    All of a sudden, my phone would ring. And then I’d wonder, “Who’s calling at such a time?”, and it turns out to be a call from Atsushi-kun. “I have a live todaaay,” he’d say (smiles). “If you like, please do come,” he’d tell me, so I’d say, “Yes, I’ll go”.

ーー 5 in the morning at that. It feels like he probably drank quite a bit.

S: It does seem like it, doesn’t it (wry smile). I felt that I’d definitely need the courage.

ーー Isn’t it wonderful that your relationship has continued for so long because you understand each other?

S: I’m bad at it though, socialising. It’s unusual that I’ve been with ISSAY-san for so long.

ーー Like a good senpai?

S: Mmh…… Putting it like that, it’s difficult to say but. Fufufu. The Japanese form of a senpai/kouhai relationship is…… if I can call it a nuisance, that’s what I’d say it is, you know. But I have a lot of respect and admiration for him. He’s authentic. Beautiful. Furthermore, he has the substance to back it up. That’s what I’ve loved from the very beginning. And I think I was blessed to have been acquainted with someone like that in my 20s.

ーー It made you feel like you’ve found a brethren?

S: Instead of brethren, it’s more like a back to rely on, something like that (smiles).

I: I apologise for having such a small and narrow back.

S: No no no. It’s broad to me!

I: How flattering (smiles).

S: But I think that the Western society’s idea of it is really great, don’t you? Whether you’re the senpai or the kouhai, you address each other by name and they go straight to the point. But in Japan, this is just how our cultural background is, so it can’t be helped though. Speaking in the format of “OO-san, aren’t you so and so”, and things like that. But there are also people who get offended if you don’t do these things properly, so you’d have to be careful.

I: But for us, once we get drunk, our relationship becomes that of “Acchan” and “Icchama”.

S: (Shy smile)

I: Well~ I rather like being called Icchama. It’s cute, somehow.

S: Is it the, butchering, of -sama****…… (smiles). In the first place, I’m no good with going out with friends for a casual drink and things like that. Because I have absolutely no idea what the recent trending topics. But the conversations that I have with ISSAY-san, which are mostly of few words, are very delightful to me. But ISSAY-san is sociable, right?

I: Well, compared to Atsushi-kun, I guess. But whether you can really call me sociable…… (smiles).

S: Fufufu, that’s true.

I: You know, Atsushi-kun came and watched Der Zibet’s live last March. And when we were drinking after that, he said to me, “To have such a man with such an air singing “Der Rhein”! There’s nothing more compelling than that”. That gave me a lot of confidence. Like, ah, I’m on the right track.

S: No no no no. It’s the same for me. As I was watching that live, I too…… I guess you can say that I was again, reassured, that “this person is the real deal”. But well, I don’t know if this is the right way to put it but he stood proper on stage with ringlet curls, you know. There’s no chance of beating that, you know.

ーー Ringlet curls, as in, hairstyle (smiles)?

S: He just has this strong sense of self. Like it doesn’t matter how the people around him thinks of him. Seriously, it’s that part of him that I’ve always admired from the start. Because he is so sure of himself. Well, the ringlet curls were just a metaphor though (lol).

I: Ahahahahaha.

S: Since the time I saw him singing with a mask on Eggman’s stage, his principles have never changed. It’s important to have a sense of self after all. And that’s a part of him that I really admire a lot.

ーー But isn’t Sakurai-san on par too?

S: No way, I don’t know myself, you see.

I: No no, you’re a person who’s very clear with what you like and what you don’t. When I look at you on stage, y’know.

S: Um, well… In the sense that…… I don’t really change my mind about what I like, I guess?

I: Even if you do change your mind, you know yourself quite well, so you’re capable of making the choice of what’s necessary for yourself, right? Whenever I watch BUCK-TICK as a band, new music gets incorporated each time, but I can strongly feel the part where you earnestly stick to your own aesthetic sensibilities. I suppose that’s why I’ve never felt tired of them even if I attend their Budokan lives every year end. It’s like “So this is the mode they’re in now. But it’s still BUCK-TICK after all”. I think that it’s amazing. This part of them where even if they make a wide variety of music, it’s still BUCK-TICK. And his voice is found in the centre of it all. I think that it’s an amazingly wonderful voice, and his presence is amazing.

S: Ah…… I’d say the same to you.

I: Thank you!

ーー Well, what a beautiful relationship (smiles). Is there any possibility of performing together again?

I: If the timing’s right, I’d definitely want to do it together again though.

 

 

Notes:

* Sakurai took part in Tsuchiya’s Forest People (森の人 / Mori no Hito) in 1998, providing lyrics and vocals for the song A Midsummer Night’s Forest (真夏の夜の森の人 / Manatsu no Yo no Mori no Hito). The song can be heard on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aJ2A_s_zNzY

** The term Sakurai used was ふしだら (fushidara), which quite literally means “slut/slutty”.

*** The base form of 沈みたい (shizumitai) is 沈む (shizumu), which can be simply translated as “to sink”. But it should be noted that this term also comes with the connotations of “to go under”, “to submerge”, or “to feel depressed”. It also comes with the nuance of drowning. This reflects strongly in the next statement where Sakurai talks about himself “sinking”.

**** Basically the “chama” in “Icchama” is like a baby-talk version of the “sama” suffix. I suppose you could say Sakurai uwu’s ISSAY

 

Interview with Aquirax Uno

Not by drawing an object realistically, but by deviating from the norm
I like giving a sequence a makeover, turning it into something fantastical
I sensed that kind of sentiment from BUCK-TICK too

Interview by: Kanemitsu Hirofumi

This time, Akira Uno was tasked to work on RAZZLE DAZZLE’s album jacket. Uno, who is 76 this year, is the representative graphic designer of Showa period Japan and a genius who collaborated with Shūji Terayama and his experimental theatre. In this interview, we spoke to Uno about how he captured BUCK-TICK, the band after listening to this album.

ーー Uno-san was put in charge of creating the jacket for RAZZLE DAZZLE this time around, but what image did you initially have of BUCK-TICK?

Their name, of course, I have heard of a long time ago. But for me, I don’t really attend Japanese rock concerts nor watch them. That is despite the fact that I have worked on album jackets for bands like MERRY and SHAKALABBITS before. That’s why my initial impression of them was that they’re amazing because of how they’re still making music like this.

ーー What do you think of when you’re turning their music into an art piece given that this is how you see it?

I’ve been doing this for over 50 years, so the first thing I have to do is to find what captures my interest. For example, my perspective in the 60s, in the 80s, and now, they all vary in different areas. So it’s a question of where and what I’m looking for as a tangent. While listening to their music and reading the lyrics, I also do try and find out whether there are shared motifs. If they were to tell me their preferences; like whether they wanted it to be excessively decorative, or whether they wanted something aesthetically pleasing, or whether they wanted something grotesque, I’d listen to all of that while relating with the motifs in the lyrics that capture my interest to myself before drawing.

ーー What are those areas when we speak of BUCK-TICK’s album?

First off, in the beginning, I had a discussion with Imai-san, Sakurai-san, and the designer. That person is the same designer who was involved in MERRY’s project too. So, let’s take for example the theatre work that I did in the 70s. It doesn’t only have one theme, instead, it has a number of themes. It’s like what they said at the time; something psychedelic, or akin to a nightmare…… Furthermore, when you put them decoratively yet in parallel to one another, I’ll end up with a few motifs. These are what I got because of the kind of theme that I was headed towards.

ーー So you’re saying that there is, to a certain extent, a shared image that materialised as the album jacket while you picked up on the image of the band’s sound at the same time.

Yeah. There definitely was a tangent that existed and that I relied on too. And I suppose to them, on the other hand, there was something in me that caught their interest. That’s what I found out when we met and spoke. I’m not conscious of this, but personally speaking, the phenomenon of me proactively drawing includes, to a certain extent, the process of making something. This may sound like an odd way of putting it, but my line of work revolves around shaping themes that are derived from other parties. It is a phenomenon where two different predispositions; of starting masochistically while ending sadistically and aggressively, are experienced in one piece of work. That’s why, during the process of delineating the motif here, when I catch that sense of ‘This would feel good like this’ or ‘I can draw this’, I’m not in a state where I’m doing this according to what was ordered. It’s a time when a kind of sadistic joy has been found. Such periods of time did emerge when I was working on this jacket too.

ーー I see. Was that meeting with Imai-san the only conversation you had with the band members for your work on this album?

I think I met Imai-san around 3 times. There was also one night when we stayed up drinking. Though I think we couldn’t help but end up talking about the 70s and things like that.

ーー I heard that Uno-san, too, dabbled in music in the past as well.

About that, it was between Yokoo Tadanori*, me, and Yoko Ono’s ex-husband, composer Ichiyanagi Toshi**. The three of us talked about starting a band and I had no confidence in that at all but we all gathered at Harajuku Central Apartment where I worked out of. An instrument known as the Indian Sitar was left at my workplace for a while. Though I didn’t even know how to play it (smiles). Ichiyanagi-san brought a Doors*** record over and we spoke about how we wanted it to sound like that but in the end, the project ended without a single sound produced (smiles).

ーー The expression of drawing an illustration, of course, involves a different method than the expression of producing music but the intention to do it doesn’t change, right?

Hm, I wonder. I made a Pink Floyd poster in the past but…… I’m deviating from the topic a bit, but Dark Ducks^ were the opening act.

ーー Eh is that so! (smiles).

Yeah. And the DJ Goro Itoi appeared on stage to be the emcee. Perhaps they didn’t understand Pink Floyd at all. Anyway, that was the kind of era it was (smiles). But back to our topic, I thought that even if one didn’t know how to play an instrument, it would be possible to produce things like effects and creating surrealism for the ears. Well…… I don’t really like to say that something can be ‘conveyed’ though.

ーー Meaning?

For example, in the past, when I heard Joan Baez sing, I thought, “A woman like her is pleasant; someone who’s slender and sentimental”. Yet when I read translations of her songs, I felt that she’s quite contentious.

ーー Because she sings protest songs, right?

People can convey things not because you speak well or make people laugh or tell someone something. Instead, no matter what sound you use, well, be it an animalistic scream, or perhaps even a conveyance in the form of a Floyd-like theatrical sound would work, but somewhere in there is a level of abstraction and what I like about it is the will or emotion that exists within. I can’t deal with types who convey that through words.

ーー So it’s better that the sound evokes an image.

That’s right. I prefer music of that nature.

ーー Do you find it enjoyable to create works that are reminiscent of fantastical things and fictional worlds?

It is enjoyable. I draw a variety of things but, take for example, if I were to draw a realistic apple, or if I were to draw a cucumber that looks like a cucumber, well, it’d be fun in its own way but I prefer to ideas that deviate from the norm, like using a rotting apple as a motif or something. Like, if that was one of the themes that were given to me. For example, I wouldn’t draw vegetables as they would look on the sign of a greengrocer’s. I would add some kind of image to it, like making them rot, or speak, or turning them into something fantastical. I very much enjoy giving a sequence a makeover.

ーー That over simply drawing a certain theme as it is.

Yeah. If it was left as it is, it wouldn’t be eye-catching and I feel that my job is to capture people’s attention. I suppose it might be the same for music as well. Though I assume that there are many who don’t think so (smiles). There may be people who are indifferent to the act of drawing an apple, but when I am being asked for something romantic, I’d want to do something out of the ordinary, like a girl living in the apple or something like that. We’re talking about BUCK-TICK this time, but I sensed that kind of sentiment from them.

ーー Does Uno-san keep in mind the era and consider how to incorporate that into your illustrations and graphic designs?

I think there was a time when I did, but now, not at all. At this age, I don’t think about using the younger generations’ sensibilities nor ideas (in my work) any more. Instead, I try to use as little effort as possible. For example, if I’m drawing a girl, I don’t analytically observe what the recent trend in skirt length is, or how high that should end from the knee, and such things any more. I place importance on whether a girl is in the art piece, whether she’s pretty, what part of the feeling that it exudes will remain in me, and things like that. It feels better to leave it to my feelings.

ーー Having had such a long career as a graphic designer and illustrator, what kinds of expressions have you continued to use or alienated?

Ah, on the contrary, I’ve never had the feeling of alienation. In other words, what I want to do aren’t unexpected to me. I’m already at this age anyway, and this is something that I’ve been doing all my life so saying that this is enjoyable…… I more or less agree. The enjoyable thing about being requested for something is basically that whatever is being asked of me can still be found within me; it has common ground with society and it is not something to be discarded. I think that I’d be a painter if I became someone who simply draws whatever I wanted to. So I get asked for something because there’s something in me that is needed or because I am being relied on to imagine something. You can say that there’s nothing that makes me happier than this.

ーー Are you saying that, in other words, there is gratification in being sought after?

That’s right. For example, I’ve said that I’d like to spontaneously draw a piece of historical drama art and I’ve done such work before. I’ve been asked to draw for picture books too, and even for Oniroku Dan’s^^ SM too. The editors ask this of me because they sense more potential in me than I do, so I’d be thinking, ‘Does such an element exist?’ while I’m drawing. If it’s a painter who’s doing this, then they will have the direction of deciding on things based on their own ideas, but in my case, the motifs are presented to me. And finding the potential in it when I’m working on it is the most interesting phenomenon of all.

ーー I saw the jacket for this album and it made me wonder what was the image that you formed for this album.

They had an image that is reminiscent of going to a place that is sort of like a kind of crazy club. In other words, it’s out of the ordinary. It’s like going a kind of snobbish place, a place with an image that is far too absurd to be found in daily life, and the debauchery and disarrayment found there. That’s the kind of mood that I drew.

ーー Yes, I think that’s exactly what is shown on the jacket artwork.

I draw the illustration, then I leave the rest to the designer you see. After all, it isn’t just masochism. It’s because I want to let them do things the way they want to. Though I don’t really go and take a look at what the result of that is. But I’ve seen a number of presentations and it seems like things are turning out to be rather interesting. Having a folded poster included in it, that’s nice, isn’t it?

ーー It is. I felt that it was exceptionally fitting for the music industry.

But we’ve worked hard, haven’t we? These people too. Them asking me to draw a piece for them, it’s definitely because there is a sentiment of…… ‘I want to change’, or something like that. I’ve often heard that we’re now in an era when CDs don’t really sell, but if you release something that is overcalculated on the basis of whether it sells, it doesn’t feel very good, does it? You have to feel that you’re doing it because you want to

 

Akira Uno a.k.a Aquirax Uno

Born on 13 March 1934 in Nagoya. The representative illustrator and graphic designer of Showa Era Japan. Major works by him include “AQUIRAX UNO POSTERS 1959−1975”, “MONO AQUIRAX+”, “A letter from a girl”, picture book “Ano Ko [あの子] (Text: Imae Yoshitomo)”, “Fruits of Passion (Text: Terayama Shuji)” and more. As mentioned during the interview, the jacket artworks for MERRY’s single, “Komorebi ga Boku wo Sagashiteru…”, and the first press limited edition of their album “M.E.R.R.Y.” was created by him. He also worked on the jacket of SHAKALABBITS’s Dazzling Soup / Silk.

 

 

Notes:

*Yokoo Tadanori is a graphic designer, illustrator, printmaker and painter whose work is influenced by Surrealism, American Pop Art, contemporary Japanese culture, and ukiyo-e prints. His recent works can be found here.

**Ichiyanagi Toshi is a composer and pianist who is the recipient of the 33rd Suntory Music Award (2001) and the Foundation for Contemporary Arts John Cage Award (2018).

*** Referring to the American rock band The Doors.

^ Dark Ducks are a male Japanese vocal group who were characterized by strikingly close harmony and middle-of-the-road smoothness that match their gentlemanship. They were active from 1951 to 2016.

^^ Oniroku Dan was a celebrated novelist and maker of eiga-pinku and Sadomasochism films in Japan. He was also called “the most celebrated writer of popular SM novels in Japan”.

 

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Band’s comments on Album Tracks

Interview by: Ishii Eriko, Kanemitsu Hirofumi, Takahashi Miho

Brief comments by the band members about all 15 tracks of RAZZLE DAZZLE has been captured! As you listen to the album, read their comments and visualise their impressions of these songs.

 

1. RAZZLE DAZZLE FRAGILE

Sakurai (S): Our manipulator, Yokoyama-san put his heart into all the SE (sound effects). Well, this one feels like an embodiment of something like Imai-san’s theme.

Imai (I): The image of chamber music that plays at a dodgy meeting. Music like this will be playing in the hall.

Hoshino (H): I suppose it gives the feeling of “And so, it begins”.

Higuchi (Y): I knew that they said: “We’re composing a SE”, but our manager suddenly sent the data to me out of nowhere. I had no idea what this was at first (lol).

Yagami (T): I didn’t know that there was such a SE at all (lol). Before I knew it, Imai made this. I was surprised when I first heard it on the track down.

 

2. RAZZLE DAZZLE

S: Past the middle stage of recording, Imai’s world surged forth and this is one of those songs. I was rather pumped up when I sang it.

I: This is the first song that I wrote with the album in mind. Like, “ah, I guess it’s something like this”, and the music aptly came to me. With “Action!”, this fictional world or something begins.

H: I think this was probably the first song that came from Imai-san but I suppose (it all started) from an energetic song like this without knowing at that point in time that it was going to become the title song.

Y: I had the feeling that this was going to be the first track. I think once we play it live, a clearer image will steadily come up.

T: The image of a super flashy fancy-dress party where all hell breaks loose. I somehow think that’s the kind of set that our live will have.

 

3. Kyouki no Deadheat (狂気のデッドヒート / Crazy Deadheat)

S: You could say that I sang in an enraptured manner. I suppose something like this exists in me as well. I think I gradually found the initiative to want to try and sing in a manner that’s both serious yet comical.

I: A Hide-like song. I thought that it was rough when I head the demo, but there was nothing at all electronic about it in the beginning. Once we did that, it’s ska but it turned out very cool.

H: In the demo, the guitar was distorted in a rock-sounding manner but with a voluble, rhythmic dance beat that feels playful.

Y: When I heard it with Acchan’s words added to the music, for the first time in ages, I thought, “What great lyrics” (lol). But it’s well balanced with the other songs, so it’s interesting.

T: When I first heard the demo, it felt like 80s pop and I matched the tuning of my drums to that and elevated that a little more.

 

4. Dokudanjou Beauty -R.I.P.- (独壇場Beauty -R.I.P.- / Beauty the Stage is Yours -R.I.P.-)

S: Because of the high-spirited melody, the recording session concluded in the blink of an eye.

I: R.I.P. (was added) because I thought that it would be better to make it clear. Adding Lucy-chan’s (LAZY guns BRISKY) chorus made it younger, didn’t it (lol).

H: He (Imai) said that it’s got a sparkly image, and perhaps with an 80s dance beat, and I was like, “I got it”, and I played it (lol).

Y: Even though it’s melodious, the riff comes through. There aren’t many songs like this. This time, we played it for the first time at a summer event but if it’s a live, it’ll pump the audience up.

T: It starts off sounding Ramones-ish but when the tune comes in it sounds disco-ish. That development is interesting. The chorus is nice too, isn’t it? It’s youthful (lol).

 

5. Hamushi no You ni (羽虫のように / Like the Tiny Insects)

S: We’ve always had the pop-like and melodious elements, but I think that in this song, we made it very simple and managed to put the melody at the forefront

I: I thought that it would be nice if winged insects could represent fragility or something like the brevity of life. Since what I wanted to express was clear, the lyrics came to me in a snap.

H: It feels like it tugs at your heart, doesn’t it (lol). The lyrics are unique too.

Y: I initially had the impression that it was quite techno-like but again, when Acchan’s vocals are added in, the image really changes, doesn’t it?

T: When I played the drums, it reminded me of “Baby, I want you”. Imai said that he wanted me to make it sound ‘man-made’. I basically drive it in, but since I’m drumming fill-ins, it’s more human.

 

6. Yougetsu (妖月‐ようげつ‐ / Mystery Moon)

S: It was coupled with a single that we wrote as an anime theme song, so the world view in this song also aligns with that. It’s a personal favourite.

I: This song’s arrangement was also changed from that of its single version. It’s become noisy in a good way (lol).

H: The arrangement was adjusted for it to be in the album. We had CUBE JUICE-kun working on the rhythm and all that for us. We casually added a CUBE-like melody(lol). It’s turned out nicely.

Y: The tag team between Acchan and Hide results in this brilliantly addictive song. Compared to the single, I think the arrangement here draws us closer to the image of the song.

T: Drums that were drummed my way. The image behind it is Ringo Starr (lol). I’m influenced by him, so that comes out no matter what when the song is a ballad like this.

 

7. BOLERO

S: At first, the image of singing while playing the guitar comes to mind. Till now, I think we’ve boldly broken down and destroyed (things), but stopping that is also one of our new aspects.

I: This song always possessed the image of ‘Bolero’ since it’s working title. As if it represents a heartbeat.

H: I suppose you could say it’s very an Imai-like melody, though the song feels like something people, in general, would like. The lyrics seem deep too, don’t they?

Y: Initially Imai-kun sang for the scratch track but once Acchan’s voice comes in, it changed. Or rather, I guess Imai-kun understands Acchan well (lol).

T: When I heard it during rhythm rehearsals, I thought that this song sounded fun. I initially made it feel like I’m drumming with tom-toms but halfway through, I made it rhythmic.

 

8. Django!!! –Genwaku no Django- (Django!!! -幻惑のジャンゴ- / Django!!! –Django the Dazzler–)

S: I sang it with a suspicious light-heartedness (lol). It’s Latin. I like it.

I: A Latin-like image; think of the rhythmic pattern of conga or something. Initially, I thought, “We’ve never done something like this before so I suppose this might be difficult” (lol).

H: It’s something that we’ve never done before, isn’t it? Considering the rhythm and whatnot. I suppose it’s a very difficult song but personally, I like it, the groove.

Y: This is the first time we’ve done a Latin beat so playing the bassline was fun. It’s been a delight to play it too since I heard the demo.

T: I suppose this is a first for Imai too. Going with a latin beat and all that. I enjoyed it. I kept in mind the sense of fusion that master (Murakami) Ponta-san had (lol).

 

9. Sakuran Baby (錯乱Baby / Lunatic Baby)

S: This is probably the most similar to what we’ve been doing all this while. Regarding the lyrics, I wrote them nonsensical, with a nicely incoherent story.

I: ‘Life is fleeting’, or I suppose it’s the usual consistent theme that Sakurai-san always sings about. It’s that kind of song, isn’t it?

H: I guess it’s comparatively similar to our previous work, or you could say that it’s similar to rock. That imagery is strong, in terms of the music. The riff too, actually.

Y: In the beginning, I wondered if it’s alright for the bass to be this distorted, but it’s quite a curt song, so the distorted bass fits perfectly.

T: It makes me think, ‘Acchan’s lyrics sure are great’. At one time, it felt like it was kept inside of him but recently, it feels like it’s being brought out instead. It’s raw in a good way.

 

10. PIXY

S: This time, the melody stands out quite a bit in Hide’s songs as well. This melody determines the world of the lyrics, so that comes all the way through to the end.

I: I really understood Hide’s thoughts about wanting to do something that is different from what was done previously. Things like the rhythm, the composition of the guitar riffs, they were all clearly different from previous works.

H: I had the idea that putting psychedelia in 4/4 time together might be interesting, and I suppose that clicked well with the rhythm.

Y: The bass was unexpectedly difficult for this song. There’s an expressionless feeling to it. There are many songs among Hide’s that are bouncy, but despite that, it’s difficult to drop the expressions and play it.

T: This is a song that came about after we made a variety of revisions to its rhythm when Hide joined our rhythm rehearsal and us 3 rehearsed together.

 

11. Kuchizuke -SERIAL THRILL KILLER- (くちづけ -SERIAL THRILL KILLER- / Kiss -SERIAL THRILL KILLER-)

S: This is a single that was written as an anime theme song. We normally play music like this but in the context of this album, it might instead come off as something unusual.

I: I suppose we changed the arrangement of the synth and increased how electronic it sounded. We went towards the direction of techno. We pretty much left it to (him*) though.

H: It feels spirited, even though it’s dark (lol), and this is also an album-exclusive version, so I think it can be enjoyed differently.

Y: When I heard this song in the beginning, I thought, “I see, I guess the album will turn out to be something like this”, but (my expectations) were betrayed in a good way (lol).

T: This is a song that Imai wrote based on the anime (Shiki) during the time when the full picture of the album was still completely invisible to us. But it’s been nicely absorbed into the album, hasn’t it?

 

12. Gekka Reijin (月下麗人 / Lady of the Moonlight)

S: It was initially a danceable song, but gradually, it’s turned into a song that feels like it’s saying ‘(we’re) tired, so please rest and listen to this’ (lol). It’s a dreamy, fairy-tale-like song.

I: It’s a sombre ~ song (lol). This album has quite a variety of songs in it but having one like this wraps it all up, doesn’t it?

H: This is the most profound one, isn’t it? But I think that it’s fundamentally something that (Imai) possesses. I like it too though.

Y: With this song too, the impression that it gives changes drastically when Acchan’s vocals come in. The expression with Imai-kun’s vocals was great too though.

T: Seriously, Acchan’s nihilistic singing really gets you, doesn’t it? It’s because this is his absolute strongest area, isn’t it? It feels like he’s saying ‘I am Sakurai!’ (lol).

 

13. Mugen (夢幻 / Reverie)

S: If I remember correctly, I think this song was a candidate for a single since the time of Dokudanjou~. Because of that, it’s quite pop-ish, isn’t it?

I: If I’m not wrong, this is a song that Hide had brewing since early on. He probably changed the arrangement a number of times too. It’s always been a candidate for a single.

H: It gives the image of lifting up your emotions at the chorus. It’s unusual that I came up with a pop melody, isn’t it? I do it on occasion though (lol).

Y: I somehow thought that it wasn’t a Hide-like song in the beginning. I thought that perhaps he started to think of something that was new to him.

T: This song was initially esoterically programmed with a Hide-like progression. When I heard it, I remember asking him, “Wouldn’t this be difficult for Acchan to sing?”, and then adjusting the rhythm after that.

 

14. TANGO Swanka

S: It’s got nothing to do with tango at all (lol). This laidback style of singing, perhaps I’d have done it with more precision in the past. I guess such an ability has grown in depth too.

I: I wanted to do something noisy yet simple. It’s a song that united that with lyrics that didn’t have a set theme.

H: The Imai world has exploded (lol). Though I think it’s normal to have songs like this coming to the forefront.

Y: It’s a song with a good rhythm that naturally makes you move your body. I think that will definitely be a song with a good feel when played live so I’d like you to look forward to it.

T: In the beginning, a CDR where Imai sang all the parts was distributed to me. And I kept listening to it…… and I remember getting nervous and thinking, “It can’t be that Imai intends to sing all of it, right?” (lol).

 

15. Solaris

S: Dream, forever.

I: When I told our manipulator, Yoko-chan that the way the bass should entwine with the synth is like a solitary street light in a park in the middle of the night or a highway lamp on the freeway in the middle of the night, he got super confused (lol).

H: You could say that it’s a royal road-type of song, and deliberately putting TANGO Swanka before this song brings you back to life, doesn’t it?

Y: This is the song where I dropped my headphones. I got into the groove of this ballad and it somehow fell off (lol). But with the intonation used in it, it really raises your spirits.

T: Acchan’s voice is nice and vivid. When the flow of the music was decided, I considered it carefully and I thought that I’d definitely make this song the last track. It’s a song that closes off the album. It’s great that this brought about the denouement.

 

 

Notes:

All song title and lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site

* I assume he’s referring to CUBE JUICE

 

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Translation: Yoshiyuki
Scans: morgianasama on LiveJournal

 

 

Gensou no Hana

Ongaku to Hito #116
January 2004

Text by Kanemitsu Hirofumi
Photographs by Iwane Ai
Hair & Make-up by Araki Hisako
Styling by Yagi Tomoharu
costume. FAUST

 

「Illusory flower, sing for me   Tell me that this world is beautiful」

BUCK-TICK’s latest release is a beautiful ballad that begins with these words
War, cruelty…… It is all going from bad to worse. That we’re living in such a tainted era is why this song and this voice seems to cascade throughout the world, cleansing it. Yet at the same time, it’s not overly graphic. This is a song that possesses a nature different from what they have produced thus far. And that is largely due to vocalist Sakurai Atsushi’s perceptions.
18 years after their debut comes a breath of fresh air into this band. This, we will affirm with his words.

 

[It will] surely bloom

Isn’t there a lot of unfinished work that needs to be done in the world today if someone like me is spreading things like tomorrows and hope?

 

―― So, this new song, Gensou no Hana is a song that you’ve had around since the release of Kyokutou I LOVE YOU two years ago.

Sakurai (S): Yeah, that’s right. We’ve kept this pot boiling for quite a long time, though.

―― Right (smiles).

S: This song was written 2 years ago with the intention of creating an opposite of Kyokutou Yori Ai wo Komete. As a candidate for a single though, at the time, this was just one of a few other songs that we had. Back then, we felt that we needed a stronger song to be the single, so we chose Kyokutou~. At the time, I thought it would be a good idea to include it in the album too, but Hoshino (Hidehiko, guitarist. Composer of Gensou no Hana) said that he wanted to release it as a single no matter what. He had an unusually strong resolve regarding this.

―― Hahahahaha.

S: It was strong (smiles).

―― Oh, really?

S: Yeah. Then, for our previous album Mona Lisa OVERDRIVE, I thought that maybe we should include it there, but this time, the objection came from Imai (Hisashi, guitarist) instead.

―― You must’ve been sad.

S: A bit (smiles). Well, considering that album’s characteristics, he had a point, though. But, I also wanted to release it as a new song within this year, and now that we’ve all got this tension in us with these circumstances¹ we’ve found ourselves in, I suppose it all worked out well.

―― You mentioned that it was intended to be the opposite, but Kyokutou Yori Ai wo Komete had exceptionally strong emotions which confronted the devastating impact and upheaval which resulted from the events of 9.11, right?

S: That’s right. It was largely composed with the raw emotions which were felt when scenes of the terrorist attacks which happened back then was broadcast on TV.

―― So what’s the opposite feeling to that?

S: Like, after a festival or…… I probably shouldn’t use a festival as a metaphor for war but [it’s that feeling] you get after everything is gone and you’re wondering, “So, now, what am I supposed to think?”.

―― So, using an extreme example, it’s a question of whether you’ll be in despair or whether hope will kindle in your heart after everything has been turned to dust.

S: Yeah. The kind of to and fro between hope and despair for these people who have lost their homes and their families―― like, “Isn’t dreaming of tomorrow pure nonsense?” or, “No, isn’t this precisely why tomorrow will bring happiness and peace?”. That’s what I thought of. So, we won’t have an answer to this in the end, but time goes on and the song will end in one of either direction. Without actually coming to a definite conclusion. Although I think I’m just a little more inclined to lean towards hope.

―― I see.

S: It’s like…… I’ve always been keeping a good balance of that within myself. Because I felt that it wouldn’t be real otherwise. Sadness and joy, good and evil, I believe that they will always co-exist. I think I’ve portrayed it in an extremely simple way. But in the end, I guess what I’ve been thinking about in these past 2 years have jumped over all of that and it’s now come out in words and sound…… At least, that’s what I’ve realised. To that extent, I suppose 2003 was a year when I felt these external influences on the inside.

―― And that’s rare for Sakurai-san, isn’t it?

S: Yeah.

―― How did you feel about being subjected to that yourself? Take war, for example; it’s something that comes about because both sides have differing perceptions of justice, though.

S: Ahh…… That’s true, but I guess you could say this is on a more personal level with no relation to the causes of either side. However, I do think that nothing can come out of a place of mutual hatred, so…… Mm… It’s difficult. Living in such times, I don’t really want to do sloven songs that spew out things like, “It doesn’t matter if tomorrow doesn’t come.” But songs that shine with nothing but hope with no plausible reason definitely don’t feel right either. I get the feeling that this contradiction is something that has been developing in my head along with the passage of time.

―― But in the first place, Sakurai-san’s own sense of impermanence is……

S: ………… A weakness.

―― Right (smiles). Though I do think you’ve got a lot of lyrics that are steeped in self-loathing, that cut into yourself. Having done that all this while, is putting out something which gives a decided sense of hope a sort of retaliation against this reality?

S: I suppose that might be it. In the end, I can only say this is what happens after I’ve simplified and digested whatever catches my eye, though.

―― So, what catches your eye?

S: Well, it’s simple, but it’s the happenings in Japan or the world and things like that. War, cruelty…… Doesn’t it feel like we’re hearing about these things almost everyday? On the other hand, doesn’t it mean that…… there’s a lot of unfinished work that needs to be done in the world today if someone like me is singing a song about tomorrows and hope?

―― Unsettling news and things like that often become overwhelming, doesn’t it? But that said, I think we shouldn’t block it out entirely either.

S: Yeah. If the ordinary world is filled with hope without the need for anyone to do anything, turning your heart upside down to reveal despair and vent the negative out will turn into a sort of stimulation, like a driving force. And actually, I think that has always been a big part of me until now.

―― It was.

S: I guess you could say that this is the only time when I couldn’t do something along the lines of rubbing salt into a wound. It would be great if it was completed in the music, but no matter what, even if it was not shown upfront, when someone was made to see something like that, they’d definitely run in the opposite direction, right? It’s not that I’m trying to play nice, but if everyday life was so full of such misery, I’d want to find balance rather than pick up the slack [for misery]. Where there is hope, there is also despair. So to speak. I understand that this doesn’t have a perfect answer. It’s okay. Things like, “Tomorrow will surely be great[, so don’t be sad].” I can’t find it in myself to say such irresponsible things, but that said, I also don’t think it’s right to say things like, “Tomorrow won’t have any good. I don’t know whether I’ll still be alive tomorrow.” And I don’t think that anything will change just because I’m the one saying it. But at the very least, right now, what I want to say is, “It’ll be alright.” Because even if it comes across as irresponsible, some part of me strongly believes in this.

―― So how do you think this voice of yours comes across?

S: Mm… Maybe it’d be taken as “bittersweet” or even “lip service” but that’s alright. Although, I do also expect that there will be people who will listen to such a song in a pure and honest manner, without any negativity.

―― People, or rather, this world that we live in.

S: You’re right.

―― But I feel that the image of “flowers = peace” that is present in the lyrics to this song was conveyed in a straightforward manner.

S: Mhm. It might be vague, but I think it’d be good if something like that can gradually come to our listeners.

―― Although, it’s very sad that we live in a world where we have to label that as an illusion.

S: Isn’t it?…… And that’s precisely why these days, I’ve come to feel that the moments when I face the mic during recording, when I’m doing my work are very precious. I’d think, “We can’t just flush it all down the drain.”

―― More than ever before?

S: That’s right. So, among all of this, instruments are, of course, played by people so it possess energy as well and I believe that plays a big part in the conveyance too, but I think when it comes to the natural voice, it would definitely be useless if the singer’s emotions are dead because that’s what [gives the singer] the ability to breathe a kind of soul into [the music]. Also, I think perhaps I can express my thoughts honestly too because I myself have been inspired by such an honest song. Without thinking too much about things like how people would view us or what kind of reaction we’d get after we release it.

―― Thanks to the oblivious Hoshino melody.

S: Hahahaha. I think I was greatly inspired by that too.

 

There are many instances when I’d think, “I suppose it can’t be helped.”
However, I can’t quite get rid of that feeling of, “But, you know…”

―― So, in a nutshell, can we say that Sakurai-san’s colours shone strongly in Kyokutou I LOVE YOU while in Mona Lisa OVERDRIVE, it was Imai-san’s colours which came through?

S: That’s right. I believe that’s the impression someone would get if they were to listen to them for the first time with nothing but a vague idea. And the former has a sticky, or rather, humid feeling. While the latter is becoming, crisp…… That’s the kind of impression it gives. So during Kyokutou~, I felt as if I’m snugly fitting myself into that world, but during Mona Lisa~,  in a good way, it felt a little bit like I was singing because that was asked of me. I felt it quite starkly too.

―― It might be a little belated to say this, but has your worldview grown clearer following that?

S: Well, I wonder…… But there’s a lot that I can’t really think about until I’m actually standing at the starting line, though.

―― Starting line?

S: Like trying to do it on my own, or something. That’s the kind of situation I need to be in. Besides, no matter how hard I try, the only way I can see that happening is when I’m in a band. But I think if I really force it, I can extend myself beyond that. Even if I were to work with other people, I believe I’d most likely consciously keep in mind to write lyrics that are more straightforward.

―― Like the things you want to see, the things you don’t want to see.

S: But I haven’t felt like that recently. Instead, I really [feel that I] have one or two, or at times, even three or four things that I can do, or that I can put my all in. That’s why I don’t want to do anything that’s just going to be a waste of effort anymore. Or rather than calling it a waste, it’s more like things that are impossible for me to do. This is something that is now clear to me. That’s why I feel that no matter what we’re going to do next, I want to express myself properly. I’m interested to see what kind of person I’d be able to see from myself, though.

―― You’re looking to skip the detours.

S: Yeah. I’m already at the age where I don’t have all that much time left to waste anyway (smiles).

―― Hahahaha. So, this is a slight change of topic, but what kind of image do you have of flowers?

S: Strength and…… There’s also vulnerability, and vitality, you know? Not only do they look beautiful…… They’re like the essence of enlightenment². It can be found in both men and women but I guess, you could say that more of it is aligned with feminine strength in terms of percentage (smiles). That’s the kind of image I have in mind.

―― Like kindness, or a desire to be enveloped. I suppose it’s like a symbol of sorts.

S: A symbol is a symbol, but I suppose it’s the innocent purity in it. Because it has grown and matured without knowing what’s going on in the world, I’d say that it is innocence, strength, and vulnerability. Even if we leave it alone, it has the strength to even break and grow through asphalt. At the same time, while it is vulnerable to being trampled upon, it will still have the strength to sprout again.

―― Actually, when I heard this song, COSMOS (← title track from their 6th album) came to mind.

S: Ahh.

―― COSMOS sounds like a song that’s telling a new life, “Welcome to this beautiful world,” but like its title, Gensou no Hana (Illusory Flower) appears to start from a point where the world is already in despair.

S: There’s a sense of things lying in ruin, isn’t there? In this song.

―― What do you think about people fighting among each other?

S: Mm…… I think it can’t be helped. There’s nothing that can be done but…… Isn’t it strange? There are also people who get money from making guns, bullets, missiles, but these people who make these killing tools have families and children too, don’t they? I want them to just think [about what’s happening], but there’s the possibility that all they’ll say is, “But, I suppose it can’t be helped,” even if they do think about it, right? But, recently, I hesitate when I’m throwing things away too, though.

―― Hm?

S: Recently, I was sorting out clothes that I’m not wearing anymore and things like that. I thought it’d be good to bring those to the UN. Really.

―― Did you throw them away in the end?

S: More than half was thrown away, and only some were recycled, though.

―― Well, it feels like there isn’t much you can do about it, but at the same time, you’d also think, “But, you know…”.

S: I can’t quite get rid of that feeling of, “But, you know…”. It’s beyond reason. It makes me wonder what’s wrong with me, being this man who can’t even control that one single emotion, but…… I do feel like that.

―― The feeling that you can’t control it?

S: Yeah. Even though I’m at this age. I suppose, putting it nicely, you’d say that I’m “overflowing with human kindness”, but on the other hand, you could also say that I’m “childish”. Hm, how should I say this…… Narrow-minded, aren’t I?

―― I don’t think so at all.

S: Well, then I guess we’ll just consider that true (smiles).

―― What kind of person do you want to become?

S: Well, I don’t know.

―― Hahaha…… Do you have anyone you consider as an ideal?

S: Nope, I don’t. Although, I can name quite a few people if we’re talking about the superficial. But if you asked, “What kind of inner qualities?”, I’d be stumped, but it’s not as if I knew what kind of person I wanted to become in the first place. Although, I do want to be a slightly calmer person.

―― You’re considerably calm during interviews, though (smiles).

S: Why is it, though? I’m perplexed that I don’t know why.

―― Well, I don’t know either, but do you get the feeling that you don’t like the person that you are now?

S: There are parts that I don’t like, for sure. I think just about everyone will have those negative feelings, although, if a person doesn’t have those feelings, I think they’d turn into a rather weird person, you know (smiles). Sort of like, lacking a certain set of emotions. But as to my own negative feelings, I still don’t like them after all.

―― But that part of you has been the motif for your songs thus far, right?

S: Well, that’s true. Since there are far more narratives which start from negativity after all.

―― You’ve said that you don’t want to be pretentious, but do you think that being able to express such positivity or hope in a song has brought about some sort of change within yourself?

S: Yeah, you’re right, in the end, it comes back to me, doesn’t it? Saying it’s useless to just do nothing and feel sorry for myself…… I do get that, in recent days. The idea that it’s foolish to let things end like this. Like, nothing is going to start like this yet, what if I end up infecting people with this [mentality]? What am I going to do then?

―― I wonder what causes this.

S: Ah, well, I don’t know. I’m just saying that I’d think like that and become like that too. But as to why I’d think like that, it’s kind of hard for me to say. Well, it might be because I do socialise with people, although rarely.

―― So, like, something which comes out of socialising?

S: Something which comes out of that is…… feelings, isn’t it? It’s hard to put into words, though. When I come to realise other people’s opinions, I’d get this moment of, “Ah, so I see.” Even since I was young, I’ve always had this idea that everything revolves around me, but I think I was finally able to break that down and accept [others’ opinions]. I probably won’t be able to accept every single thing, but I’ve come to get the sense of, “Ah, so I see,” more often.

―― So, I take it you were quite self-centered in the past?

S: Everyone sees themselves as the protagonist after all, don’t they? In their heads.

―― That the world revolves around you.

S: Mhm, that’s what I thought when I was in elementary school or something.

―― And you gradually realised that it wasn’t true.

S: But to a person, I think that it’s only natural they think of themselves as the center of the world, you know?

―― But lately, you’ve started to get a sense of others’ opinions.

S: More specifically, it’s only recently that I’ve grown to be able to say that. Because depending on the person, the ‘stranger’ can very well be themselves.

―― Like a mirror?

S: Uh-huh. But, well, even if I understand this, I’d still end up thinking about myself no matter what, right? I’ve come to empathise with the opinions of others but I can’t possibly accept everything. I think that’s the reason why people fight and hurt each other, but at the same time, I’d want them to at least try and understand each other.

―― I feel that these thoughts of yours can be felt in this song too. Benevolence (jiai, 慈愛) or something.

S: …… Is that “jiai” the word that starts with the “ji (慈)” from Jikei University Hospital (慈恵大病院)?   Or is it the one that starts with “ji (自)” from “oneself (自ら, mizukara)”?

―― The Jikei Hospital one (smiles).

S: Understood (smiles).

―― It’s probably strange to call it being strict with yourself, but I thought that imposing it on yourself this much might make you sound stoic even in song.

S: No, but hearing you say that is quite a relief, though…… Or perhaps I’m only thinking about my own love, you know?

―― But don’t you think that on the contrary, it’s because you’re thinking about this that benevolence comes through when you sing?

S: That could be it. It’s not just me, but I suppose I have to face myself even if I don’t want to. Those who keep saying that they hate themselves only say that because they actually care and like themselves, right? And the next and only step we can take from there is to love ourselves…… because we can’t let ourselves get admitted into Jikei Hospital (smiles).

―― So I guess you’re going to try and love yourself who you hated so much.

S: That’s what I’m hoping for (smiles).

―― But don’t you think that the emotions that you’ve been killing have come alive in your music now that you’ve created a worldview like Gensou no Hana’s?

S: Yeah. You’re right…… This might be taken negatively, but I’m struggling and trying to take a step forward towards somewhere, but I might’ve ended up going backwards or drifting sideways instead. It may be easy if I’m made to do the same things but I suppose you could say I’m struggling. But that’s just me, and I guess I just want to do things like a spoilt brat, you know? Besides, I’ve got no intention whatsoever to simply play a role. Perhaps that’s how I’m trying to find myself now.

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

¹ I’m assuming this is in reference to the spate of terrorist attacks during those years. Not sure if they’re talking about a particular event.

² The word for this phrase is actually 菩薩 (bosatsu), which directly translates to “Bodhisattva”. Bodhisattva comes from Buddhism and it refers to any person who is on the path towards Buddhahood, or anyone who has made a resolution to become a Buddha and has also received a confirmation or prediction from a living Buddha that this will be so. In Mahayana Buddhism, this is defined as a person who is able to reach nirvana but delays doing so through compassion for suffering beings. The translation I’ve gone with is actually the definition of its original Sanskrit text, where Bodhisattva is a word derived from bodhi (enlightenment) and sattva (essence) to mean, “one whose essence is enlightenment”.

 

 

 

Translation: Yoshiyuki
Scans: Tigerpal on LJ

 

Mona Lisa OVERDRIVE

Pati-Pati
March 2003

Photography: Ooyama Kenji
Text: Takeichi Hisako
Hair/makeup: Inoue Miyuki (salon コーシュカ)
Styling: Yagi Tomoharu

 

BUCK-TICK is releasing their new album Mona Lisa OVERDRIVE on February 13th. In this issue, Sakurai Atsushi and Imai Hisashi will talk about this work, made up of a complex mix of aggression and security which expands on a new world of BUCK-TICK’s, and their upcoming album tour which commences in March!

 

 

 

Into an Uknown World

This is a work of aggression and security intertwined. Built on the worldview which was uncovered in these interviews with Sakurai and Imai, we take a closer look at the album, Mona Lisa OVERDRIVE and what the tour will have in store for us!

 

To feel a world where their intensity and tenderness coexist

BUCK-TICK, who has been active with the same band members since their debut in 1987 are now in their 16th year together. Despite having worked together for 16 years, there is not even the slightest inkling that their sound is at risk of becoming monotonous. They are not bound by the word “musicality”, and at times, their range [of music] is so wide that they can shock people into wondering whether their works are truly products of the same band.

At the same time, both their music and their lyrics hint at the mutual acknowledgement and respect that the band members have for each other. There is no doubt that this band is one which continues to evolve while maintaining the same, unchanging intensity and it is this which attracts the audience who support them.

In fact, another one of BUCK-TICK’s appeals, a world where intensity and tenderness coexist can be felt in their upcoming album Mona Lisa OVERDRIVE which is releasing on February 13. If we were to describe the previous album, Kyokutou I LOVE YOU as “introverted”, then it can be said that this album was created to be it’s opposite; extroverted. Picking up from the last song in Kyokutou~Continue, the first song in the new album, Nakayubi appears to be the representation of the whole album with its hostile attacks from the get-go.

Although it is a fitting opening to an album that is said to be built around aggression, it appears that the band had never intended to create something so highly aggressive from the start. Looking back, it was the release of their Zangai single in January that led to the creation of what would be the heart of this album and on this base, they gradually built its framework up. Nevertheless, because it is such a highly conceptual work, I wanted to do my own analysis of the album title’s relevance to the concept.

The title Mona Lisa OVERDRIVE is a reference to one of the science fiction novels published by William Gibson in 1988, but there is no connection between this work and this album. However, rather than “the connection between this album and the novel”, I personally strongly felt the connection between “BUCK-TICK the band and cyberpunk” again. Cyberpunk itself is a coined word where the word “cyber” here refers to robots (or cyborgs) and futuristic elements, while “punk” employs the aggressive image of hoodlums and radicalism. In other words, if we were to describe “cyberpunk” in one statement, it would be a futuristic science fiction with a degenerate worldview revolving around the relationship between machines (the future) and humans. 

What I heard this time around was a techo-styled sound which used computer beats to leave an impression of cyber-ness and aggressive intense sounds, the “unique BUCK-TICK sound” of a languorous murky underground tang, and the pleasant comfort of Sakurai’s vocal skills which are entangled in all of this. At first I listened to the lyrics as if they were completely integrated into the sound, so I didn’t have the chance to analyse the meaning of the lyrics in depth, but after my interview with them, my attention was turned to the world of the lyrics they have written, and I found that there is a rather cynical air lyrically.

I felt it especially in Sid Vicious ON THE BEACH. Just like how Sid Vicious is an obvious “symbol of youth”, is the “BEACH” in reference to how it’s a place where people can let loose?   Yet behind the free-spirited imagery and optimistic melodies, scenes akin to a war game, of human lives disappearing in the fires of war emerge…… It doesn’t only apply to this song. I think these elements were already present in their previous works, but ever since their last album, Kyokutou~, they have grown even stronger.

In fact, they happened to be right in the midst of producing Kyokutou~, which was released last March, when the shock of the terrible terrorist attacks of September 11th left a profound effect on their work. Evidence of this is painfully apparent in the lyrics Sakurai wrote for Zangai and the lyrics of GIRL, its B-side. “Like the late summer sky…… (first line of GIRL)”, it felt as if I was watching a sci-fi movie with this perfect description of the skies at the end of summer. That sky on September 11……

The “epic battle in a big universe” and the small but deep and strong love between “me and you” that I felt from this album were not only the impressions of the music, but also the underlying feelings of the band. With the memory of terrorism fading every day, they seem to have closed the album with Continuous, as if to say that it is not something to be forgotten. Warm and enveloping, the song conjures up images of airships slowly making their way through an endless galaxy, or a foetus in the womb. In a degenerate and violent world hidden behind the peace they feel, how do they overcome difficulties and keep going with that small spark of happiness in their hearts? I believe that is where their very essence can be found. Perhaps they are singing about the contradictions of everyday life in a world where the world of cyberpunk is already becoming harder to imagine as the future. Could this be what Imai meant when he applied the word “contradiction” to “〇〇 marks the headstones of our lives”?

In March, the band will start a tour in conjunction with their album release, and given the aggressive nature of the music, this one will be more naturalistic and live with the kick of the music conveyed directly to the audience rather than through imagery unlike the previous tour which was more visual. So, by all means, please do attend the tour to witness this constantly evolving BUCK-TICK with their unshakeable core and imprint them in your memory.

 

 

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Sakurai Atsushi

This album was made by following what we felt [was right]

―― I thought that your December 29 live show at Budokan, which was also your final show for the year to round off 2002, was a show that truly encompassed BUCK-TICK’s past 15 years of activities.

Sakurai (S): That’s true. That event was also a one-day, standalone show which is focused on performing the songs that fans say they want to hear in the after-show surveys we do, and also songs that the band members want to play.

―― The first and second song performed actually came from your very first album, SEXUALXXXXX! too. What do you think is BUCK-TICK’s appeal from the audience’s point of view?

S: I suppose, among those who love us, whether man or woman, they probably share our love for melodies. And in addition to liking our songs, I believe they enjoy our live performances a lot too. For us, we place a lot of importance on our live performances too, and although I think that sometimes there are certain imperceivable areas because we over-pursue the dark and unsettling, I feel like [our fans] let themselves melt into the atmosphere of the songs when they listen to them. Because even if [the topics] aren’t generally acceptable ones, we still do it because we believe in it and feel that it’d be cool. I don’t believe that something we’re going to change either, so I guess that might be what appeals to those who have been listening to our music all this while.

―― Actually, personally, this was the first time I got to watch a BUCK-TICK live and I was sort of surprised by the way everyone watched the show by surrendering their bodies to the music instead of violently crashing into each other. During the “WARP DAYS”  tour for your last album, Kyokutou I LOVE YOU, you even held a performance in a dance hall at Okinawa and hearing about it made me wonder whether such a place was even suitable for a band to play in.

S: Ah, yes, that. We’ve been performing in dance halls since before our debut, so on the contrary, there’s actually some part of it that makes it easier for us to perform in such venues. Somehow, maybe something still doesn’t feel quite right when we perform in halls with designated seating, but I guess we’re not very good at performing in these venues where the typically-Japanese kind of good manners is expected (smiles). After all, live houses are where I enjoy [performing in] more because I get to feel like I’m closer to everyone. Although, for Kyokutou~’s tour, we performed both in halls and live houses, yet even in the halls, it felt as if the audience was very close to us. In some places, there were even those who would shake off security in the halls and come to the front, and although they’re actually not allowed to do that, it made me happy that they did it anyway, so this was a tour which really filled me with warm feelings.

―― I see. By the way, I heard that this February 13’s release is a continuation of Kyokutou I LOVE YOU.

S: Yes. Originally, when we were working on Kyokutou I LOVE YOU, we wanted to release it as a 2-disc album. But we didn’t have the luxury of time and we didn’t really want to finish the album in a hurry, so we then decided that we should change our perspective a bit and produce two albums which reflect opposing ends of a spectrum. That’s why [this new release] starts off by carrying on from the last song of Kyokutou I LOVE YOU.

―― Mona Lisa OVERDRIVE itself doesn’t appear to have a concept, but since you’ve now said that it was made to be an album contrary to your last, doesn’t that mean that it doesn’t exactly have no overarching concept at all?

S: Mm~. It is indeed true that there’s a general concept of wanting it to be a contrary album in my head, but there was no firm concept in the sense of what we wanted it to sound like. It’s just that it gradually became more concrete as we were working on it.

―― Personally, when I was listening to this album, I felt both the colossal scale of fighting monsters in a vast universe and the presence of the truly miniscule yet deep, strong love between “you and I”. And that is what made me feel that this was a highly conceptual work.

S: (Grins).

―― Oh?   What is it?   That grin of yours (smiles).

S: That [visualisation] is exactly what it is (smiles). You’ve felt what we were aiming for. This is wonderful (smiles).

―― (Smiles). In your last album, Kyokutou~, there was intensity within an image of beauty, yet in this album, Mona Lisa~, there is tenderness in the midst of violence. At least, that’s the feeling I got.

S: Yes, I think that’s exactly how it is. I think it’d better to talk to Imai at length regarding how much consideration was put into the flow of the songs in comparison to Kyokutou~, but I was personally very inspired by the music that both Imai and Hide brought me and that’s why I wrote the lyrics this time around.

―― Imai-san wrote a lot of lyrics in this album, but did you face any difficulty with singing them considering the fact that they’re not your words?

S: I did, yes. But on the other hand, there are instances when it’s easier to sing too. Because lyrics written by me are the essence of my own emotions after all, so they’d become something that I’d want to pursue to the absolute limit. I’d end up hesitating and keep deliberating about whether there’s still any room for me to make them even more perfect even at the time of vocal recording. But Imai’s lyrics are not my feelings, so I can perform it perfectly. There may be difficulties in doing that, but on the other hand, it’s easy to sing because I’m performing a part. Even then, I felt that the song Sid Vicious ON THE BEACH from this album would turn out better if Imai sang it, so I left the whole song to him. When I listened to its final version, it definitely made me think, “Ah, it was the right choice to have Imai sing it.” And in that same sense, I feel that this album was made by following what we felt [was right]. I suppose, perhaps this sense of unity came about as a result of going along with what we felt [was right] and the emotional axis which resides in Imai.

―― I see. But when we focus closely on reading just the lyrics, Sakurai-san’s lyrics and Imai-san’s lyrics are each very unique from the other. They can be accepted as BUCK-TICK’s songs precisely because these words are riding on BUCK-TICK’s band sound, but generally speaking, I suppose we can just say that each has its own different feel to it, and particularly, Sakurai-san’s lyrics have a lot of realism in them and capture the listeners’ imaginations, and the sludgy parts appear to come to the fore as compared to Imai-san’s lyrics.

S: That’s true, and come to think of it, BLACK CHERRY from this album is somehow quite the viscid song, isn’t it (smiles). This song is a mid-tempo one which was composed by Hide, but right when I heard it, I wanted to make it feel murky so I started writing the lyrics.

―― You know, sometimes, there’s a shadiness in Sakurai-san’s lyrics that make me wonder what kind of romantic relationships Sakurai-san has. There’s a realistic sense to [your lyrics], but they’re not concrete. It’s a strange feeling.

S: Ahahaha. I’m really glad that you’ve projected yourself into the lyrics and had your imagination kindled while listening to the songs (smiles). It’s true that my lyrics aren’t very concrete, are they? But I don’t think that it’s necessary to put concrete expressions in my lyrics. Because I feel that [putting such] specific things in the song will become a huge distraction when you’re listening it, plus I would like the listener to, as much as possible, imagine the world that the lyrics portray. It would make me happy if [the listener] gets to experience an uplifting exuberance in the midst of that.

―― I see. Between Sakurai-san and Imai-san, are there specific differences that might be significant? Like differences in the kind of movies you like, and so on.

S: I wonder?   I don’t know what of movies Imai likes, but I don’t like movies with a happy ending. Because, you see, even if we definitely feel the same thing [from a piece of media], the way I express things and the words I use will bring about different nuances than what Imai would offer. But strangely enough, where our final conclusions end up within BUCK-TICK is never far from one another. In this album too, since I think the lyrics that Imai wrote are lyrics that I couldn’t possibly write, it’s fun when I sing them. It’s the same as when I’m watching a movie because I’m the type to become fully immersed in it to the extent where I turn into the protagonist too (smiles), so this time, I’m also singing by acting out the lyrics all the way (smiles).

―― (Smiles). By the way, in March, you’ll be going on tour for Mona Lisa OVERDRIVE so how are you feeling about that?

S: Whatever it is, I think it’d be great if both the band and the audience will make a flamboyant ruckus. Whether we’re playing in a hall or in a live house, I hope that this tour will be an even more exuberant tour than the last.

―― Is there a song in this album that you can’t wait to play live?

S: It’s definitely LIMBO. It’s a song that has a slightly religious groove to it and is easy for you to let your body move with the rhythm, so I hope that everyone will dance to it.

―― What’s a live show to Sakurai-san?

S: A place of self-discipline and release (smiles). Although I don’t have the intention to train or be self-disciplined, it’s so painful for some reason (smiles). I suppose it’s probably because it’s a time when I have to focus my energies because on normal days I live a very relaxed and carefree life, and during live shows, there are times when my nerves get all tensed up so that makes it tough on me (smiles). But the greatest joy for me is seeing the fans enjoying themselves, and I’d do my best so that I can look forward to drinking delicious alcohol after the show.

 

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Imai Hisashi

I was looking for something very aggressive and intense

―― What kind of concert was December 29’s Budokan show to Imai-san?

Imai (I): A live show that’s like a gift to the fans. We do it with a focus on songs that they want to hear, and also, it’s a show where we, the band members, get to perform songs we want to play.

―― Which song was the most requested one by the fans?

I: Probably ILLUSION.

―― And a song that Imai-san wanted to play?

I: I said I wanted to play ANGELIC CONVERSATION so they added it into the set. It’s a song that we haven’t performed in a number of years so that made me want to play it.

―― Did the show have a different vibe from the Kyokutou I LOVE YOU tour?

I: It did. Because the Budokan show is one where we have a lot of freedom with performing. Also, I couldn’t quite imagine what the Kyokutou~ tour was going to be like at first. I had the feeling that the Kyokuou I LOVE YOU album itself wasn’t exactly suitable for performing live, and I was honestly worried about how it would sound if we were to do that. But once we actually did it, it came across better live than I thought it would, and I think we even managed to showcase [our music] in a way we never have before. Because of that, you could say that Mona Lisa OVERDRIVE was very easy to grasp, or rather, I could feel that it’s an album that would look great when we perform it live so I’m quite looking forward to the tour.

―― It’s true that Mona Lisa OVERDRIVE is a work that you can imagine live, both in groove and sound. And Mona Lisa~ is most certainly an great album, but I think that Kyokutou I LOVE YOU is an album that sounds its best as a sound source, well, Mona Lisa~ is too but the flow in Kyokutou~ is beautiful as well.

I: Right. I guess Kyokutou~ as a more inward image, or, mm~, it might be a bit misleading for me to define it in words, but I feel that it gives an impression of insularity. In comparison, Mona Lisa~ is broad-minded, or I suppose you can say it leaves the impression of an outgoing type of sound.

―― It sure does. I heard that during Kyokutou~’s production, you considered making a 2-CD release, but how many songs from Mona Lisa~ had already been created at that time?

I: Well, none at all. Anyway, the 2-CD thing wasn’t simply about turning the album into 2 CDs, rather, at first, we thought of having about 10 songs for the main part of Kyokuyou~ and then adding another additional 5 songs that have experimental sounds that couldn’t be expressed in the main part. So, while we were working on that, the suggestion to just go ahead and make it a 2-CD album came up, and we worked hard to try and make that happen, but it was a little tight in terms of time so that became impossible to execute. Producing something like that in a short amount of time will gradually wear our minds out in the end (smiles), so we decided that rather than forcing ourselves to get it done, it would be better to release a separate album when we can take our time and work on it.

―― Were you already thinking of making each of the two CDs reflect different ends of a spectrum at the time?

I: We were not even considering making them opposites back then. But because we still had that desire to create a 2-CD work, we held on to that and brought the song Continue into the ending of Kyokutou~ to let it express this intent of ours.

―― I see, so, that’s where it’s connection to Mona Lisa~ originated?

I: That’s right. As a result, the two albums became contrasting works, but it wasn’t something that we intended to do from the start; it sort of just naturally ended up like this (smiles). There was no concept at all, but while composing the songs, there was a part of me that was looking for something very aggressive and intense, so even if it was [a] subconscious [desire] in the beginning, I gradually chose to make the conscious decision to create something like that because I didn’t want to stray from that aggressive side.

―― I could already feel the aggression right from the very first song, Nakayubi but was this the first song to be written?

I: The very first song that was written and completed was Zangai, which was also released as a single. That’s what got the ball rolling and after I’ve written a few songs, I thought, “Maybe I should retain this image in all the songs,” and after that, I just went along with my emotions and let the rest come naturally.

―― Earlier on, I told Sakurai-san about this too, when he let me share the impressions that I got after listening to this album, so may I share it with Imai-san too?

I: Ahahaha, go ahead (smiles).

―― I won’t hold back, then (smiles). Personally, in this album, I felt the sense of a massive battle being fought in a vast universe, but right at the heart of that, I also felt the presence of a really small yet deep, strong love between “you and I”.

I: Ohh~ Well, isn’t that wonderful. That really is the image that I had in mind when we were creating the album. I’m glad you were able to feel and receive it just as I envisioned.

―― Well, I’m glad too (smiles). That said, I guess the songs explain everything in this album. Which makes it a very concept-driven work in that sense.

I: You’re right, that’s what it turned into in the end. In terms of the flow, I got the idea to use the data of Continue, the very last track in Kyokutou~ to create something and that’s where it all started. When we were deciding on the track order [for the album], the very first decision made was to put Nakayubi as the first track and Continuous as the very last. After that, everyone discussed the line-up for the rest of the album together.

―― Imai-san has written a lot of lyrics this time around, and I’m once again reminded of the difference in expression between both [Sakurai’s and] your lyrics. Like, I’m amazed at how one expression can make such a difference to the impression left in the minds of the listeners. Even the melody too; although BLACK CHERRY somehow comes from the same band that composed GIRL and Sid Vicious ON THE BEACH, it leaves such a different impression that it’s shocking. What I’m saying is, I think Imai-san’s lyrics appear to have this nuance that makes the heart skip a beat. Like the kind of love that leaves a bittersweet sensation.

I: Is that so (smiles). I don’t know about that, but I guess that’s how people take it. I’m glad to hear that, though. But personally I haven’t written a love song for years now, since debut. So it’s also unexpected to me that people would feel that way [from my lyrics].

―― Ho hoh? Why did you stop writing love songs?

I: Well, because I don’t exactly live a life that is centered around romance anyway, and I’m not against it, but love songs are generally so vague that in the end you don’t really know what they’re talking about and I don’t like that at all.

―― I see. In what kind of situation do you find it easiest to write lyrics?

I: I’d first have the music [composed] and then I’d start to add words to it, but I don’t I put that much thought into it. I think that the stronger the message in the lyrics is, the more [you are] compelled to focus on it and you eventually won’t be able to enjoy listening to the music. That’s why I think that lyrics are unlike diaries or essays; as long as you’re into the song, that’s all that matters. But I’m human after all, so sometimes, when I’m composing, I’d end up writing about something I feel strongly about at the time. With the last album, it was a time when the terrorist attack left a huge impact [on me], so it was very easy for me to channel the emotions that I felt at the time.

―― So which emotions did you feel most strongly during the production of this album?

I: Right, I’ve put my thoughts about terrorism into GIRL from this album too. GIRL isn’t a song about a woman. Instead, “GIRL” is a sort of symbol, or a sign. It holds the meaning of a symbol which leads to a place that isn’t devoid of hope.

―― When it comes to titles, are they important in Imai-san’s songwriting process?

I: There are times [when they play an important part] but it varies from time to time. In this album, I guess the song which started out as a title then grew from there was Sid Vicious~. What I saw in my head was delinquents sitting around on a sofa, watching videos, and drinking in the afternoon on one hand, while on the other a war is raging somewhere else in the world. Something like that.

―― I didn’t expect it to have such a profound meaning behind it. But after hearing Imai-san’s words and reading the lyrics again, I really do feel it, and that the pain which I felt when I listened to the song must have come from those nuances. Well, actually, my mind was really hung up on the part in the song which goes, “Chaos marks our tombstones, (he) muttered.”

I: Those words are a famous quote said by someone, but for some reason, I just really like how well it fits in this song.

―― If you were to apply these words to yourself, what would be etched on your tombstone?

I: Probably, “contradiction”. Besides, I think we live with a lot of contradictions within ourselves, and as long as we’re human, we can’t run away from contradictions. So, I think our heads are probably all messed up thinking about things as we live our lives with these contradictions. Like, I’m sure there’ll be contractions even after I’m dead.

―― I see.  Alright, so lastly, please share your thoughts towards the tour for Mona Lisa OVERDRIVE which starts in March.

I: In any case, we’re going to do our best. I’m looking forward to it since this album is really made for a live show. Like, I can’t wait to perform it as live music. And so, I’d really like everyone to come and listen to that sound live. I’ll see you on tour.

 

 

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Translation: Yoshiyuki
Scans: Tigerpal on LJ

 

 

Climax ≠ Relax

B=Pass
January 1993

Interview: Yasue Matsuuba
Photography: Yoshiaki Sugiyama
Artwork: Kazutani Nishimoto
Styling: Tomoharu Yagi
Hair & Make-up: Takayuki Tanizaki

 

Turning what naturally gushes out from the inside of your mind and body into music through your flesh and instruments…… While only natural, that is the inherent work that a musician does. At times, it’s straining one’s self to the limits on stage, expressing feelings that are normally unimaginable. At times, it’s being in the recording studio or the workspace at home, getting so caught up in production work without any distinction between day and night. I believe that both cases are when the musicians that are BUCK-TICK have their musician’s moments.

But when we speak of people who are labelled as musicians, it can be seen that it is a fact that they will sooner or later face a huge wall if they do not manage the extremities in balancing between their moments of ‘climax’ and ‘relax’ from their various activities. This month’s issue is BUCK-TICK’s first opening feature in half a year, and in it, this collection of super individualistic characters’, these musician’s two sides of Climax ≠ Relax…… is what we are going to explore.

The first special in this feature is “Relax”, which personally analyses the 5 super individualistic characters of BUCK-TICK. Of course, they’d no doubt spend their private time with girls or drinking, but here, as we explore each of the members’ most relaxing environments/places/situations outside of performing and recording from a slightly more clear-cut perspective, we’ll also have them speak about how that affects their production and expression of music.

 

 

 

 

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Sakurai Atsushi

About an hour before the show starts, I’d feel relaxed and nervous at the same time

ーー I suppose that mentally, during recording or live performances, there is a delicate balance of the relationship between the mounting excitement and feeling emotionally relaxed, isn’t there?

Yeah. Things like that which appear to be contradictory upon first glance definitely do co-exist and occur at the same time, don’t they? Though there are times when either one is being projected more visibly on the surface than the other……

ーー Speaking of interviews, when there’s one to do, there’s nowhere I can stay whether it’s the studio where you’re recording in or the dressing rooms where you’ll be right before the performance (lol). No matter where I go, I’ll feel tense and uptight. Even though the band members will greet me with a “welcome” or something.

Although we can’t entertain you (lol). But there are those who do anyway (lol).

ーー Ahahaha. That’s U-TA-kun.

I don’t know how other musicians pass their time, but we don’t really feel… Or rather, it’s more like each of us do things at our own pace. Though, I suppose “the feeling that one can’t stay in this particular place” that Matsuuba-san* mentioned isn’t something that the 5 of us will sense, but it’s probably something that someone in the position of a third party would end up feeling after all.

ーー That being said, when you want things to be quiet, you wouldn’t want, for example, the staff to barge in and the sort, right?

About that, our staff already understand. We’ve been working together for a long while now so we understand each other and they’ll leave us be. Of course, I do think that there are times when I show an attitude. Like, I’d get the feeling that I want to be left alone today and promptly coop myself up in the dressing room without a word…… They’d understand that too so they’d let me by without saying anything. After all…… wanting to be left alone is for the sake of relaxing on my own before gradually heading towards the stage and getting into that emotional high, so it’s mandatory as a period of time for me to bring myself towards that. Even if I’m having a conversation, my mind will be somewhere else anyway, and I’d prefer to take my time to do makeup and all that. It’s not nice to rush, isn’t it?

ーー Even so, I often see you rushing though (lol).

That~ is true~ (lol). I keep in mind to keep my emotions relaxed. I’ll listen to my favourite music on my walkman. I’ve got a big cassette deck too, but between the two, I’d pick the one that will allow me to find my way deep into myself, so the walkman is the one that will allow me to run away from the “real world that I’m currently in” and into myself. Somehow…… It’s like, I personally know I need time for me to get into character, you know? Getting tense on your own, don’t you think that there’s no need to bully yourself like that?

ーー (Lol). But I can understand that it’s something like an implication that you can’t get on stage if you don’t do that.

Right from the start, from the opening of the performance, we want to keenly pierce the audience with us 5 BUCK-TICK members’ sharp edges; to have them fall into a kind of indescribable emotion that makes their hearts pound rather than rouse them up in a way that feels preset. That’s the kind of BUCK-TICK that I want everyone to feel.

ーー Does the live start from the moment you begin putting on makeup? Or does it start when you enter the venue? Or since rehearsals?

Hmm. I wonder… I guess, an hour before the performance begins. I’d look into the mirror, listen to my favourite songs, feel relaxed and nervous at the same time. While applying makeup, while putting on the outfits, I’d feel a special kind of way that feels as if I’m not in reality. Forcing myself to feel nervous probably seems weird but (lol), I’m performing a live show that I really love, aren’t I? I guess you could say that it’s my own kind of enthusiasm for a live show that I like a lot. Though I do feel awkward doing things enthusiastically myself (lol).

ーー Is it a period of time that you want to cherish?

Yeah, very much. It’s definitely the case for the (live) performance, but I really like the moments before and after that too. The hour before the live and the 30 minutes after. I hate tedium, so being both relaxed and nervous before the live, it’s a precious period of time when I will receive and unleash any form of stimulation. After the live performance ends, I’m probably in a daze (lol). You see, that’s when I won’t do anything, or can’t do anything while the tension is being released for me to return to my usual self. Because something that’s been pulled tight just a mere moment ago can’t suddenly revert to its original state.

ーー So, while you’re enjoying the spare time after a live, you’ll smoke.

That’s right. While still drenched in sweat, I’d plop myself down in a chair and slack off (lol). Days with a purpose are good for me. Because it’s as if things are clear before my eyes. The days when there is a live performance sometimes feels refreshing. Things are normally blur and fuzzy though (lol). When I wake up, even if my head has yet to focus, regardless of the weather outside, things are crystal clear. I love it. That feeling. Even if there are somewhat unpleasant things or other kinds of happenings, I’d feel happy.

ーー You’d be swaying between nervousness and relaxation.

I think it’s probably more accurate to say that I can relax because I feel nervous, and because I can relax, I can enjoy the tension. If there was only either one or the other, I’d get sick of it, for sure. I don’t think I can stand it. There’s a pleasure that can never be experienced in regular life…… And I want to get there so badly that when I arrive, that climax and euphoria is so wonderful~. Like, I can feel my blood rushing through my veins and it feels like I’m going crazy on the inside. However, such a feeling is an indeterminate thing that can’t always be produced every single time so… But when I can pull that unknown towards myself, I’d feel pleasure again.

 

Notes:

* Interviewer’s name

 

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Imai Hisashi

I like the composition process of letting the image expand in my head and then shaping it after that

ーー So, I decided to ask Imai-kun about songwriting and creating an environment that is conducive for it. You basically work on songwriting at home, right?

Yeah. In the composition room at home. Well… It’s a room that’s around 8 tatami mats in size. Though I can’t go in there a lot in a year…

ーー To have a room that you can’t enter often in a year, sounds kinda luxurious (lol).

(Lol). I won’t go in at all, you know.

ーー What on earth do you put in there while it’s sealed off?

Equipment and the console*, guitars and…… other things like a drum machine and audio-related equipment are in there.

ーー And despite that it’s a room that’s so full of music.

But, you see, that only makes it feel like a composition room……

ーー So, I guess unless Imai-kun gets into a state where you start thinking, “The deadline for songwriting is approaching!   I have to compose a song!!”, you’d never go in there.

Yes. But it’s not as if I can’t do it unless I’m in that room anyway. It’s more like it’s better for me to move around between different locations. For some reason, I get an unpleasant feeling when I go to the 8-tatami-mat space.

ーー Like you’re being rushed?

That’s right. That’s why, there’s one way of doing things where I’d go to a room with a TV and think or contemplate a guitar riff until I more or less have it together then go to that room, or the other where it’s already the very last minute and I simply shut myself in from the start of the process. It’s like, personally, the most effective way is for me to get into the mood for it then put myself to work.

ーー Then, what kind of circumstances do you compose in? Like, is your room clean or messy? Do you eat or not? What’s your sleeping pattern like? How do you change your mood? Things like that.

First off, I’d create the mood with the room. I’d start by putting up cool posters, things like that, to create the ambience and get into it.

ーー I get it, I get it. I’d also start cleaning up profusely before I start writing a manuscript (lol).

I’d organise the shielded cables and things like that which are lying around in the room but……while I’m working it’ll all soon end up all over the place though. But I’ll first clean up.

ーー And after that?

It becomes super messy (lol). But I’m not particularly bothered even if it gets messy.

ーー What about sleep?

It doesn’t happen all the time, but there are instances when I wouldn’t sleep for two days or so. And during those periods, it’ll feel as if one day has 36 hours, so I’d feel sleepy and wake up at weird hours, and I won’t know how to manage having only 24 hours in a day. But, as expected, if I don’t sleep for two days, I’d get this weird-feeling clarity in my head, and because I can fall asleep anytime I want to, I’d feel fine even if I’m sleepy.

ーー That’s a kind of high, isn’t it?

I’d be dizzy, but I’m fine so it’s strange to me too (lol).

ーー What about meals?   I’ve heard that you only eat bread and tomatoes and cucumbers when you’re working though.

If I eat rice, I’d feel suuuper full, which makes me sleep well.

ーー You’re weak against rice!

Yeah. I’m weak.

ーー So that’s why you eat bread.

Bread. And at times soup or salad and the like…… Light meals work well for me. That and I’ll keep drinking coffee, black.

ーー Though it is true that when your stomach is full you’ll lose concentration. I suppose the reason why Imai-kun loses weight during recording is due to that diet and that lifestyle, right?

I forget when I’m writing songs. Be it the sense of time or meals. Even having to sleep and things like that, I’d end up deviation from life’s normal sense of time too…… It’s as if they become things that don’t matter.

ーー Do you often start at night?

It depends on each time. I often do start in the noon, there are also times when I start at night.

ーー Is there a difference?   Between starting at night or in the afternoon……

That’s exactly what I mean by the messing up of my sleeping hours that I mentioned earlier. The state where there are 36 hours in a day, not sleeping for two days straight and things like that. My cycle changes when I do that and I can suddenly wake up in the morning and then start working in the afternoon, or wake up in the evening, have dinner then soon it turns to night. It’s very inconsistent. 

ーー What about drinking?

I’ll end up not drinking much. I mostly don’t drink. It’s like I forgot about alcohol (lol).

ーー Ahahahaha.

It takes a long time for me to start working so…… I clean up, I read manga, I laze around. I even sit in the bath too.

ーー That really takes a lot of time. I guess it’s like a trigger that gets you into it?

I think so. I personally like the feeling of gradually getting into it anyway, since I like the process of letting the feeling or image of what I’m going to work on expand and then shaping it after that. So before that comes to me, I’ll be reading manga and doing the sort though (lol). Once I know what it’ll be, I’ll be able to go straight into it in one go. If I can make it the way I imagined it to be, then the work will be done very quickly.

ーー Speaking of your latest sound, that’ll be the track used in the video (CLIMAX TOGETHER), right? How did you work on that?

On the day before I go into the studio, I’ll analyse the chords that I want to use while visualising the scenes, then play the riffs for the bass on my guitar… But during recording, I kept thinking that it was a bit off no matter that I did, so recorded it at double speed.

ーー How many days did it take from conception to production?

I thought about it when Director Hayashi** asked me to. So, I actually only touched the guitar the night before recording.

ーー As expected, it was last minute.

(Wry laugh). Since it won’t be a guitar’s sound, I can’t capture the ambience of it even if I played it at home. That’s why I went ahead with it at the studio all in one go and made it take shape there. This………… isn’t an excuse (lol).

 

Notes:

* This word was originally 卓, which can mean either “desk” or “table”, but I went with “console” as in the mixing console that music producers would use in a studio because it made more sense to mention that than a table. (I could be wrong though.)

** Wataru Hayashi was the film director for Climax Together.

 

 

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Hoshino Hidehiko

Personally, I’m still at the stage where I’ve just started messing around and trying out the Mac in the middle of the night

ーー Hide-kun has been declaring that you were going to buy a Macintosh computer since last year, and it looks like finally bought it.

Yes. Finally (lol).

ーー When did you get it?

Eーhm, it was after the Arena performance so I supposed it was around September. But I didn’t plug it all in for the longest time so it was only until recently (lol).

ーー So, it’s a world-famous computer that has been nicknamed the “Mac” but…… At this point, I’d like to ask Hide-kun to give us a simple explanation of what a “Mac” really is.

What!?   Me!?   I can’t, no way. I’ve only just started using it and I’m not yet familiar with it either.

ーー Ehー Anyway, “Mac” was derived from “Macintosh”, right?

Yes, yes. So, you can use it in a number of different ways and it seems convenient, but I haven’t reached that level as of yet (lol).

ーー Again, can you tell us why you bought it?

It was out of interest. That said, Yokoyama-kun who worked with us on DANCE 2 NOISE was using it during recording. At that time, I was watching him from the side and it looked like so much fun. I was staring and feeling like “Oh~ So when he does it like this it becomes like that~” (lol). I’m actually watching him work up close, but I could understand that he was applying music as if it were a game…… I mean, things like computers and machines, they have an extremely cold and inorganic image, don’t they? But it somehow looked so much fun playing with music that it felt great and it made me feel like maybe I should give it a go too. In any case, it’s capable of branching into a lot of different things and there are quite a few different ways that it can be used, but among all of that, I learnt the parts and software that is used for music. I’m at the stage where I have Yokoyama-kun as my teacher.

ーー By the way, how much did it cost?

Eーhm… Including the various accessories, probably around 500,000 yen. There are more expensive ones, but personally didn’t intend to use it as a main tool for recording, so I decided that this was sufficient since I’m only thinking about using it while working at home.

ーー How would you word a simple explanation of what it’s like to work on music with the Mac?

For example… Assuming that the simplest method of recording is to use a cassette tape recorder and sing the melody to yourself while playing the guitar, then this would be something like having tens of those recorders with you, I suppose. It’s an extremely simplistic explanation though. It’s a “Classic IIci”*, and I haven’t really gotten myself familiar with how to use it yet, so I think there actually are many more ways to use and express it though.

ーー You’re not mechanically inept**, are you?

Me?   I’m useless, really. I even have problems with the effectors that I use myself.

ーー (Lol) And despite that, a Mac!

Right? What am I going to do (dry laugh).

ーー So, how did you set it up?

It’s in my equipment room. It’s a room where my guitars, my rhythm box, synthesiser, and all the music-related things are. For someone who does only live performances, I don’t think it’d have much merit to them. But for a person who works with all of it as a sequence, you can add the bass and the drums in, you can create all the synths as well so it’s very convenient. It’s like one of the wide-ranging music instruments. Though, that’s not the case for me.

ーー Then, what do you use it for?

Gaming.

ーー Hey, hey, hey.

There are a lot of game releases recently, you know.

ーー Oh, goodness. That isn’t a musical use, is it (lol)?

I mean… I guess it’s because I feel like I’m still trying to get used to using it. Anyway, there’s already this much to go through in the manual alone (shows a space about 10 cm wide between his thumb and index finger).

ーー That looks overwhelming.

Doesn’t it?   That’s why I currently have Yoko-chan teaching me and whenever I ask, “What should I do in such a case?”, I’d receive direct guidance from him. Learning like this is much faster.

ーー If you master using it for music, may we assume that it will influence Hidehiko Hoshino’s work and BUCK-TICK in future?

I don’t think so (decisively).

ーー Why not?

But, you see, I guess I don’t have that intention… Because I didn’t buy it because I was looking for a change. Rather than that, it’s more of a personal thing, I suppose. Like, since there’s a way to doing things that I don’t know, and since Yoko-chan is nearby and all that, I felt that there’s no harm for me to try learning it if he would be willing to teach me. I guess it’s sort of like a toy.

ーー More like a hobby?

Yea. Something like that.

ーー And that’s why all you’re doing is playing games?

No, it’s not like that (lol). It’s more like I’m still getting a taste of it. Because I think that if I grow accustomed to it while enjoying it the way a beginner would, I’ll come to learn of yet another interesting side of the Mac… I guess mastering it and knowing how to use the Mac whenever I think of something I want to do comes after this.

ーー When do you play with the Mac?

I don’t have a set time, but it’s often at night. Messing around and trying it out.

ーー As a prediction, I’d say that we can look forward to how much Hidehiko Hoshino will absorb the yet unknown Mac.

I feel that we should be looking at it in the loooong run. Perhaps, it might turn into something that revolves heavily around music, but of course, as I’ve said earlier, I feel like this is more of a personal thing that is separate from BUCK-TICK’s musicality.

ーー It won’t affect the next album?

I don’t think so, and I won’t make it in time anyway (lol). Since I’ve yet to learn how to fully use it.

 

Notes:

* The model of the Macintosh.

** In other words, bad at using devices/machines.

 

 

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Higuchi yutaka

I have 15 bass guitars. They’re cute.They all have their own personalities……

ーー How many bass guitars does U-TA-kun have now?

Ah, I haven’t been counting recently. Uーhm, for Greco’s, I have 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6… 6. 3 Spectors, 1 Fender Jazz Bass guitar. And there’s that one that I used back in our indies days… and 1 Les Paul bass. I think that’s all of them. I don’t think I missed any out, did I? (lol)

ーー You have 15.

I sure do have a lot.

ーー You’re surprised too?

Yeah. But those that I actually use are limited though. Since I only use one as my main.

ーー Why?   If you say that, then isn’t it odd to have so many bass guitars?

I use them during recording. When one’s got a sound that I think is great, I’d end up wanting it and then buying it.

ーー Around how much do you buy them for? I’d assume that it ranges from the cheap to the expensive though.

The Spectors were around 500,000 yen when I bought them, but it seems like the prices have gone up quite a lot since. The most expensive one among those that I have is probably the Jazz bass, I think. That one’s worth more than 500,000. Despite that, I bought it from a shop that our manager’s acquaintance runs so I got a bit of a discount.

ーー So, then the cheapest one would, as expected, be the bass that you used during your amateur days?

That’s right. It cost about 70,000 yen. I think I took a loan to buy that. And before that one…… The very first bass I had was given to a friend, so it’s no longer with me though.

ーー You’re not building a collection on purpose, are you?

It just ended up increasing while we recorded. When I start thinking of wanting to try a particular sound, I’d roughly know that if I use that particular bass, I’d be able to produce it, so I’d first lease it and try it out. Then, if I play it and feel, “This is good!”, I’d buy it. That’s why I’ll end up having more and more when we’re recording.

ーー But there’s no way you’re keeping them all at home, right?

Yeah. I have some in a warehouse, I have some at home. Right now, I have 1, 2, 3, 4, 5… 5 at home. Because it’s humid in my own room, the necks can get warped and the strings can get rusty. That’s why the bass guitars in my house are those that can be played just for fun.

ーー Which is the bass you’ve got the best memories with?

I suppose it’s definitely my main Spector bass guitar that I use the most. Its body is small, so its suitable for my frame. Of course, the sound it produces is great too, and I use it a lot because it’s a sound that I like. I think the very first time that I bought a Spector was back when we were recording Aku no Hana. I’ve been using it for quite a long while since then, haven’t I? It’s easy to play, and it produces the kind of sound that I like…… It can be played without being plugged into an amp, and if I directly connect it into the mixing console with the line and play it with the same settings, the sound from the bass itself will come through. I really love that sound. If it’s not this particular bass guitar, then I’d say that the one I gave to my friend is the one that I’ve got the most memories with. Though…… It was a bass guitar from Tokai or some other brand, but it is, after all, still the very first instrument that I had, isn’t it?

ーー There’s no way you wouldn’t have made memories with it.

Exactly.

ーー But why did you become a bassist in the first place?

When we first started the band, it was a situation where the guitarist and vocalist have already been decided. And Anii was a drummer, so I decided, I guess I’ll play bass.

ーー What’s the joy in playing bass?

Anii said this in the very beginning. “It’s inevitable that you’d be playing the same instrument since you won’t be able to play together otherwise, right?” … And, after all, it’s different than what I expected when I actually gave it a go. There was a moment when I first tried it out and I suddenly realised what the joy of playing bass was. Ah, yes. I just remembered something about the bass that I now have at home!! I painted it myself. And, you know, Imai-san did that together with me too. Meaning, Imai-san painted too, and I painted too.

ーー Have you ever used that bass for a live performance?   I wonder if I’ve seen it before.

Hmm, I wonder… Maybe I might’ve played it around the time of our performance at Nihon Seinenkan. But I’m not sure about my memory (lol).

ーー As an artist, you must’ve had the joy of becoming capable of buying a bass guitar that you like.

Yeah. There was that too. But for me, personally speaking, I was super happy the moment I got to own my own bass amp. Because [it meant that] I didn’t need to borrow from someone else. Like, this is my very own bass amp. I was sooo happy.

ーー When was that?

When I first came to Tokyo. There were quite a lot of live houses that wouldn’t lend you equipment, so when we had battles of the bands, I played using the bass amp that was provided. So when I had the ability to properly bring my own along, I was really happy… We bought an equipment vehicle around that time too. Yeah. We gradually gathered the things we needed, bit by bit.

ーー When do you get into the mood to play bass at home?

When I’m zoning out, you know. But during those times, I’d more often choose to play the guitar than the bass (lol).

ーー Please tell us the differences in the sounds made by the bass guitar.

I guess for the undulating songs, I use the fretless basses. Like “Victim…” and “Brain…”. When pauses are important, that’s the one. I use the Rickenbacker when it’s songs like “Speed” or “Oriental…”. They’re cuuute. They all have their own personalities…

 

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Yagami Toll

There’s an affinity with drums, it’s not the price, but it’s something like fate. The encounter is important

ーー First off, please tell us about how Anii first got acquainted with drums. I’ve asked about it numerous times, but I’d like to hear about the start of your relationship with drums again, so, please.

It’s a memento of my older brother. I was in the 3rd year of junior high when my older brother died so…… that was when I was 15. I originally didn’t have any interest in drums. After all, the instrument that catches my ear first when I listen to music is the guitar too. I was the kind of guy who would hold a broom and pretend to play the guitar, you know (lol). Rather than hitting pots (lol).

ーー What made you think of playing the drums which were a keepsake?

When my older brother was still around, the drums set was like an altar. Because we couldn’t touch it without his permission. But my older brother died and my parents were going to put the drumset away, so I said that I’ll start playing it if they were going to put it away… I guess, in the end… it’s because [I felt] immensely sad to lose something that had always been there after all.

ーー You were self-taught, right?

I suppose you could say that of the practice book… I used song sheets and learned by watching others. And my cousin also played the drums so I had them teach me too though.

ーー How long did it take you to get from that stage to being able to play in front of others?

My older brother passed away in May, so, let’s see… It was around August. Classmates from my class said, “Let’s form a band” and our first goal was the culture festival. We covered Carol*. Songs like “Funky Monkey Baby”* and “Nikui Ano Musume (憎いあの娘 / That Hateful Girl)” and so on.

ーー That’s quite something. Now, I’d like to hear about Anii’s drumset history.

For about 5 years, I played that drumset which belonged to my older brother. The new one that I bought when I was 20 was a Pearl. It was cheap. At the time, I was working as a steelworker, so compared to the other members, I had the money to be free. I basically debuted with that drumset that I bought myself (lol). I used it all the way until “Romanesque”. Then during “SEVENTH HEAVEN”, I remember using a rented one, and from around the time of our [first] Budokan performance, I finally got to use a professional drum set. That was the chronology of it, and since this year, I’ve settled with the manufacturer “Ludwig”. They’re good, I like it.

ーー Could you explain what a snare is in layman terms?

To put it veeery simply, it’s a small drum**. Like the kind of drum that you’d use in a brass band or during music periods [in school].

ーー It’s the one that’s sort of between your legs, right?

It’s the one that’s put right in front of you and closest to your body. Everyone, it’s a small drum between your thighs.

ーー That was extremely simple to understand. What is it about Ludwig that you like?

They’re a manufacturer that originated from Chicago and because of that, they’d, of course, be influenced by jazz and blues, and they also started out by providing for marching bands called fife and drum corps, so you can feel the “America” from their roots. I wanted to know more about this knowledge and Ludwig so much that I bought a book about their history and read it too. You know, in their heyday, they used genuine cow leather instead of plastic heads. To the extent that they had a ranch for those cows. And the mark that they used back then was a “cow”. No matter how much I wanted it, I felt that the price was too high and we don’t have it in Gunma’s countryside, so it took some time until I could buy it with my own money (lol). I love its sound quality. I’ve been influenced by the artists who used these drums too, so I’ve unknowingly been listening to Ludwig’s sound. Deep Purple’s Ian Paice. Led Zepplin’s John Bonham. Vanilla Fudge’s Carmine Appice… The easiest one to pick out is the Beatles. That sound is a Ludwig.

ーー BUCK-TICK and Ludwig. So what’s the relationship between Toll Yagami and Ludwig?

The unique characteristics of Ludwig are that the sound is tight and that there are no overtones. A closed, tight sound is naturally produced. Without needing to make any adjustments too. Of course, when I start playing them, it becomes BUCK-TICK’s drummer’s sound and rhythm. But it doesn’t mean that my influences won’t appear in the band. Instead, it simply means that that the band is based on the relationship that I have with Ludwig. Because, if, in the first place, I’m not interested, if I didn’t feel like playing those drums, if it didn’t produce a sound that I liked nor did our natures fit, that will only be bad for the band, won’t it?

ーー Not just for drums, but the same can be said for the other instruments too, right?

Of course.

ーー Did you change your sticks?

I did. Ever since the rehearsals for Yokohama Arena before this.

ーー What are the drums that Anii currently has in his collection?

I’ve got about 20 sets now. Rather than calling it a collection, I’d say they’re sets that collected naturally. It could be something that I think I might use in future, or it’s something that I received as a gift, so I can’t sell it or give it away. In the end, it remains in my possession. And for foreign makers, aside from Ludwig, there’s an English manufacturer called Premier too. I have some from this maker that The Who’s Keith Moon used.

ーー What’s the criterion that makes Anii want something?

First, I’d try it out. It’s got nothing to do with looks. If it looks all worn out but sounds good, it’s love at first sight, no, sound (lol).

ーー So if Anii thinks “This is it!!”, you’ll buy it immediately?

I’ll play it 5 or 6 times. With drums, there’s an affinity involved. Because people have their own individual likes and dislikes, so it’s of course that there’s a possibility that even if I really really like something, some people might play it and think “What the hell is this!?”. A high price point doesn’t necessarily equate to a good sound. It’s like fate, really. The encounter is important.

 

Notes:

* Carol (キャロル) is a Japanese rock band which formed in 1972 and disbanded in 1975. You will find that Anii mentions this band often. He covered their song, Funky Monkey Baby, in his first solo project album 1977 by Yagami Toll & Blue Sky.

** The term used was 小太鼓, which could be interpreted more literally as ‘a mini Taiko’.

 

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Group Interview

In Russian

 

BUCK-TICK has announced their first attempt at a pure live video (which was a large project that was filmed at a huge venue called Yokohama arena and spanned 5 days, including preparation time) on December 2.
In the second special of this opening feature, the “Climax” part will be presented in the form of an interview with all the members about the visual and musical highlights of this work, what sets it apart from the usual live performances, the moment they ‘climax’ on stage and more, plus a Q&A consisting of 6 questions with them.

The BUCK-TICK headline interview (with all the members) began after the entire photoshoot ended at 2 a.m. in the morning. (The first member who arrived at the studio, Hidehiko Hoshino, had already been holed up in here for 12 hours by this time!!) Goodness, gracious. The atmosphere felt perfectly apt for finally welcoming the climax of all interviews of this feature’s theme of “CLIMAX ≠ RELAX”!! …… Or not, as it would be expected. It’s in the middle of the night after all. And they’ve been having photoshoots and interviews all this time too.

Feels like an “inner climax” where you’d get excited from within〔Hisashi Imai〕

ーー (Looking at the clock) It’s already so late.

Yuta (Y): It’s okay.

ーー Thank you. Alright then, we’ll be talking about this time’s live video, but when I first asked about the content back in the beginning, I was told that scenes from the dressing rooms might be included as private shots but I suppose that didn’t happen in the end.

Toll (T): It’s in there.

ーー Huh!? Where? Where?

T: The very first scene.

ーー But isn’t that the scene where Acchan’s holding a candle and shining it on the members’ faces in brief flashes?

Y: That, it was filmed in the staff’s dressing room.

T: See, it’s exactly as you were told about the dressing room scene being included, right? (Lol)

(Members laugh)

Atsushi (A): That’s the usual.

ーー It being too dark is the usual (lol).

A: That’s the way our dressing room always is. I’d walk around with a candle in hand (lol).

ーー Ahahaha. Normally, when we speak of dressing rooms scenes in live videos, aren’t we talking about things like the members eating bento or joking around, or rehearsal scenes?

Y: You’ve been deceived. Kekekek.

ーー After that dressing room scene (lol), the SE that Imai-kun produced starts playing but is there a title for it?

Imai (I): None in particular.

ーー So what should I call it?

I: Just SE’s fine.

ーー So, you’re saying, simply calling it “sound effect” is good enough.

I: Yeah.

T: As long as it’s not the theme of “Climax Together”.

I: It’s not that grandiose a thing so I don’t think that there’s a particular need to name it. It’s being used as an SE anyway, and I made it with the intention of creating an SE, so calling it SE is enough.

Y: So, doesn’t that make it’s title “SE”?

I: I didn’t think so deeply about titles (lol).

ーー There was a white curtain, or rather a thick drop curtain at the front of the stage. How did you feel about having that in front of you all?   I suppose you’d be nervous. When the slides get projected or when you can hear the audience’s cheers.

Y: Since there’s a curtain, we can’t see the audience on the other side, right?   There was a different feeling and atmosphere than usual, wasn’t there?

Hide (H): That said, I wasn’t really all that nervous anyway… I suppose it’s kind of like how you’d become more imaginative if you can’t see something. Wasn’t it rather interesting the way their cheering screams became entangled with the first song, Jupiter?

ーー What do you mean?

H: Well, isn’t there something like an expectation that the first song that comes will be one with a good momentum after all?

T: Like, “Here it comes!   Here it comes!”

H: I suppose it could perhaps be expected that Jupiter was a surprise.

A: For me, I was moved. We can’t see the slides from where we are anyway. And for some reason, it really hits home in my chest when we transition from the chants to Jupiter.

H: This was also the first time that we’re starting a performance without raising the curtains once the song starts, so the part regarding how our tangent point with the audience was different than usual was interesting too.

A: I guess it’s things like the audience’s voices and the feeling of facing the curtain, but I could feel in my body the sense that there are a lot of people there with us. It’s not just sensing it with my eyes and ears, but it’s more like the sensation of feeling it in my skin.

T: I go over to the drums earlier than usual too. Because we’re filming. Usually, I’d be warming up, rolling my hands and wrists until the last minute though. This was the first thing that made me feel that there was something a little different than usual when I was up on stage (lol).

Y: I suppose the excitement that I felt was a combination of the tension that came from the curtains still being drawn when the song starts and the excitement of performing live. I was suuuper excited. I could see Acchan, Hide, and Imai-san’s shadows cast on the curtain, and I could see the slides too. It’s a live performance by us, but it did also make me feel that it was beyond cool.

ーー It’s quite suspenseful when you can’t see the band members, right?

Y: The suspense is at a level of 120% (lol).

ーー But in the video, there is quite a lot of footage from the band members’ point of view that has been put in.

T: Because it’s a live video filled with tantalising footage. It even includes a private dressing room scene (lol).

ーー There you go again (lol). Also, the live’s title of “Climax Together” was chosen to be the video title too, but the setlist and the order of the songs was made up of subdued songs rather than high spirited songs, right? The lighting was dark too, muted. I guess the climax that was born from this was different from that of your usual lives.

I: It sounds like a setlist made of songs that don’t burst out with a ‘bang!’, but I get the feeling that such songs are better at getting people excited from within in the first place… Mm, I suppose this is what you’d call an “inner climax”.

(Even as the band members burst out laughing at Imai-kun’s remark of an “inner climax”, they applauded how apt a phrase it was)

I guess the 90 minutes were all for the purpose of that climax〔Atsushi Sakurai〕

ーー That’s an expression I understand very well!

A: I think that the “inner climax” that Imai mentioned is also definitely something that can be found in the BUCK-TICK that has existed until now. So, it feels as if that day’s live performance enlarged that part of us. I believe that since the moment we started thinking about selecting songs for the setlist, we decided that we wanted to place importance on passionate things that gradually well up, little by little, on the inside. But we wanted to do this while remaining cool on the surface. Imai thought of the title after we decided on the songs, but when the staging and the setup and other various things came into play, it again turned into another world that is different from the title of “Climax Together” so… I’m personally in full agreement with that “inner” part too. I believe that those who watch it might perhaps be able to feel another interpretation of the interpretation of “Climax”.

ーー The aloof yet intense feeling?

A: That’s right.

ーー Both Imai-kun and Hide-kun stayed in their own positions without really moving until the second half, so in terms of movement variations, Imai-kun sat with one knee drawn up*… 

I: Ah, is that what it is? Sitting with one knee up*…

ーー I don’t know if that’s the phrase I should use. But I can’t find any other words for it.

I: Well… That’s just one of the ways I entertain myself.

H: We don’t think, “I’ll do this over there, I’ll do that over here”. We just do things naturally.

Y: Hide shows it through his shadow, right?

ーー Hn!?

Y: When he was playing the 12-stringed guitar, Imai-kun was facing the side, Acchan was facing the front… And despite that, only Hide was weird.

T: I was surprised. Because the area where his ass is was so round.

ーー That wasn’t his ass but the guitar’s body, right?

Y: It’s a good thing that we’re putting it straight here so don’t think that that was his ass.

H: Oh, c’mon, no one thought so (lol).

ーー Ah, we’re strayed from the topic of climax……

T: Well, isn’t that because we’re all aware of the fact that we’re starting off with a different ambience than usual? It’s of course, but we do know what songs come in which sequence and how we’re going to perform them. But even though we know this, it was interesting, wasn’t it? You could probably say that lives are things that are unpredictable, so it’s not something you can get tired of. So, this live at Yokohama Arena is also the live performance that we gave on that day. There were cameras involved and cranes in the venue so the stage was more crowded with people than usual though (lol). But doing this and getting to see our own live performance on a proper video isn’t something that we get to have every single time, right?   I think you can even say that us members may very well be the ones who want to watch it the most. Because we’ve never been able to watch a BUCK-TICK live.

A: Yeah. You can definitely say that. Having it turned it into a video, when we watch our own live performance, you’d somehow feel happy and at the same time it feels strange, doesn’t it? Like, “Ohh, so that’s what the lighting was like at this point in time”, or “so that’s what my band members are doing in a spot that was out of my field of view”. We’d feel excited too when watching it.

ーー I’d suppose that there were a lot of cuts, and there were moments that made you feel that the way a particular shot was taken was really cool. For example, the one that was only made up of Imai-kun’s guitar body, or the one with Acchan’s finger, or the silhouettes, and so on.

I: There’s also the fact that we don’t know what will be shown and that there were also shots which we had no idea when they were taken.

Y: Earlier, Acchan said that we were excited when we watched it even though it was footage of ourselves, but I think that this is a good thing. As a work in a video, it’s, of course, important that it has to be of really high quality, but I am extremely grateful to the director and the staff who were able to make us feel excited about our own live performance like this.

A: I believe that the tension was conveyed too. And it isn’t a tension that tears and strains at you, but instead, it’s something that is built upon that emotional climax.

Y: Yes, exactly. I was surprised by how great the timing was when they showed Hide spitting out the pick from his mouth at some spot that I couldn’t see.

H: That wasn’t spit (lol).

ーー Aーah, this has turned into a conversation at 3 a.m. (Incidentally, could it be that  they were the type who can get high even without alcohol involved!?)

I: For me, I knew that Hide spat picks so it wasn’t all that surprised, though. I thought it was a good thing that it flew so nicely.

Y: If he spat it out with a “pht!” and it simply landed (in front of him) with a “phet!”, that would be so uncoolー.

H: I’m glad that they chose a good shot to use, yes.

ーー And that bright smile when Acchan looked towards Anii. That was something that the other band members weren’t aware of, right?

T: Even though that was something for just the two of us. Right, Acchan? (Lol)

A: Ah, they caught it (lol).

ーー (Chuckles).

T: Jokes aside, that was a smile that has never been shown to neither the audience nor the other members on stage unless our direction gets turned 180 degrees. Well, shall we call that the “inner smile” (lol)? 

A: Shy on the outside but tough on the inside**, that’s me.

ーー Don’t praise yourself (lol).

A: I suppose it’s expected that even I felt embarrassed with that scene because they captured the communication which happened naturally within the band and between individual members. But say, for instance, if they were to take only out-of-the-ordinary happenings to make it cool, maybe that would turn it into something amazing… Well, I think that it’s different from something that’s completely steeped in coolness. Since it’s not a smile that was done deliberately with the aim of making this particular expression at that timing (lol). That’s the reality that happened on stage, and it’s not as if we decided to cut that face in too…

Y: But that’s a nice expression. Personally, I like it. I’m sure that those who have watched it definitely thought that “(it’s nice) that he had such a facial expression on stage”.

ーー So, what would you say is the number one climax point of “Climax Together”?

A: Well, let’s seeー. I can’t really pick one in particular, but I guess I personally like Jupiter’s portion. It’s just that, rather than picking one single point, I guess the 90 minutes that began from this one song were all for the purpose of that climax. I feel that whichever the song, which ever the scene, all of it has been put there for the sake of feeling the climax, to thrust (the audience) into a world disparate from reality.

 

Notes:

* The specific phrase that was used was 立て膝 (tatehiza).

** The specific saying used was 内弁慶 (uchibenkei).

 

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Group Q&A

Live Video at Yokohama Arena 1992.9.10 & 11
“Climax Together”

1. What is the music video that left the deepest impression on you? When did you see it? What song was it? Who was it by?

Atsushi Sakurai (A): Bauhaus’ “Shadow of Light”. It’s a collection of promotional videos but I really love it. I was around 20 when I watched it. It clearly depicted their image as a band.

Hisashi Imai (I): The one I’ve watched more than 10 times is LOVE & ROCKETS’ “LOVE & ROCKETS”. Part of it is because I liked the song, but at the same time, the pictures were gorgeous so it was enjoyable to watch throughout. I watched it a lot when it was first released 2 years ago though.

Hidehiko Hoshino (H): I think I saw it on MTV or something. It was a Western song, for sure. At the time, I was still a high school student so I didn’t have the money to buy videos and the like so…… Among what I watched on MTV, the one that left an impression on me was M. Jackson who was at his peak at the time (lol). Around the time of Thriller, I think.

Yutaka Higuchi (Y): What interested me was the (Sex) Pistols’ promotional video that I watched in middle school. My impression was, “Weeeird” (lol). During the recording of that promotional video, bassist Sid Vicious stopped playing and messed around with the volume and things like that, so I guess it was just him doing whatever he wanted.

Toll Yagami (T): The one that left the deepest impression on me was a video called “California Jam” from Deep Purple. At the time, I was already playing the drums so the technique that Deep Purple’s drummer, Ian Paice had left me speechless.

 

2. This time, what did you personally pay particular attention to, knowing that this live performance was going to be turned into a video?

A: I was particularly aware of the fact that it was to be a video, and I kept in mind to not make it just like any other regular concert. I think I personally did it with the awareness of the people who were calmly watching us from the other side of the lens.

I: Nothing…… Nothing in particular. Well, I guess, since it’ll be turned into a video, (I was focused on) not playing the wrong sounds, things like that…… But I did make mistakes (lol). Well, it was of the level of ‘in one ear and out the other’ though.

H: What I was most concerned about was the performance side of things. Because I have a fear that once I do something I can’t reverse it (lol). I’m not particularly bothered by being filmed but rather, I thought that if I could do this as per normal, it’d be good.

Y: It’s definitely sound. I was nervous (lol). If the bass is played wrongly, it’ll turn into a mess so if that happened, I’d become the jerk, so I felt quite strongly that I simply had to avoid fails and did my best.

T: I guess, in terms of performance, I drummed more strictly than usual since this was going to be immortalised as a piece of work after all. I’m recently not too bothered about making my performance visually cool to watch. Though, when we debuted, I have thoughts along the lines of, “It’d be cool if I drummed in this manner” (lol).

 

3. How do you feel now, after the arena live is over?

A: (When the concert ended) I felt that I was able to present the concert itself in the form that I imagined it to be, so I felt satisfied.

I: I felt the same as usual but I do want to watch the video as soon as possible.

H: It was a live performance that left me feeling rather satisfied. And I’d expect that it was great too, with regards to the film side of things.

Y: We were able to build that atmosphere and we managed to do what we wanted to do as well. I felt that it was really well done on the whole, wasn’t it?

T: I feel that whatever it is, as long as we were able to end up with a good video, it’s all good.

 

4. Points to reflect on and points you were satisfied with after watching the video.

A: For that live, I felt that we were able to illustrate the band’s world so I’m satisfied. And I was once again able to acknowledge the staff’s abilities in a new light.

I: No reflection points. I’m very satisfied. With both the order of the songs and the overall atmosphere. Well, I guess this is thanks to the director, but I was satisfied with the way things were cut and all that.

H: Reflection points, not much. I could perform as per normal, so I don’t think it was all that bad anyway, and it wasn’t as if I was particularly enthusiastic because it was going to be turned into a video.

Y: Nothing to reflect on!! (Lol)   I think we were able to express what we wanted to express well. I’d give it about 98 points. Because if I gave it 100 points, we’d probably get told that we’ll never film anything ever again (lol).

T: There aren’t really any reflection points, are there? It’s just that I did more or less feel the pressure. As to what I’m satisfied with, I suppose it’s the fact that it doesn’t feel like I spent 90 minutes watching it after I finished the whole thing.

 

5. Considering both the filmography and performance, what’s your favourite song among from music videos and why?

A: Hyper Love = We told the director how we wanted it to be filmed and we were able to express that clearly.

I: Chikashitsu no Melody (Melody from a Basement Room / 地下室のメロディ) = Definitely because it feels like a live performance, and you can feel a sense of brutality from it.

H: Hyper Love = The fact that it feels large scale.
Taiyou ni Korosareta (Killed by the Sun / 太陽ニ殺サレタ) = Simply put, because the imagery was great. But I honestly wanted to list all the songs from A to Z though.

Y: Hyper Love = There are quite a number of highlights, and an interesting method of filming was employed.

T: Brain, Whisper, Head is Noise = There are quite a lot of shots of the drummer (lol).

 

6. Apart from BUCK-TICK’s videos, please tell us about the music or videos that you like, including the artists and titles.

Atsushi Sakurai: 

① Bauhaus / Shadow of Love
The reason is the same as the answer to the first question.

② Sinéad O’Connor / I don’t know the title.
I admire the way she brings out her energy.

③ Morrie / Romansha no Direnma (Romanticist’s Dilemma / 浪漫者のディレンマ)
I think this was released soon after he went solo…… I like the bed scene (lol).

Hisashi Imai:

① LOVE & ROCKETS / LOVE & ROCKETS
The reason is the same as the answer to the first question.

② Public Image Ltd / Bootleg live
Because I like John Lydon.

③ Bauhaus / Archive
Even though it’s promotional, it has a storyline to it and the flow is really beautiful.

Hidehiko Hoshino: 

① David Lynch / ANGELO BADALAMENTI

② Sinéad O’Connor / The Year of the Horse
I just like her as an artist.

③ Madonna / In Bed With Madonna (also known as Truth or Dare)
I guess it’s left an impression on me but I wouldn’t really call it a favourite.

Yutaka Higuchi: 

① Bauhaus / Bootleg live
The lighting is really dark (lol). It’s a bit too dark to the point that I can’t see (lol).

② POLICE / Synchronicity Live
It’s got a variety both visually and musically speaking so it’s interesting.

③ Nothing.

Toll Yagami: 

① Grand Funk Railroad / Grand Funk live performance
(Forgot the title)
The drummer sings as he drums. And that was the only song by that band that hit number 1 on the hits chart (lol).

② Led Zepplin / The Song Remains the Same
I was speechless when saw the way the drummer looked like he was drumming at fast-forward speed.

③ The Who / The Kids Are Alright
I like that you could see The Who without makeup

 

 

 

 

Translation: Yoshiyuki
Scans: buck-tickla-blog

 

 

Kurutta Taiyou Feature

Rockin’ on Japan
August 1991

Interviewer: Ichikawa Tetsushi
Photographer: Somese Naoto

 

In Russian

 

 I’d like to produce a solo album before I die

Is this the long-awaited sprouting of his assertion, or is it just a mere whim? This is the Italian-casual* Hoshino’s “law of naturally-relaxed rock”.

 

 

 

⊳   This time around, Hide, you’ve given us your own specifications down to the concept for the shoot. That’s exceptionally groundbreaking planning coming from you.

Hoshino (H): (Lol) Is it?

⊳   Until now, you’ve never gone beyond your position as a member of BUCK-TICK even when we interview you, and you’ve turned a deaf ear to my goadings of, “Since the number of songs (you’ve written) has been growing, don’t you think it’s about time to compete with Imai?” ーー Though to me, it’s rather astounding that you’ve been so ordinary, so vacillating until now.

H: You’ve sure got a lot to say (lol).

⊳   For such a man to offer to “show up in my regular clothes rather than a costume”, wouldn’t I be surprised?

H: Yes.

⊳   Is there any particular reason for this?

H: I guess you could say that I’ve always wanted to do this. When the 5 of us are together, there’s definitely this part in me which can’t shed the unified image that we’ve had thus far, so I personally wanted to give this a go.

⊳   I suppose it’s true that BUCK-TICK is basically a band which doesn’t really appear unless it’s the 5 of you coming out together as a band unit, and at the same time, there are very few opportunities for (the members) to make appearances as individuals ―― It’s a very strange band in that sense, isn’t it?

H: Ahh, yeah.

⊳   Then again, has Hoshino Hidehiko ever made solo appearances thus far?

H: Technically, I have, but until now, it’s always been in the image of BUCK-TICK ―― Because that’s the idea which I had in my mind. Something like, even if I’m on my own, I have to be BUCK-TICK.

⊳   Though it’s true that BUCK-TICK’s got something like a restriction where you’re not allowed to change your visuals or style. Something like, “(whatever it is,) anyway, it’s just black!”

H: It’s just black (lol).

⊳   Come to think of it, how many years has it been since your debut?

H: Probably close to 4 years, I guess. I’m not too sure, though (lol).

⊳   Look here, you. But, anyway, it’s already been 4 years. Having fortified and shouldered BUCK-TICK’s perfect image while performing it all this while, isn’t it about time for you to start nursing a desire to show off a different style?

H: But, you see, even before now, (I’ve always thought that) the stage also establishes the image as a form of staging. Because I don’t think that I’m personally the sort of person whose personal wardrobe is similar to that sort of (stage) image.

⊳   True enough, you’re dressed with an Italian-casual flair. I don’t think that’s something I’ll ever see on BUCK-TICK’s stage.

H: (Lol) (I’ve only started wearing) these clothes recently though ―― Because it’s now summer (lol).

⊳   (Lol). Isn’t BUCK-TICK’s band characteristic to go all out with targeting out-of-the-ordinary qualities whether it’s in your music or your live performances?   As if you’re compelled to let out that once-warped version of yourself, or you’re unable to begin while in a naturally relaxed state. Though, Hide, you look like the kind of guy who fits into this routine the least.

H: Me?   Mmー……

⊳   The appearance of this time’s casual Hoshino Hidehiko is merely the tip of the iceberg, but if we’re talking about the other 4 members, their personal wardrobes look very similar to the way they dress when they’re performing as BUCK-TICK, so there’s a connection there, right?   But right now, Hide is completely separated from that, though.

H: …… I think that sort of aesthetic sense has been changing in terms of visuals too, for me. For example, the shift in preference from black to white and the like.

⊳   You’re probably the one with the most varied tastes in terms of music and the like, though.

H: Because it’s not in my nature to dig deep into things. I’m the type to pick up a little bit of everything. 

⊳   But isn’t BUCK-TICK’s sound the type which you can’t produce without going deep and immersing yourself in it?

H: Yeah, exactly. For BUCK-TICK, yes.

⊳   You’d probably end up listening to a lot of dark new wave music and transformative dance music to get it all in (lol).

H: (Lol) That’s true.

⊳   So, to me, I’m getting the feeling that the gap between Hoshino Hidehiko and BUCK-TICK seems to be growing a little bit wider. In the sense that when you’re on your own, you’re yourself, but when you’re performing as a part of BUCK-TICK, you’ll turn into BUCK-TICK’s Hide.

H: That’s why I say that it’s because I do have a kind of desire (to be myself).

⊳   And having given a shot at embodying this desire, what do you think about it?

H: It’s fun.

⊳   Objectively speaking, at the start of the shoot, (I saw) the simply BUCK-TICK-like expression you had on, except, (I thought,) “Hey, your eyebrows are too thick,” but it was symbolic of your returning to the fundamental Hoshino. It took quite some time, though (lol).

H: Thanks for saying that (lol). But really, I’m at a stage where I’m thinking that my tastes have really changed a lot ―― Be it in music or with my image.

⊳   Let’s say, for example, how exactly have your tastes in music changed?

H: When debuted, (I) was mostly (listening to) new wave, but with a darker tone. I started with Bauhaus and the Cure and so on; in a maniacal direction.

⊳   I guess, people from the village of BUCK-TICK, so to speak. How did things develop from then on?

H: That didn’t change, but it’s more like I ended up widening the variety of music which I listened to. For example, what I’m listening to now is calm and mellow jazz singers and other similar types. But I’m listening to Ministry too (lol).

⊳   Those two extreme ends are beyond far apart (lol). I can’t understand people who listen to both violent sounds and non-electronic** vocals at the same time. You really mean it when you say “widen”.

H: (Lol) Right?

⊳   You’re not picky when it comes to music?

H: I’m not.

⊳   But you’re saying that now you’ve got a thing for very beautiful melodies and non-electronic** sounds.

H: Yeah. (Music that is) melodious and calm.

⊳   During Kurutta Taiyou, you said that you “sought easy-listening”, so was it right around then when your preferences changed?

H: Rather than that, it’s more like I’ve always enjoyed easy-listening music, to begin with.

⊳   But for the past 4 years, there was none of that at all, was there?

H: I didn’t show it (lol).

⊳   Why?

H: I couldn’t show it (lol).

⊳   Was it a reservation that you had due to your consideration of BUCK-TICK’s image as a band and that it would be more fitting if you said, “I like positive punk*** and Bauhaus”?

H: Yeah. That’s because the idea that the music that we make and the music we listen to should be unified is something that I’ve always believed. Though really, now I can think separately about the music that I make and the music that I listen to.

⊳   The guitarist Imai Hisashi exists and he is the best person for you to compare with, though. In Imai’s case, it’s as if the music he listens to and the music he makes is perfectly one and the same, or rather, he listens to new music for the purpose of creating a new strange sound, so he’s quite thorough with using music for that one function, isn’t he? He’s on the other extreme end from you, Hide.

H: Yeah.

⊳   Was there ever a period when you were considering whether it would be better for you to try out Imai’s method?   Just, perhaps.

H: Yeaah. Well, doing that would be more for (the sake of making music for) myself, I think.

⊳   Even if you say it’s “for yourself”, I suppose it’s because you’d want to make music that makes you feel good sound good to you, or something like that.

H: Yes, exactly (lol). That’s what I mean, yes (lol).

⊳   And from there comes the existence of the “Acoustic Hoshino”.

H: (Lol) Who’s saying that?

⊳   Me. Although, Imai also casually mentioned that, “It’s Hide’s time to shine.”

H: Hahahaha. I wonder who made that decision.

⊳   But all of the acoustic guitar parts in BUCK-TICK’s songs are played by Hide, right?

H: Yeah. The very first time I did that was in Hyper Love and Illusion.

⊳   Is playing the acoustic guitar attractive to you?

H: I do like playing acoustic guitars. But in our early days, it was simply used to add flavour (to the songs), as an embellishment which could only be heard in the background.

⊳   Since that’s the case, I suppose you’d want to have a song that puts the acoustic guitar in the forefront, right? Personally speaking.

H: I do think that it could be good to have such songs too, but, it’s like, (I’m) still at a stage where I’m unable to do so, or something like that. Personally speaking (lol).

⊳   What is this “stage where you’re unable to do so” that you speak of?

H: It’s that. In short, it’s where I suck at it (lol).

⊳   (Lol) But you’re far more adept than Imai, though.

H: Hahahahaha…… Mhmm  (lol).

⊳   (Lol) But Hide’s naturally-relaxed melodious predisposition was revealed for the first time with this release’s Jupiter and it was an impressive acoustic number, wasn’t it? This result must also be satisfying for you, right?

H: That’s true. Well, it was a song that I decided to compose out of my desire to perform something acoustic. You could say that this was the first time that I composed with the acoustic guitar as the focus. I wanted to do this during Aku no Hana too, but when I played the acoustic guitar at home, it sounded noisy, so I only played my electric. For the demos too (lol).

⊳   What the heck. After Kurutta Taiyou was released, Jupiter was highly praised no matter what music magazine I picked up. Furthermore, it was remarked with, “This is the world of Hoshino Hidehiko.” In other words, among the general public, (you’ve actually got that image of) a “naturally-relaxed human being in actuality”.

H: That does seem like it. Shall I compose hard-hitting songs? Only intense hard-hitting songs (lol).

⊳   And what are you going to do if you distort yourself (lol). Though, what led to the birth of Jupiter is ultimately linked to your own personal changes, right?

H: …… Although, I think (of Jupiter) as something that I’ve always had (in me). In my mind, I feel that Jupiter might be exactly what my original musical sense is.

⊳   What was your very first musical experience to begin with?

H: The very beginning was definitely The Beatles after all. At the time I liked their early releases.

⊳   So ballad style songs are what moves you?

H: Seems like that recently. Look, man, the theme song of that TV drama, Mo Daremo Aisanai^…… That kind, you know.

⊳   (ROFL) Hoshino-san, mind, you’re no office lady. Though this does give off an exceptionally extreme feeling in its own way.

H: Sorry for being so extreme (lol).

⊳   Was this something that went through quite a transformation since the time BUCK-TICK was formed in your high school days?

H: After we formed the band, definitely ―― Yeah, I tried going in the maniacal direction and all that. I think maybe that’s when things started to change, though.

⊳   I think that it isn’t easy to achieve a balance between a maniacal sound and a beautiful melody in a song, but haven’t you ever any discomfort from this duality?

H: Not really, I guess you could say that I’ll accept anything. Both cool music and easy-listening music ――.

⊳   So they coexist as completely separate things to you.

H: Yeah.

⊳   You’re a dextrous man.

H: I suppose so (lol).

⊳   In other words, you’ve always possessed that extreme duality where you’re alright with both your normal self and the version of you who carries BUCK-TICK’s aesthetic style.

H: That’s probably the case.

⊳   Haven’t you ever lost that balance?

H: Well, it comes naturally, though.

⊳   But it can be quite constraining to simply remain as a part of this group that is BUCK-TICK, so have you wanted to revert to your original self?

H: In that regard, I have sought a place where I can unwind. The changes in my personal preferences could have been exactly that.

⊳   I’d expect you’d feel rather tired of being a part of BUCK-TICK all the time, won’t you?

H: I don’t know about how each of the other members feels, but for me, I think I definitely want to keep a part (of my life) private or personal in that sense.

⊳   Well, like I’ve said earlier, I think BUCK-TICK’s unique all-member exposure method works exceptionally well for a band, but there’s no personal expansion, is there? Well, you do get to do solo interviews at the same time, but what you end up talking about in the end is still BUCK-TICK’s activities or albums, right? I believe that if you want to grow as a performer, you’ll inevitably have to have this desire to show that you’re more than (the band). Don’t you get that desire? 

H: That’s…… That’s true…… Maybe it’s somehow showing itself this time.

⊳   So, is that the reverse of the kind of confidence which tells, “I have this in me too”?

H: Confidence…… that I have it in me, huh.

⊳   So, you have that confidence?

H: I don’t.

⊳   (Lol) Good grief, you.

H: Understood (lol).

⊳   With 3 best songs recorded on Kurutta Taiyou, I asked whether it’s about time that you found your own pride as a composer who won’t lose to Imai, and you said, “I’ll include that sort of assertion in my solo album.” I thought that you might’ve been joking so I didn’t publish it in the magazine, but when I read your interviews with other magazines, (that statement) showed up in almost all of them, didn’t they? (Lol). I don’t mean to be rude, but were you serious when you said that?

H: (I just thought it might be nice) if I could produce such a solo album before I die――。

⊳   (ROFL) Look here, you.

H: (Lol) Well, that’s an exaggeration, but I do have the intention of trying. If I ever were to do it, I’d want to produce something that’s not along the lines of BUCK-TICK anyway.

⊳   When did this idea of a solo album come about? I assume it was after you completed Kurutta Taiyou?

H: Nope, I think it might’ve been around Aku no Hana’s time.

⊳   Well, then that means your confidence had already begun to sprout at the time of Aku no Hana.

H: Yeah. When I’m composing as a member of BUCK-TICK ―― since BUCK-TICK is made up of us 5 ―― I more or less find myself in something like a dilemma during the composition stage. In the sense that I can handle it all on my own if I were to use step recording myself.

⊳   In short, you constantly have these constraints where you have to consider Anii’s drums or Yuta’s bass in your head at the composition stage. Sort of like they’re requirements.

H: That, there is. Always, during songwriting.

⊳   Have you ever composed music that’s not in that category? That’s not meant for BUCK-TICK?

H: That’s why when I think about those conditions, it’s like, even if something comes to mind, it’s not as if I have any reason to make it, or even if I do, nothing would be done with it anyway.

⊳   So you’ve never fully fleshed one out before.

H: Yeah, I’ve never made anything concrete. Even if the image and the lyrics of a song come to mind, the moment I start thinking about the individual parts like the drums, the bass, the guitars, I’d get into a BUCK-TICK mindset and bring the song closer to BUCK-TICK(‘s style). That’s the kind of work that I always put in.

⊳   That, that. That’s where I think Hoshino Hidehiko’s problem lies. The thing that made it hard for me to get into your new album’s Henshin and Angelfish was how I could hear that you were far too conscious about the band. As in, there was too much work put into making it sound like BUCK-TICK’s work. I believe the reason why Jupiter was said to be “Hoshino-like” and “B-T’s new tone” is because there was barely much modification made. That’s why the essence of Hoshino Hidehiko shone through smoothly. Perhaps it’ll be more interesting if you tempered down that self-consciousness.

H: I guess I do end up being self-conscious.

⊳   I’ve said this before too, but it’s good for Hide to be an “orthodox man who fears”.

H: (Lol) This again?

⊳   I’ll say it as many times as I want (lol). You see, Imai’s methodology of  “I’ll do anything as long as it’s weird and new!” itself has already been recognised as one and same with BUCK-TICK’s own methodology. That’s why there are no normal elements in any one of the members of BUCK-TICK, right?   Like this, if the actually normal-dispositioned Hide could express himself honestly, Hide’s orthodoxy will instead be unorthodox and fresh for BUCK-TICK. That’s what Jupiter is.

H: I’m aware of that (lol).

⊳   How about you try writing a song without thinking about BUCK-TICK for once?

H: Yeah, I suppose.

⊳   But why won’t you?

H: I didn’t have the time, I’ve wasted it away (lol). Though, I’m thinking to do something experimental like that if I have a lot of time during this round’s time off or if I’ve got extra time.

⊳   What kind of ideas do you have in mind, for example?

H: I’ve got quite a few. Like trying to play everything acoustically, or doing everything through step recording, and so on. It’s extreme (lol) but there are quite a few things I want to try doing.

⊳   If you’re already thinking about it, then just do it already. Well, although I guess we could say that it’s progress enough that you’ve even established an idea (of what to do) ―― Can I call this a sign of confidence? (Lol).

H: Yes!   More like, you’re getting me so desperate, I don’t know what to do (lol).

⊳   (Lol) Seriously though, didn’t that high praise for Jupiter feel good?

H: Honestly, everyone was far more receptive to it than I expected so (I was actually more surprised). I was quite worried about it in the beginning, thinking, “I get the feeling that people are going to say that this song is drifting,” though (lol).

⊳   Heh. That it’s rather adventurous coming from Hide, huh.

H: It was certainly an adventure when I was composing it. The song suddenly starts with an acoustic guitar from the chorus, doesn’t it?   While composing, I’d find myself wondering, “Is this okay?” (lol).

⊳   I get the feeling that’s also coming from being too conscious of BUCK-TICK, but Hide saying this proves that this is a very un-BUCK-TICK-like song, doesn’t it?

H: Yes, exactly. Then again, there are quite a lot of people who also said that Jupiter is “BUCK-TICK-like”, though――.

⊳   How puzzling (lol).

H: Isn’t it?

⊳   Just as an example, the BUCK-TICK-ness which Hide grasps, what is it like?

H: It’s most certainly the somewhat illogical songs which Imai-kun writes after all. This is something that I’m pretty intensely aware of.

⊳   Is that why you deliberately try to twist your own songs when you compose? Like, distort them or something.

H: Well, I’m already familiar with Imai-kun’s songs, so I can do it naturally, though. But I guess it’s true that there are songs which I intentionally bent when composing them.

⊳   And that’s why I can only say that you’re the “orthodox man who fears”. In fact, your natural and melodious taste in music, the everyday vibe that you give off when dressed in Italian casual, your straightforward self-expression is all interesting enough as you are. And when you’re composing music, isn’t it actually easier to write in a straightforward manner?

H: For me? It is.

⊳   Between chords and melody, which comes first?

H: In the beginning, I would mostly start by composing the melody first. But recently, the chords more often come first. The melody comes last now, I’d compose the bass line too.

⊳   When you used to start with the melody, isn’t figuring out the chords quite a difficult chore afterwards?   Just, perhaps.

H: It was. It was tough, very much so.

⊳   Wouldn’t you at that point ignore music theory and go with some nonsensical chord progression?

H: I would (lol). I did that, I did. That’s why, now, if I come up with the chords first, my job would then be to pick the best melody out of a limited choice, so these days, I’ve come to think that this way is better for me.

⊳   But if the chords come first, I’d assume that it’d be difficult to make your songs sound like the typical twisted BUCK-TICK songs done in Imai’s style.

H: Can’t really bend them, right?

⊳   That’s why I think that the present method of chords-first is suitable for Hide’s straightforward disposition.

H: It’s a good fit, isn’t it (lol).

⊳   That’s just what I think, anyway. Because don’t you feel that Jupiter’s melody was particularly free of discomfort and harmonious with a clean chord progression?

H: It was a very simple chord progression, though.

⊳   That’s exactly what gave me the feeling that “This doesn’t sound like BUCK-TICK.” Because whether it’s Imai’s songs or Hide’s songs thus far, the majority of the music have incomprehensible chord progressions for BUCK-TICK.

H: You’re right, that’s true.

⊳   When you used to compose melody-first, I think it’s inevitable that Imai’s melodies, or in other words, BUCK-TICK’s melodies will subconsciously start playing in your head, making it easy for them to exert influence over your compositions.

H: They’d end up getting replicated, yes.

⊳   When that happens, you’ll twist, or something.

H: I’ll twist (lol).

⊳   I’d say that this change in composition approach, too, is a major factor which contributed to the birth of Hoshino Hidehiko’s essence that we see in Jupiter.

H: I think that’s probably true.

⊳   It’s really easy to understand, isn’t it?

H: Thank you. Is this clear, everyone? (Lol).

⊳   That said, your own musical style has come through in spite of everything you’ve gone through, and now Hide, you’ve started to value your own personal qualities too ―― So I think it’s time for me to ask you if you would fulfil my heart’s desire and dish out the great “Declaration of Hoshino Hidehiko’s Assertion”.

H: (Lol) Again?

⊳   You say “again”, but every other time I’ve interviewed you and tried to rouse you to assert yourself, you’ve never once lived up to my expectations, though (lol).

H: (Lol)

⊳   BUCK-TICK itself will definitely be a lot of fun when there are multiple Hoshino-flavoured straightforward songs being thrown into the mix, though. Without a doubt.

H: Mm… I think that’ll be difficult……

⊳   Difficult?

H: In terms of harmonising on all fronts. Both musically and image-wise.

⊳   It’s not as if I’m talking about getting on stage dressed in Italian-casual, though?   Rather than saying that it’s difficult and all that, don’t you have any sort of “I want to do it so I’ll do it!” impulse?   Can’t you run wild?

H: I can’t (lol).

⊳    …… Why?

H: I’m still very conscious of being a band after all.

⊳   Oh, geez, you…… Please, just throw in 3 or 4 fresh songs like Jupiter. It’s fine.

H: If I can play it my way…… I think it’ll be alright, though.

⊳   Then, do it.

H: I’ll try (lol).

⊳   Come on, we’re not talking about other people here. The band’s overall essence is definitely crucial and that’s, of course, something that you can’t make light of, but don’t you want to have your own individuality? To make people think, “So this is the kind of guy Hoshino is,” or, “When it’s his work, it’ll definitely turn out like that.”

H: Mm…… Well, in any case, not yet, I suppose. Like I’ve said earlier, if I were to do something, I’d want it to be for my solo.

⊳   Why do you do this, splitting yourself into two parts between going solo and being in the band?   I wonder what’s the root of this sense of differentiation.

H: Makes you wonder, doesn’t it? What it is (lol).

⊳   Have you ever thought of sorting out either side of your two extreme dispositions?

H: At present, I feel that I can bring out myself better with this duality. Like, it comes out naturally.

⊳   On the contrary, don’t you think the fact that there’s a part of you which desires to be naturally-relaxed is more like an excuse to perform as BUCK-TICK, like an oxygen cylinder? More specifically, it’s as if it’s somehow easier that there are 2 versions of you.

H: That’s true (lol). That it’s somehow easier.

⊳   When I received Hide’s proactive offer of, “I’ll wear my regular clothes (for the shoot)”, I got so excited thinking, “It’s finally here!   That assertiveness! That assertion I’ve been waiting for!”, that I even secured 8 pages for you.

H: Hahaha. Really?

⊳   I’m taking Hoshino Hidehiko’s steady progress in stride, though.

H: Actually, I think that’s true too. Right now, we’re discussing the schedule for our next album, but I’m feeling like I want to get it out as soon as possible or start writing as soon as possible or something.

⊳   That’s also a sign of confidence.

H: You’re right. But, well, this interview already feels like a solo.

⊳   So is that to say that this interview of mine is a replacement for the solo album that we’ll never know when it’ll be released?

H: This is the solo album itself (lol).

 

 

 

 

 

Notes:

* Describing his style.

** The exact word used here was “ナチュラル (natural)” but we’re not talking about literally sounds of nature here. Rather, we’re comparing that in contrast to dance music so I’m going with “non-electronic” instead of literally translating it as “natural”.

*** Apparently, gothic rock was originally coined as “positive punk” in 1983.

^ もう誰も愛さない – A drama produced by FujiTV which ran from April to June 1991. I guess this is the song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWGhYSHrYp8

 

 

 

Translation: Yoshiyuki
Scans: spanielonthemoon on Tumblr

 

 

Taboo in Taboo

B=Pass
February 1989

Interview: Yasue Matsuuba
Photography: Masaaki Toyoura
Styling: Sayuri Watanabe
Hair & Make-up: Masashi Nakayama
Costume: arrston volaju, Crazy Cat HARAJUKU

 

The emotions that lie dormant deep inside humansーthat is the insatiable desire, the ego, essentially the cruel and destructive aspects. In our everyday lives, we live with them by covering them under a lid we call rationality, but at a whim, for example, when we love someone, we may happen upon those emotions of ours. Because they are honest emotions, they are also beautiful in their own twisted way… The theme of BUCK-TICK’s 3rd album, TABOO, is an eternally elusive love, and it is an ambitious work that exceptionally and beautifully cuts deep into the inner workings of a human. As we go beneath their surfaces and explore, we bring to you BUCK-TICK’s first special front cover feature.

 

 

 

 

Individual Q&A

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Sakurai Atsushi

I want to kill it all with my own hand.*

・What is the city of Tokyo to you?
It’s all so vibrant that it doesn’t work well for me, or something… Though in the first place, it’s not like I came to Tokyo because I was fascinated by that aspect of it.

・Is Tokyo a utopia to you?
No. In truth, anywhere’s fine. Even if I can’t pick a place. Right now, I’m in Tokyo because of BUCK-TICK, but I’ve long ago given up on finding a place to live or settle down in. It’s not painful, not particularly. It’s a problem that’s easily solved as long as I don’t have to go out or don’t have to go to crowded places. It’s not a big issue. But, this place isn’t a utopia, and I don’t particularly like it or hate it.

・What kind of people are your neighbours?
I’ve only ever caught glimpses. A normal university student.

・What is privacy to you?
When I’m not standing on stage. When I’m not doing interviews. When I’m completely separated from music, that’s all privacy.

・Do you think that you have privacy?**
Nope. Though I suppose it can’t be helped to a certain extent. I’m sure that people consider BUCK-TICK’s Atsushi and Atsushi Sakurai in his private life as “the same”. I suppose if they see me off stage there’s a stronger sense of intimacy too… It can’t be helped that it can’t be split apart.

・Methods to work off frustrations?
Nothing in particular… Aren’t I always in a situation where I can soon work off my frustrations even if I do have them? Even so, if I can’t stand it anymore, I’d only say something like “shut up, go away”.

・Do you think that you’re a person with moral standards?
At the very least (lol) I think that I am.

・So, what are morals?
Firstly, greetings. Feelings of gratitude. Feelings of apology. Be thankful, have a conscience, having compassion. I think that’s good enough. But it’s very important.

・Do you think that BUCK-TICK is being misunderstood?
Yes. I think that we’re a band that can probably be captured in a number of ways.

・How can this misunderstanding be resolved?
Just let people think what they want to think of us. We won’t ever change.

・What are prejudices to you?
Irrelevant things. Perceived notions. Egoism.

・Are you someone with a big ego?
If I had to do unpleasant things to improve my relationship with people, then it’d be easier for me to be alone. A person who isn’t self-centred doesn’t exist.

・Do humans need an ego?
Even if people say (nasty) things about me, I want to keep a part of me that I won’t compromise. So, to me, it is necessary.

・Do you think that cooperativeness and flexibility is needed in society?
In my elementary school reports, I’ve always been described as lacking in flexibility and cooperativeness though… I do think that I’m lacking in those aspects too. But I don’t think that it’s something that a person has to force themselves to fix.

・Do you think that war will disappear from this world?
War won’t disappear from this world unless humans lose their fighting spirit.

・Have you ever lost yourself by drowning in ecstasy?
To the extent of losing myself? Well, in no small measure, yes. I can explain it, but I think it’s kind of impossible to publish that in a magazine.

・Have you ever hated someone so much that you wanted to kill them?
I have. I don’t want the detailed story behind that to be printed in a magazine.

・Have you ever loved a woman to death?
Yes.

・Have you ever liked someone of the same sex?***
Yes. It’s different from the way I like women, and he’s someone who possesses what I don’t have. He’s kind, he’s manly, he sings well…

・Do you accept homosexual love?
Yes. Because they do what they feel is right.

・Regarding incest?
I think it’s fine. For me, if my children were to do that, I’d think that it would be cute… Even if things don’t turn out that way, I get the feeling that I’d understand those feelings. I think that it’s alright as long as they’re both of the same mind.

・Can you love 2 women at the same time?
I think that’s kind of impossible… I suppose, a person who chases after rabbits won’t even get one, after all (lol).

・Have you ever loved 2 women at the same time?
No, I think…

・Have you ever thought of wanting to die?
Yes, when I was young. Like “I hate having a home like this!”.

・Regarding suicide?
Without an older brother, or parents, if there was no one who would grieve over me, it’d be fine. When I think about the grief of those who I’d be leaving behind, I can’t choose death.

・Have you ever considered committing a lovers’ suicide? If the love between you and your partner cannot be fulfilled, will you choose death?
I’ve never considered it, and I won’t choose death. I’ve never loved like that before. But if I loved someone so much that I wanted to kill them and I did do it, I think I’d die too.

・Have you ever had an abortion?
No.

・Do you agree with the idea of getting an abortion?
Depends on the time and situation.

・Have you ever experienced an ecstasy greater than sex?
No.

・Have you ever had sex without love?
No.

・Can you live without love?
I don’t know. Because there’s no situation where there is no love involved. I won’t know unless we’re in a situation where love has disappeared from this world… In that sense.

・Are you presently in love?
All the time.

・What do you think of Japan’s marriage system (one husband one wife, marriage registration, etc.)?
I’m not particularly concerned about it. I think it’s unrelated. I might be a determined bachelor. I’m lazy, and I like being alone too…

・So, what about divorce?
If you were going to do that then don’t get married to begin with!

・Do you have any interest in drugs?
Yes, just a mere interest…

・Have you ever fallen into a state of delirium?
I don’t know but… probably not. I’ve been in a state of confusion, or rather, emotional instability before. Is being on edge the same as being in a mentally unstable state? If that’s the case then it often happens to me during tours. I’ve no choice but to control myself then.

・Are you capable of throwing away your lover for the sake of your own desires?
Yes. After all, I’m cute. I’m self-indulgent… Whatever I want to do comes first, and I don’t think of anything or anyone like my lover. I’m selfish, aren’t I? Truly.

 

Notes:

* Lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site. This particular lyric comes from Silent Night.

** The original form of the question would literally translate into “Do you think your privacy is being protected?”. In present-day context, this takes on a rather different meaning, thus my choice of wording.

*** “好き” was the word that was used in this question. It can be interpreted as a simple “like”, as in “I like cake”, or as “love”, as in “I love you”. The different members definitely took liberties with the possible interpretations of this word, so I went with “liked” instead of “loved” since the “like” spectrum can also include “I like you and I want to date you” situations. [Yay for Japanese vagueness!]

 

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Imai Hisashi

The warmth of your breasts and my faithless sin.*

 

・What is the city of Tokyo to you?
A place where you’ll quickly start to fall and get swept away if you become lazy. But I think that it’s the most exciting city in the world.

・Is Tokyo a utopia to you?
There might be a dangerous side to it but probably, yes. It’s a mysterious city.

・What kind of people are your neighbours?
I heard from the people I’m living with that they’re someone who works at a pet shop. Sometimes I can hear cats meowing.^

・What is privacy to you?
When I leave the stage. All of my time that’s away from the stage.

・Do you think that you have privacy?**
I don’t think so. Please stop prying into my privacy.

・Methods to work off frustrations?
Getting on stage. And also, drinking to your heart’s content. That might get rid of it temporarily though.

・Do you think that you’re a person with moral standards?
I don’t make a conscious effort to keep to it, but I might be keeping to it.

・So, what are morals?
The balance of society. A tacit understanding. But the existence of it has been thinning out in recent times.

・Do you think that BUCK-TICK is being misunderstood?
Yeah. The part where judgement is passed on us based on our looks. We incorporate a variety of things into our songs too, so they’d say things like, we don’t have a message, or that we’re weak or soft, and whatnot.

・How can this misunderstanding be resolved?
By not making music just for that purpose.

・What are prejudices to you?
First impressions.

・Are you someone with a big ego?
I think I tend towards that. I always want to be free.

・Do humans need an ego?
Yes. They need to be selfish for themselves.

・Do you think that cooperativeness and flexibility is needed in society?
I suppose it’s necessary, but I don’t think I can find it in myself.

・Do you think that war will disappear from this world?
I would like to think so. If all earthlings could ride a rocket into space and take a look at the earth just once, don’t you think they’d more or less calm down?

・Have you ever lost yourself by drowning in ecstasy?
I have. I can’t explain it in detail.

・Have you ever hated someone so much that you wanted to kill them?
Nope. I’ve never hated before either. To get driven to that extent…

・Have you ever loved a woman to death?
Nope.

・Have you ever liked someone of the same sex?***
I have. As a person.

・Do you accept homosexual love?
Yes. There are lots of such people in this world.

・Regarding incest?
No way. I can’t believe it.

・Can you love 2 women at the same time?
I can’t. I’m not that skilfull.

・Have you ever loved 2 women at the same time?
I’ve never. I don’t think that this is what love is.

・Have you ever thought of wanting to die?
Nope. I’ve never brooded to the point of wanting to die, and I’d forget bad things. That’s because I’m basically a forward-looking, optimistic person.

・Regarding suicide?
I don’t want to approve of suicide. You’re not thinking about the people around you, are you? Aren’t you only thinking about yourself? If you think about the people who will grieve after you died, you can’t choose death, and death isn’t something to pick either.

・Have you ever considered committing a lovers’ suicide? If the love between you and your partner cannot be fulfilled, will you choose death?
I won’t choose death. I’ve never thought about it. I’ll somehow push through optimistically, while keeping things as they are, without dying.

・Have you ever had an abortion?
I’ve never.

・Do you agree with the idea of getting an abortion?
Yes, because there are times when it has to be done. But it’s not something that can be decided on one-sidedly.

・Have you ever experienced an ecstasy greater than sex?
I’ve never. Or rather, there are different kinds of ecstasies, and I think that they can’t be compared to each other. Since those things are sensory-based.

・Have you ever had sex without love?
I have. There’s no need for me to explain this, right…

・Can you live without love?
I’ll suffer, but I can survive. I think.

・Are you presently in love?
Yes. I don’t want to explain with specifics.

・What do you think of Japan’s marriage system (one husband one wife, marriage registration, etc.)?
Simply put… Isn’t it fine? For example, for me… It’s not like that but, I don’t think that anything changes with that one piece of paper… In any case, I suppose it’s a formality… I don’t want to be tied down but I guess a person might feel a sense of relief by submitting it… Honestly speaking, I’ve never done it before so… I don’t understand the significance of that piece of paper or anything like that well.

・So, what about divorce?
I think that it’s mainly a problem that revolves around feelings. Even if two people stayed together or remained married to each other for any longer… I guess this is something that occurs when they decide that they can no longer stay like this. But aren’t there a lot of people who don’t go through with it even though they have emotionally become like this? I’ve never done it before so I don’t really understand it. Seems troublesome.

・Do you have any interest in drugs?
I do. Like, I wonder how it feels to be able to hear sounds and see things. Basically, I like things that make me feel good, so. However, even if I’m interested, with regards to whether or not I’d actually do it, that’s a completely different thing though.

・Have you ever fallen into a state of delirium?
More or less…

・When, and at what point in time?
I don’t really want to say. Whatever it is, I don’t really want people to see that side of me, neither do I want them to know about it, so. Though it was more like a time when I was emotionally unstable than delirious… I’m vain, I put on airs, so I don’t want to show that I’ve lost confidence in myself, or that I’m depressed, I don’t want to let others see that. And that’s why, I may look like someone who is composed, but that’s the kind of guy I am. In the first place, I don’t like emotional outbursts, like getting angry and the sort so… It’s not that I’m suppressing my emotions, but I think it’s more like the fact that I’m not a very emotional person.

・Are you capable of throwing away your lover for the sake of your own desires?
Yes.

・Can you concretely illustrate that object of desire?
To me, that’s BUCK-TICK and nothing else. That’s the kind of guy I am.

 

Notes:

* Lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site. This particular lyric comes from Embryo.

** The original form of the question would literally translate into “Do you think your privacy is being protected?”. In present-day context, this takes on a rather different meaning, thus my choice of wording.

*** “好き” was the word that was used in this question. It can be interpreted as a simple “like”, as in “I like cake”, or as “love”, as in “I love you”. The different members definitely took liberties with the possible interpretations of this word, so I went with “liked” instead of “loved” since the “like” spectrum can also include “I like you and I want to date you” situations. [Yay for Japanese vagueness!]

^ Gender of their neighbour(s) was not specified.

 

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Hoshino Hidehiko

I love you so much I could die, you’re too lovely.*

・What is the city of Tokyo to you?
Even now, I think that it’s an exciting city. There was a different kind of excitement in the beginning too. Just that alone makes it a city where all kinds of things are being born at a fast pace. Because it’s restless.

・What kind of people are your neighbours?
I’ve only ever seen them once, but they wore spectacles.^

・What is privacy to you?
Parts (of me) that I don’t want people to get into. Parts that I absolutely have to protect, no matter what.

・Do you think that you have privacy?**
Rather than having my own privacy, it’s more like a feeling of isolation.

・Methods to work off frustrations?
I can’t really stand being frustrated. That’s the kind of nature I have.

・Do you think that you’re a person with moral standards?
I think I’m normal. I pee in the streets (lol), I litter with my empty cans (lol). Everyone does a little bit of light moral breaking, right?

・So, what are morals?
Well, I wonder (lol).  Something that is necessary for a person to decide how they respond to things. Because without that, the world would be in a bigger mess than it already is.

・Do you think that BUCK-TICK is being misunderstood?
Probably.

・How can this misunderstanding be resolved?
With us continuing what we do.

・What are prejudices to you?
Not something I want to have.

・Are you someone with a big ego?
Doesn’t everyone have a part of them that doesn’t want to give in to others?

・Do humans need an ego?
This isn’t only for me, but I think that each of the members, and as BUCK-TICK, we all have a side of us that values our own egos. I believe that a person’s personality would otherwise disappear. We’d be met with the question of ‘what the hell am I without BUCK-TICK?’. Humans do need an ego, for the fibre of one’s being.

・Do you think that cooperativeness and flexibility is needed in society?
To a certain extent. You can’t live alone after all…

・Do you think that war will disappear from this world?
It won’t disappear. Weapons are being built in secret, and I think that fighting spirit won’t disappear from humans anyway.

・Have you ever lost yourself by drowning in ecstasy?
Nope.

・Have you ever hated someone so much that you wanted to kill them?
Nope. No matter how much I hate someone, it was never to the point of wanting to kill them. Besides, I’ve never really hated a person.

・Have you ever loved a woman to death?
I have.

・Have you ever liked someone of the same sex?***
‘Like’ as in, not romantic feelings, right? I’ve liked someone, but I’ve never loved.

・Do you accept homosexual love?
Accept it, well, rather… Isn’t it fine?

・Regarding incest?
Pitiful. I’ve never done it so I don’t know but… I suppose that’s obvious.

・Can you love 2 women at the same time?
I can’t.

・Have you ever loved 2 women at the same time?
Nope. But you can’t love another when you already love one person, right? It doesn’t seem possible to do so equally between two…

・Have you ever thought of wanting to die?
I might have. I forget bad things.

・Regarding suicide?
It’s okay to do it if you’re not going to inconvenience others. But I think that this is probably an impossibility in most cases. Because, you see, you’ll definitely be causing someone grief, so.

・Have you ever considered committing a lovers’ suicide? If the love between you and your partner cannot be fulfilled, will you choose death?
I won’t choose that. I don’t think that this is what death is.

・Have you ever had an abortion?
I have not.

・Do you agree with the idea of getting an abortion?
I do think that there are cases where it is the only choice that is available. It’d be weird to say that there’s no choice, but there are people who do not have any other option but to do that, right? For sure.

・Have you ever had sex without love?
… … Please leave that as my answer (lol).

・Have you ever experienced an ecstasy greater than sex?
Um, no (lol).^^

・Can you live without love?
Hmm… I wonder. I think that there are cases where I can live even without love. Like if I’ve found a way to live life beyond love, or something like that. But I don’t like that though. Having love is better, otherwise it’s kind of lonely, isn’t it? It’s like you’re trying hard to go on without love.

・Are you presently in love?
… … (lol) Well, rather, I want to always be in love, not just for now. Because I don’t want to become lonely.

・What do you think of Japan’s marriage system (one husband one wife, marriage registration, etc.)?
Isn’t it fine as it is? Because it’s up to you whether you want to follow the system or not. You probably don’t have a choice if it’s something that required by law, but it’s not exactly forced, right (lol). If someone wants to do it, they can just go ahead with it, right? I think that’s probably what it is. I’ve never thought deeply about it.

・So, what about divorce?
It’s the same for this as well. However, it’s a more severe situation that getting married, and there are problems that revolve around it too, so it’s rather troublesome, isn’t it. But if splitting up is better for both parties, I think it would be better to split up even though it might be a sad thing to do so. Not just one person is suffering, but both people are probably similarly suffering. I think that this is definitely not something that happens just because of one person’s selfishness as the cause. But having everything end with just one piece of paper, it’s quite heartbreaking, isn’t it.

・Do you have any interest in drugs?
Yes but… That’s all. It’s just a mere interest.

・Have you ever fallen into a state of delirium?
Nope. That is referring to a state where I don’t even know what kind of state I’m in, right? That’s kind of scary, isn’t it, losing yourself. I suppose that’s a form of losing the balance in your mental state. Humans are fragile, so there’s definitely a part of them that fears the possibility of becoming like that somehow someday though. I suppose, luckily for me, I’ve never been like that before.

・Are you capable of throwing away your lover for the sake of your own desires?
I can’t. Desires and love can’t be measured against each other, right? Furthermore, the expression “throwing away” is distasteful.

 

Notes:

* Lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site. This particular lyric comes from Taboo.

** The original form of the question would literally translate into “Do you think your privacy is being protected?”. In present day context, this takes on a rather different meaning, thus my choice of wording.

*** “好き” was the word that was used in this question. It can be interpreted as a simple “like”, as in “I like cake”, or as “love”, as in “I love you”. The different members definitely took liberties with the possible interpretations of this word, so I went with “liked” instead of “loved”, since the “like” spectrum can also include “I like you and I want to date you” situations. [Yay for Japanese vagueness!]

^ Gender of their neighbour(s) was not specified.

^^ His answer to this question was “ない、です” with the comma indicating a moment of hesitation in his reply, thus the “Um”.

 

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Higuchi yutaka

Crumbling, melting, cracking.*

 

・What is the city of Tokyo to you?
I’m already used to it but I have the impression that it’s hectic. It’s more like a place of work than a place to live at.

・What kind of people are your neighbours?
A husband and wife and their two children. I wonder what they think of me (lol).

・What is privacy to you?
Time outside of BUCK-TICK. It’s precious time.

・Do you think that you have privacy?**
More or less…

・Are you frustrated?
I don’t have time that I can take to think about myself.

・Methods to work off frustrations?
You mean, an outlet? Drink alcohol (lol).

・Do you think that you’re a person with moral standards?
I think I’m just a normal person though…

・So, what are morals?
Standards that different people have different perceptions on… I think.

・Do you think that BUCK-TICK is being misunderstood?
Yes. Quite…

・How can this misunderstanding be resolved?
By continuing to perform our lives. There’s no other way than to continue producing “BUCK-TICK”-esque albums.

・What are prejudices to you?
It’s not something that you have of yourself, but something that others have of you.

・Are you someone with a big ego?
I don’t really know.

・Do humans need an ego?
I don’t really know.

・Do you think that cooperativeness and flexibility is needed in society?
A person can’t live alone after all, so I do think that it is necessary.

・Do you think that war will disappear from this world?
It won’t go away. Because humans are competitive by nature.

・Have you ever lost yourself by drowning in ecstasy?
Yes. It was a momentary occurrence though. I think that ecstasy is probably something that is short-lived, fleeting.

・Have you ever hated someone so much that you wanted to kill them?
No. That emotion of wanting to kill someone is too scary for me. Even if I hate someone, even if they disgust me, I’ve never thought of killing someone.

・Have you ever loved a woman to death?
I have. To the point that I’ve bent over backwards for her.

・Have you ever liked someone of the same sex?***
Nope. I’ve never had any romantic feelings (lol).

・Do you accept homosexual love?
I’ve never experienced it so I don’t know but… To me, it’s kind of gross but… It’s like the feeling of, “I guess such people do exist in this world too, huh”.

・Regarding incest?
I can’t believe it (exists).

・Can you love 2 women at the same time?
I can’t. I think that it would be a lie for me to say that I love them both. It’ll mean that I’m lying to both of them. I’d be lying to myself too.

・Have you ever loved 2 women at the same time?
I’m incapable of that.

・Have you ever thought of wanting to die?
I guess not… No matter how much I’m suffering or how troubled I feel, it’ll somehow all work out, and we’re here anyway… No matter how difficult things are, I want to live. Because, I think that I won’t be able to escape that pain even if I die.

・Regarding suicide?
I think that suicide is nothing more than running away. God definitely exists so you can’t be the one to decide if you live or die. All humans will die one day, so you shouldn’t make your own decision on when you want to die.

・Have you ever considered committing a lovers’ suicide? If the love between you and your partner cannot be fulfilled, will you choose death?
I’ve never thought of that. If I have to go as far as to choose death, then I’d prefer things to just remain as they are. Though, I personally won’t choose to commit a lovers’ suicide, but I think that this is something that can only be established if both parties agree to it. It’s not something that you can do if it’s over a one-sided and short-lived emotion.

・Have you ever had an abortion?
What a question (lol). This question, its too much^, isn’t it (lol).

・Do you agree with the idea of getting an abortion?
Depends on the time and situation. This, again, isn’t something that can be done based on one person’s decision alone. You’ll be ending a person’s life too… For me, I don’t want to agree with it. But, after all, since I’m a man, I won’t be able to understand a woman’s feelings about this.

・Have you ever had sex without love?
Yet another horrible question (lol). I’ll leave my answer as “?” (lol).

・Have you ever experienced an ecstasy greater than sex?
I don’t think there’s anything greater than having sex with the person you love. So for me, it’s a no.

・Can you live without love?
I can’t. I have a lot of love in me, and it is not only limited to the love that I have exclusively for women… For me to not dry up, I really want to cherish the feeling of loving anything and everything. Be it brotherly love, friendship, or even BUCK-TICK. It’s like… I think that if my love for all of these things disappear, won’t I be the one who suffers the most in the end? That’s why, if there’s no love, I can’t live. I think it’s a very important emotion.

・Are you presently in love?
In that sense, I’m always in love.

・What do you think of Japan’s marriage system (one husband one wife, marriage registration, etc.)?
Nothing in particular… Or rather, I think that people who want to get married will get married even without considering the system, and those who don’t want to won’t anyway… Even with regards to marriage registration, I think that it’s just another kind of formality but it’s something that people will carry out if they want to. If they don’t want to, isn’t it enough as long as the couple considers themselves as husband and wife? Because I think that there are people who have registered but aren’t actually husband and wife. In short, it’s about the feelings between the couple. That’s the most important thing.

・So, what about divorce?
I think that this is an issue regarding the couple’s feelings. Because a person’s feelings doesn’t change as simply as getting a scrap of paper and then declaring “Alright, from today on, we’re strangers”. Though the arrival at that point is the result of the build up of all kinds of emotions in each of them. But no one gets married with the thought of getting a divorce.

・Do you have any interest in drugs?
I do. I do but… I’m not so interested that I’d break the law for it. Because, well… isn’t it a crime after all? No way.

・Have you ever fallen into a state of delirium?
I’ve never. Though I don’t quite know what kind of state would be considered as delirium.

・Are you capable of throwing away your lover for the sake of your own desires?
I can’t. Because I can’t compare my desires with my lover.

 

Notes:

* Lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site. This particular lyric comes from the song Tokyo.

** The original form of the question would literally translate into “Do you think your privacy is being protected?”. In present day context, this takes on a rather different meaning, thus my choice of wording.

*** “好き” was the word that was used in this question. It can be interpreted as a simple “like”, as in “I like cake”, or as “love”, as in “I love you”. The different members definitely took liberties with the possible interpretations of this word, so I went with “liked” instead of “loved”, since the “like” spectrum can also include “I like you and I want to date you” situations. [Yay for Japanese vagueness!]

^ The actual comment here was “鬼ですね”. While “鬼” is commonly used as a noun to refer to devils, ogres, and other not so nice (or nice, depending on your preferences) supernatural beings, in this case, it is being used as an adjective. To compare something to “鬼” would normally mean that you’re calling it evil, fiendish, demonic, and other words along those lines, but that doesn’t quite sound right in English, even if that’s the implied meaning that he wants to give. It turns out that “鬼” is also another form of intensifiers (like ‘very’, ‘really’, ‘super’, etc.). And for this reason, I decided to go with the term “too much”.

 

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Yagami Toll

People dance, then they sleep.*

・What is the city of Tokyo to you?
It’s clearly a place of work. I want to eventually go back to Gunma. In the first place, I only came to Tokyo to play in a band. I don’t want to live here for the rest of my life. If I’m going to die, I’d definitely go back to Gunma.

・Is Tokyo a utopia to you?
Wrong. I don’t think that utopias exist in this world.

・What kind of people are your neighbours?
A regular husband and wife with two kids. We only see each other on occasion but when we do, we’ll just nod to each other in passing.

・What is privacy to you?
It’s definitely my rest time to me. When I’m with BUCK-TICK, there’s some kind of tension from somewhere so I’d be thinking that I definitely want to stay awake. So with that kind of a reaction, I have this strong thought of wanting to laze around and just space out when things aren’t like that.

・Do you think that you have privacy?**
When I go home, I have my privacy. And I have a reason for wanting to keep my privacy too, so that is why I’ve been using a stage name right from the start. When I am Yagami Toll, I’m not the same person as the one at home.

・Methods to work off frustrations?
If you do stupid things and kick up a fuss you’ll work off quite a bit (lol).

・Do you think that you’re a person with moral standards?
I don’t know about myself. It doesn’t matter what others think of me, but there isn’t a single good person who would proclaim that they’re a moral person (lol).

・Do you think that BUCK-TICK is being misunderstood?
I think that’s probably the case. People do say certain things to us, although politely.

・How can this misunderstanding be resolved?
By naturally continuing what we’re doing. That’s the only thing we can do.

・What are prejudices to you?
This is from the perspective of BUCK-TICK though. We’re not a band that has prejudices, right. I believe that this is the character of the band, so do hold more and more prejudices (lol).

・Are you someone with a big ego?
I wonder… I really don’t know if it’s big or not in my case though. My ego as an artist is probably big. Because I think that no matter how great a drummer someone may be, they won’t be able to exude the presence that I have, and only I can drum the way that I do.

・Do humans need an ego?
Whether it’s big or small, it depends on the person, but to me, those who have an ego have confidence. I think that applies to myself too. Since I’m a musician, if I don’t have that kind of precision for what I do, I can’t distinctly bring out my personality. I don’t think that I’m an egoist though.

・Do you think that cooperativeness and flexibility is needed in society?
Humans can’t live alone so it’s necessary after all, but I don’t think that there’s a need to force yourself to fit in.

・Do you think that war will disappear from this world?
As long as humans have a fighting instinct, it won’t go away.

・Have you ever lost yourself by drowning in ecstasy?
I wonder… I might’ve experienced it before.

・Have you ever hated someone so much that you wanted to kill them?
In the past, yes. Around three times (lol). When I was more hot blooded I’d get pissed quickly. But since I’m reasonable, it was alright (lol).

・Have you ever loved a woman to death?
Never.

・Have you ever liked someone of the same sex?***
In terms of friendship, I’ve often found myself liking them.

・Do you accept homosexual love?
Well, since such people exist, it’s alright, isn’t it? I don’t really know much about it though.

・Regarding incest?
Those kinds of people do exist, don’t they… Though it’s unbelievable.

・Can you love 2 women at the same time?
… … … I guess I don’t think I can after all…

・Have you ever loved 2 women at the same time?
Yes. If the capacity of my love is 100, it was nicely divided into 50 and 50.

・Have you ever thought of wanting to die?
No… I think. I’m very afraid of death, so I won’t think of wanting to die so easily.

・Regarding suicide?
Death is a very scary thing for me, so I don’t want to so readily choose death. Though I suppose that there are people who unexpectedly do it…

・Have you ever considered committing a lovers’ suicide? If the love between you and your partner cannot be fulfilled, will you choose death?
After all, I can’t choose death, so I’ve never thought of it.

・Have you ever had an abortion?
No. I’ve never.

・Do you agree with the idea of getting an abortion?
I don’t agree. I don’t want to agree.

・Have you ever experienced an ecstasy greater than sex?
Probably.

・Have you ever had sex without love?
Well, I wonder (lol). But when doing it, I do love. Can something like this be said?

・Can you live without love?
I don’t think that I can. Because I don’t think that humans can live in solitude.

・Are you presently in love?
I am.

・What do you think of Japan’s marriage system (one husband one wife, marriage registration, etc.)?
I think that you just can’t do anything about it. Because Japan is just that particular about formalities. I don’t think that I’m particular when it comes to formalities, but I’ve never done this before, so I don’t know.

・So, what about divorce?
I guess it can’t be helped… I think, but after all, I’ve never done it before, so I really don’t know.

・Do you have any interest in drugs?
I do. My interest is in finding out just what caused the change in the music scene, what caused a change in The Beatles, along those lines.

・Have you ever fallen into a state of delirium?
I have.

・When, and in what situation?
It was the time when I just came to Tokyo, but my stomach was so empty, I was so hungry but I had no choice and I was sucking on Halls (candy), drinking green tea, smoking cigarettes and I ended up like that. It’s a true story. Really. I couldn’t sleep and I started hearing voices. That was horrible.

・Are you capable of throwing away your lover for the sake of your own desires?
I might be able to.

・Can you concretely illustrate that object of desire?
Like if I ended up falling for another woman… (lol)

 

Notes:

* Lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site. This particular lyric comes from Just One More Kiss.

** The original form of the question would literally translate into “Do you think your privacy is being protected?”. In present day context, this takes on a rather different meaning, thus my choice of wording.

*** “好き” was the word that was used in this question. It can be interpreted as a simple “like”, as in “I like cake”, or as “love”, as in “I love you”. The different members definitely took liberties with the possible interpretations of this word, so I went with “liked” instead of “loved”, since the “like” spectrum can also include “I like you and I want to date you” situations. [Yay for Japanese vagueness!]

 

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Group Interview

TABOO, which was recorded in London, was finally released on January 18. What kind of emotions did they put into this work that foretells a sensation!?

Contrary to the showy appearance of BUCK-TICK’s 5 members, their 3rd album, named TABOO, is relatively dark. What feels truly ephemeral might be the words that were put together or the spectacles that were imagined, bringing forth that desire for destruction, that distrust, and that insanity, which are hidden in the depths of human beings, more so than the mild, tender, warmth of God and love. Perhaps that is exactly what BUCK-TICK needs now. If a single human questions their own existence, life, and death…… That is something that is truly fleeting, yet terrifying after all.

―― First, please share the image that you had in mind for BUCK-TICK’s 3rd album before you went to London to record it.

U-ta (U): We listened to Imai-kun’s demo tape whenever we had time, and while we were on the move, we tend to have meetings among us members in the car, so it was early on when we managed to put the images of each song together into one. Of course, there were parts that were changed after we went to London, but it was made exactly the way they were in Imai-kun’s demo tape. How do I say this… I guess the composer’s ideas were easily conveyed to everyone.

Imai (I): It’s specifically because compared to before, the recording equipment like the rhythm box and whatnot have gotten better (smiles). Somehow, I think the nuances are now more easily understandable.

―― So, that is to say, that the arrangement has more or less already been decided upon in the composer’s mind.

I: Compared to before, quite so. Though in the sense that I can reproduce the sounds in my head.

Toll (T): Though in the demos, Imai-kun is the one singing so the image is a little different, isn’t it, like an indies impression (smiles). It’s just that I somehow had the thought that it would turn out to be even more maniacal, but I once again felt that, if the 5 of us were to do it, this is something that basically wouldn’t change, even if we went to London and added in a producer.

Hide (H): I guess, I, too, thought that it might possibly become more maniacal… I thought that it would be great if it did.

I: Dark. Hard. Thrilling. Melodic. Discordant. The imagery that those words created are what I first had in mind. Not only is it because this is our 3rd album, but we’ve also wanted to create something dark since some time ago.

―― Are such words always floating around in Imai-kun’s head?

I: Somehow, I’m always thinking about them.

―― When you mention ‘maniacal’, are you referring to the technical side of things?

Ani^ (T): That’s not all. Especially considering our super tight schedule for SEVENTH HEAVEN, we only had 5 hours of rehearsals!    Like, we decided that we’d take more time and do it carefully this time around.

―― What is Acchan’s image of the 3rd album?

Atsushi (A): Definitely dark. Actually, I’ve already had that image even before we made SEVENTH HEAVEN, but when we tried putting it together, it’s pop, isn’t it?    So I guess that kind of recoil does happen too. I wanted to bring out the heavy things that come from inside.

U: Like my elder brother said earlier, this was the first time that we had a producer on board with us, in addition to it being our first time recording overseas. It’s not like we didn’t have our insecurities, all of us. But I believe that the image that each of us had for each of the songs were solidified into one through our meetings. Furthermore, what we were anxious about was that we did not want it to be completely imbued in the producer’s colours, so I think that a concrete image and a certain extent of the arrangement was already firmly understood by the 5 of us before we even started recording.

T: However, it was quite tough that we did not have much time for rehearsals at all, but I guess it’s because we did things the way we wanted to. So the producer took on an advisory role instead.

A: The way we think with “Let’s do this song like this!”, it didn’t really change much even when we were in London. The tension was exceedingly high.

U: Because even if we can’t communicate in words, we’re able to make the sounds with our mouths (smiles).

―― A human sampling machine (smiles).

U: Yes, yes.

―― But if you can’t communicate with words, doesn’t that mean that it’s rather vexing that you can’t convey the minute nuances with your own words?

I: When I try to pass the image of the sound in my head through an interpretation, the nuance changes subtly. And being unable to put that in words even though I understand that, it’s quite…… Maddening.

H: It takes time. Like I wish this was in Japanese, or I wish I could speak English.

A: We didn’t have time to rehearse, and the lyrics weren’t done yet too. When it comes to time-sensitive things, I get irritable though. And I’m always irritated and annoyed so…

―― Within all of that, what were the things that you did not want to lose sight of, or did not lose sight of?

A: That feeling of “Let’s do this!”. We’re not being instructed by someone over this and that, so I think that each one of us firmly held on to what we imagined to make sure that we ended up completely satisfied.

―― Was that something that you kept in mind until the very end?

A: Yeah. Because the only thing that we really hated was being swept along by the schedule.

―― This dark image was something that both Imai-kun and Acchan brought up, but could it be that the 2 of you have discussed about the image before?

I: We didn’t especially talk about it just between the two of us, right? Like SEVENTH HEAVEN’s “heaven” and “angel(s)” and so on. Back then, the both of us were surprised that we were both thinking of the same things too though. This time too, there wasn’t really anything spoken of beforehand.

―― Even so, this 3rd album of yours is dark, isn’t it? Furthermore, it’s ephemeral and sorrowful, and so on. Or is it the darkness that seems to come from cutting your chest open with a knife. In particular, the content of the lyrics really comes at you. Right from the very first song, ICONOCLASM. Running away from reality, or questioning the existence of humans, and so on. EMBRYO isn’t abstract, but instead, it quite directly sings about abortion. Even that alone is heavy, isn’t it. If I were to put it in extreme terms, I’d say that even the madness that is hidden in the depths of humans is felt though.

I: Within me is this word, “TABOO”. I guess, somehow, this word, it isn’t any one specific thing, but it is something that is born from the words “hard” and “dark”. And I did ask the members whether it would be good to make “TABOO” the title of the album though. So I think that common point that I have with Acchan is just that word, “TABOO”.

―― Even if that’s all there is, couldn’t it become an album concept?

I: I’ve never thought of making an album with a concept in the first place. If you asked me which one had more of a concept, I’d say that it’s SEVENTH HEAVEN, and that, you can see from those keywords alone that “HEAVEN” was the concept.

A: Be it the content of SEX FOR YOU, or EMBRYO, those vaguely came to me while we were in Tokyo, but at that time, the word “TABOO” came from Imai. SEX does become “TABOO” in certain cases, and EMBRYO does become “TABOO” in certain situations as well after all. “TABOO” is a word that captures everything. If you gave TOKYO an image of destruction, it applies too. I think that “TABOO” can include anything and everything.

―― Could it be that you were inspired by this “TABOO” that Imai-kun brought up?

A: Hm… I wonder. Though on my own, I did wonder about what situations are considered as “TABOO”.

―― Did Imai-kun come up with lyrics from the word “TABOO” as a basis as well?

I: I’m thinking that I want to change how I’ve been thus far. That’s always been the case, but I don’t want to write about the continuation of what we’ve had so far. I do want to make different kinds of music too, and I write by starting with the melody. I personally think that I’d want it to be something that comes of a natural change.

―― What about Ani?    Though you’ve said that you’ve written it in Acchan’s image.

T: There was that, and the image of London too. But I didn’t really keep the word “TABOO” in mind. Just naturally, with all I had (smiles).

―― In this dark album, the very last track, Just One More Kiss, was pretty much the only source light, the one that lets us breathe a sigh of relief with a sense of “ah, I’m saved”. It was recorded in Tokyo and was released as a single hit song too, so how did you add that song in?    Without that song, the album would’ve ended in empty thoughts. In distress.

I: We thought of having TABOO as the last song, but Acchan said that if that was the last song, “I’ll die, y’know” and “That’s painful, y’know”. I guess we have to save the listeners’ emotions or it would be bad. So the last song became Just One More Kiss.

T: It’s like a founding song (smiles). Even though we didn’t compose it with that in mind.

A: But when you look at that song from the perspective of sound quality, that’s the only place where you can put it in. Not to mention, if it was placed as the first song, it would’ve ended up concluding the album. For me, I wanted to put Just One More Kiss into the album as an extra or a bonus. Like, I don’t think that this song will make a turn the end. Since it’s a good song, the thought of wanting the song to end as it is was strong. And that’s why, I thought that the number one, best way was to have the album TABOO end once with the song TABOO, and then have Just One More Kiss come alive after it in that order.

―― So you didn’t consider the possibility of not including Just One More Kiss in the album.

A: With or without it, TABOO is TABOO. I don’t think that this dark and heavy tone will change.

―― I believe that what mostly gets captured is BUCK-TICK’s flashy and colourful side. With your songs being poppy and melodious, and such. However, your 3rd album is hard and dark. Releasing such an album at this point in time makes me read deeply into it, and I wonder if perhaps you made this move on the volition that you want to completely override the image that you’ve built up thus far and change things. This isn’t a strategic part but a mental and emotional area, isn’t it?

H: We’ve released something new, something that we’ve never done before, but our intention isn’t to reject or throw away whatever we’ve done thus far. I think that what is left behind is what will persist, and what is uniquely BUCK-TICK. It’s just that the only things that are different are the parts that are hard and dark.

I: I guess you could say that those are simply the parts that couldn’t be seen before, or that we’ve never shown before.

A: I wanted to change, but it was neither a duty nor a strategy, it was just my own wilfulness. Ever since the period of time when we were recording SEVENTH HEAVEN, what I wanted to do became clear to me, and this vague sense came into realisation in the form of TABOO. I wanted to do something dark and hard, and that, I was able to do. It’s not about changing because I wanted to change, or override, or change the circumstances around me. It was simply me wanting to change myself for the sake of doing what I want to do.

I: Though, rather than changing, it’s more like different parts, the parts that we’ve never shown before but are showing now.

―― But I believe that with this album, there are many who are saying that BUCK-TICK has changed, aren’t there?

I: It’ll definitely be so.

U: I think that there are pros and cons to that…

A: We wanted to do what we wanted to do.

I: Just like our previous work, you can’t predict what’s coming next. BUCK-TICK will continue to change. Even in this album, we haven’t shown everything that we’ve got, so naturally, there are pros and cons, I believe.

 

Notes:

^ I think there might’ve been an error here since they referred to Toll as トール (Tōru) instead of アニイ (Anī) in the earlier part of the article and after this part as well.

^^ U-ta refers to Toll as アニキ (Aniki) here instead of アニイ (Anī), thus the decision to use ‘elder brother’ instead of Ani.

 

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Album Interview

 

“We wanted to produce an album that you won’t be able to understand no matter how much you listen to it.”

This was what Sakurai Atsushi said of the album TABOO. Listening to it, the words and the melody grow familiar to the body and the heart, but perhaps, the part that we’ll never understand no matter how much we listen to it is the elusive unconscious mind that is hidden in this album. Before the release date (January 18), in a state without music nor words, that was all that I had in mind as I conducted the interview.

The theme behind this album, entitled TABOO, may just be the imagination that even the band members themselves are unaware of. The personal interviews, which grew from those thoughts, first started with me asking the band questions that came to mind based on the word “TABOO”, and the lyrics and melodies that I heard. Because my impression of “TABOO” is rather impulsive, the questions turned out to be quite extreme, but the result is as you’ve seen.

Since the members will be talking about the themes and explanations behind each song in the next issue, we’ll unveil a little of the ambiguous existence of TABOO through their inner thoughts.

Firstly, the “lyrics”. These are not just the use of extreme words or the telling of a superficial story. Deep in them hides a human’s insanity, desire for destruction, and distrust. The ego and desire that a person does not want to show to others. The contrasting purity and beauty. The honest feelings that one has for love. All of these “coexist” in this album, but it does not lean heavily into one side or the other. In an instant, they come together while separating, and separate while coming together.

For example, in SILENT NIGHT, there is a line that says “I want to kill it all with my own hand [kono te de koroshite shimaitai]”.

Because he wishes to remain as they are, just the two of them, because he loves, he stops time, life, and existence to trap this love in eternity. Such ferocity and violence and pureness is insanity turning into beauty in that instant.

“Just like that    Closing off the world”

How romantic, how terrifying. Even though death is definitely not the equivalent of eternity.

Confused, losing his mind, running away from reality. Sakurai Atsushi writes about these things in plain simple words.

Contrasting him is Imai Hisashi who writes fanciful lyrics with his imagination. (This time, Yagami Toll has also provided the lyrics for one of the songs and he said that they were written in the image of “Sakurai Atsushi”.)

In the balance of these two, vocalist Sakurai Atsushi changes his voice and singing technique (method of expression), enhances the image of the songs, and changes his countenance. Even using both sighs and screams.

In a previous interview, Sakurai said, “Frustration has become the theme of the lyrics, but I want to write about what’s behind that hunger and desire. But I’m still unable to express them well enough for my words to be considered as rock lyrics”, but on the contrary, it feels as if the straighter and more direct and frank he gets, the closer we get to the hidden, unseen theme of TABOO.

SEX FOR YOU relates to the production of life and human potential.

With EMBRYO, it’s abortion.

J is about madness. While for TABOO, a lovers’ suicide.

No matter how many times you listen to this album, each of the songs is enclosed in the wide frame of TABOO in my arbitrary interpretation. Perhaps, it could be said that these cast doubt over human nature and our existence. With that backlash, they may be escaping into love and death…… and so on. As we move from one to the next, to what they call “the dark side of wishes and desires”, thoughts run around and around. “An album that you won’t be able to understand no matter how much you listen to it”. Perhaps the meaning behind these words is the descent into such a state of confusion……

“BUCK-TICK is a band that will continue to change.”

“This is an album that shows what we’ve never shown before.”

“You can’t predict what’s coming next.”

And so on.

From their words, it sounds like BUCK-TICK is a band that cannot be captured in one single portrayal, but as expected, these 5 who reject being represented by one image have once again impressed themselves with an ever-changing image that only BUCK-TICK is capable of with this album, TABOO.

“Uniquely BUCK-TICK”. This is what they always say, and as they shine with a new light, they change.

Their showy, flashy roots. Their poppy, melodious songs. These are the different words that they have been described with thus far.

They are not tied down by these words, neither are they fixated on them.

Depending on how light hits a prism in which new cuts are engraved, the way the light gets reflected and the colours that are produced changes too. It seems like BUCK-TICK is much like this, continuing to shine a new light from one work to the next.

Right after they were done with producing this album last September, they switched their minds back to their previous work and leapt into their SEVENTH HEAVEN tour. They did say that “As players, we want to play new songs as soon as possible”, and they would soon have the chance to. The ones who have been waiting most impatiently for it are without a doubt, the members themselves (after all, they have been waiting for 4 months).

On the 19th and 20th of January next year, they will, for the first time, perform the songs from TABOO at Nippon Budokan. It would seem that they will build the stage with an image that completely differs from the flashy, visual, and highly effective SEVENTH HEAVEN TOUR.

A dark, hard, beautiful, yet ephemeral world is where BUCK-TICK’s new potential is headed towards.

I can’t help but feel that by giving this album a name like TABOO, they are saying that there really is no such thing as a “taboo” in this world.

Right after the interview ended, I stopped the tape recorder, and as I said, “This album is so fleeting, so painful, so very heartrending after all”, Sakurai Atsushi, with that piercing gaze of his, said this in a languid tone.

“It’s alright. Because we’re deeper than that.”

 

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Live Report

Act 2 | Secret Gigs 4 Nights Report
BUCK-TICK NIGHT 1988 Nov. 20th

BUCK-TICK has made an appearance, taking time out of their busy schedule while in the middle of their SEVENTH HEAVEN tour to do so. The excitement of the 500 lucky people was at its climax even before the performance started.

There were many girls standing outside the stage door at Power Station with their umbrellas open, all eagerly waiting for the venue to open at 5:30 P.M.. And at 3:30pm, the members of BUCK-TICK arrived at 3:30 P.M. in all of this.

November 20th is right smack in the middle of their SEVENTH HEAVEN tour, which began soon after their return from London. The band’s fatigue was probably at its peak, but the moment they entered, they immediately started rehearsing. Backstage, I said, “I’ve listened to it, TABOO. Acchan’s passionate voice is great”, and to that, I was told with a grin, “It’s also been said to sound begrudging”.

After getting their makeup done, they started the show 10 minutes behind schedule. Before they went through the door on the side of the stage, Yuta shouted, “Alright*!!”. From that moment, all 5 of their faces tightened in concentration. I can’t help but be impressed by their focus and how quickly the band’s mood switches over. It was if their noisy, laidback selves from just a moment ago were never there.

They were welcomed with loud cheers, and their first song was VICTIMS OF LOVE. After a longer than usual guitar solo by Imai, the song began with moans of Atsushi’s voice. It was a hard opening that slathered the entire hall in B-T’s world in an instant. HYPER LOVE and SEXUAL XXXXX! attacked suddenly in waves. The floor was an onbeat dance paradise from the get-go.

For the first time in a long while, they played PLASTIC SYNDROME II, and after it ended, Atsushi spoke. “Today is a day of celebration for B-PASS, so we were wondering about what we should do, but we were in the middle of a tour and we couldn’t come up with anything. So we’ll do what we normally do.”   “Cheers to B-PASS and everyone (here)!” As he said that, he showered the floor with water from his cup, and then, they started the second half of their show. In the heat, the temperature in the hall rose, and Atsushi shook his mic multiple times, draining moisture from it and left the buttons on his shirt open. He looked like he was feeling very warm. During the bridge of IN HEAVEN, the interaction between Atsushi and Imai as they sat down got the audience excited. In his MC, Atsushi sounded worried as he said, “Even if you tell me that it’s tough and so on, it’s worrying, so please control yourselves”. But by this time, there were already 2 or 3 people who had to be carried out.

During the 2nd song of their encore, FLY HIGH, the audience sang the chorus together with the band. As the audiences’ voices were not growing loud enough, Ani endlessly played his snare drum. Atsushi even laughed as he said, “You’re not listening to what Ani is saying!”.

The second encore had TO SEARCH, followed by JUST ONE MORE KISS. After that, the final encore song was an indies track, MOON LIGHT. They performed a total of 15 songs. After it ended, almost all of the 500 people on the floor were drenched in sweat as they stood still for a while, as if in a daze. One warning. Don’t throw things onto the stage!    A ring or something hard hit Atsushi under his eye and that’s really dangerous.

 

* Actual text is ヨーシ (yoーshi).

 

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Translation: Yoshiyuki
Scans: morgianasama on LiveJournal

 

 

ISSAY Personal Interview

BUCK-TICK Club #29
1995

In Russian

 

 

ISSAY has taken part in the song, “Itoshi no Rock Star (愛しのロック・スター / My Favorite Rock Star)” from BUCK-TICK’s new album Six/Nine. His sudden guest appearance at Liquid Room on 14 May roused the audience and their eyes were glued to the bewitching performance on stage.

This particular interview was recorded before his performance at Nippon Budokan on 17 May and we were once again spellbound by their perfectly synchronised staging later on.

 

 

 

ーー What led to your participation as guest vocals this album of BUCK-TICK’s?

I got a call from Atsushi-kun (smiles).

ーー (Smiles). He personally… said he wanted you to do it?

Mmhm. There was a call which went something like, ‘I wonder if you’ll do it~”.

ーー Wasn’t that a time when you still didn’t know anything about the lyrics and all that!?

Before I knew anything about it… I said I’d do it, but since I haven’t heard what kind of song it is, I did say that I’d like to hear it once though.

ーー Have there been incidents when you decided “I apologise but I can’t do this after all” because of the lyrics?

If the lyrics are by Atsushi-kun that’s impossible though. … But Atsushi-kun was particularly concerned about that. Like I got a call where he said, “Maybe you might find the lyrics disagreeable”, and I said, “Anyway, if you show me the lyrics I’d be able to answer that for you, so”. Then, when he showed it to me, they were really great lyrics, aren’t they? Whatever Atsushi-kun wants to sing about now is being directly expressed and I thought that they were good lyrics. I was glad that he’d let me sing such wonderful lyrics too, you know. I immediately called him and told him that I’d be more than pleased to do it.

ーー During recording, did you think about how you wanted to sing it and things like that?

We didn’t think about anything at all in the beginning. Anyway, I was also really troubled over how we should sing it but… Atsushi-kun was also being thoughtful for me and he said “Please take it easy”, so… I thought, well, I’d take it easy too then. We did it a number of times, trying different singing styles, but… We thought of doing it in a very straightforward manner, and we recorded 2, 3 takes of singing in that straight manner… And then we gave that an OK. After that, they were combining those 2, 3 takes together, so I went to the bar room with Atsushi-kun and chatted with him while drinking, but just then, he said to me that he really liked the song “Itoshi no MAX” which I released as a single. He didn’t say much about that, so I asked, “Could it be that Atsushi-kun wanted to sing like I did in ‘Itoshi no MAX’?”, and he said, “It’s nice, isn’t it, that song” (smiles). So I said, “Well, let’s try doing that once then”. I told him, “We have the edited version anyway, so we can just give it a try and if it doesn’t work, just toss it out”. So we went back into the studio once more and I said, “Well, let’s sing now”. … The singing style for “Itoshi no MAX” is quite a playful one, so when we sang like that, it went well, we liked it, and we got an OK in one take. So those that we did before this one got rejected. Like, what? If he said so right from the start it would’ve been good (smiles).

ーー (Smiles). So I see. You appeared for a guest performance on 14 May at Liquid Room, but how did you feel looking at the B-T fans’ reactions from the moment ISSAY-san came on stage until you left? Did you feel discomfort or anything like that?

Nope, they were very friendly people, so I felt like I was welcomed there. The atmosphere just flowed along like that from the moment when Atsushi-kun introduced me, so it was really easy for me to step out… It was really fun. I thought that they were an audience who possessed a nice power.

ーー I see. Well then, a word or a message to Sakurai-san…

I’m very honoured and happy that you’d have me participate in this manner this time around and… I think that it’d be nice if we could have these kinds of back-and-forths with each other with more ease. Appearing on BUCK-TICK’s lives have been exceptionally stimulating too, and since we came to stand together on stage without any prior arrangements, we sang while looking into each other’s eyes, while watching to see what each other’s next move would be… We both performed with an extraordinary amount of emotional strength. I think that there are only a scarce few vocalists who possess a tension like that… I was really happy, and I’d like to perform such an enjoyable live again, so let us continue our relations.

ーー A word or a message to the members of BUCK-TICK’s fan club…

I’ve said this earlier as well, but I do think that the power of the audience when I performed at Liquid Room was wonderful. … Which is why I think that it’d be great if the audience took pride in that as an audience. And I think that BUCK-TICK, which has brought together such an audience, is a wonderful band. If there are any other opportunities [for us to meet] in future, please treat me well (smiles). And please listen to DER ZIBET too (smiles).

ーー (Smiles). And your thoughts on BUCK-TICK’s current album…

I think that this time’s album is one where a nice madness coexists with the spirit of rock. For them to do this with surging power and for the album to have something like that as a major release in this point of time, I think that it’s amazing and… I really like it.

ーー What about ISSAY-san’s activities going forward?

Our 11th album was released and the tour which followed has just concluded so… If there’s anything coming up… I hope you’d listen to it. … I think it’s a great album. After this, DER ZIBET will probably start recording for our next album, so I think that our next album will be released early next year. When that happens, again, please do listen to it.

ーー Will do. Thank you very much for today.

 

 

 

 

 

Translation: Yoshiyuki
Scans: kamen of the BUCK-TICK Discord

 

 

Decadence and Its Immortality

Morrie (Creature Creature) X Sakurai Atsushi (BUCK-TICK)

 

Ongaku to Hito
September 2006

Text by Ishii Eriko
Photographs by Kasai Chikashi
Hair & Make-up by Araki Hisako (Octbre), Okazai Kaori (Fat’s Berry)
Styling by Kobayashi Junko

 

 

I think my desire to immortalise myself is very strong(Morrie)
My fascination for it gets turned into song. I can sing about it numerous times, over and over(Sakurai)

Well, I don’t suppose you need any explanation. I hope you’d read each and every word of this interview carefully and thoroughly. Transitioning from DEAD END to a solo artist, the claws of solitude have left scars on Morrie and after 11 years, he has returned to the scene with Creature Creature. Today, it’s him and Sakurai Atsushi of BUCK-TICK; a band who has just embarked on its 21st year of activity. The God of Gothic and the Demon King of Decadence. This is where they meet.

 

 

 

 

―― What was it like when the both of you first met?

Morrie (M): Well, we debuted in the same period, and we were signed with the same record company, weren’t we? But if we’re talking about when we properly met, [it was that] one time when he asked us onto a radio show. That was the very first time, wasn’t it?

Sakurai Atsushi (S): You’re right. Because early on, we 5 in BUCK-TICK hosted a radio show and we were told that we could ask anyone we liked to be our guest on the show. But in fact, when Morrie-san and JOE-san came I got soooo excited that I ended up saying something rude.

M: Really?   What did you say?

S: Oh, no, no, if you’ve forgotten then it’s perfectly fine (smiles). It didn’t [come out] right. On the inside, I was thinking, “That wasn’t what I meant at all, but for some reason, what I said came out different.”

M: Hahaha. But I don’t have any bad memories [of that occasion] at all. I remember that scenario well. Sakurai-kun, and also Yuta was speaking too, right? The other three didn’t say a word.

S: Because we were about to end it, that program (smiles).

M: And when I went solo and released my second album, I was once again asked to appear on a radio show as a guest.

S: Yes, yes, I remember that. We were asked to be guests on NACK-5’s radio show and spoke about it together.

M: And we started meeting after that?   I think.

S: After that…… No, we once bumped into each other at a bar¹ somewhere. But whatever it is, that was already ten plus years ago.

M: Yeah. Anyway, firstly, I actually didn’t say thank you to Sakurai-kun, did I? When I released my solo best of album² last year, Sakurai-kun sent me a piece of writing².

S: No, no, no, it’s ridiculous (smiles).

M: I was simply amazed by that. He wrote something along the lines of “Even now, I want you to sing” and that made me so happy. Hearing that Sakurai-kun listened to DEAD END and my solo work, it’s surprising, isn’t it?

S: Ah, really?   No, but I quite………… Well, I like [it] (smiles). I like [it] a lot!

M: Hahaha!   But speaking of BUCK-TICK, Sakurai-kun has Sakurai-kun’s own world, doesn’t he? There’s an unshakeable Sakurai World.

―― That’s just like Morrie-san too. I think that both of your lyrics are pioneers in Japan’s gothic rock music, which leads me to wonder how you established such a worldview around 20 years ago when there was no one who came before you.

M: Hmm…… What was it like back then? I read a lot of horror and sci-fi, and the images I got from those came out vividly, I think. Also, when I was young, how do I put this…… There are also times when my impulsiveness comes out in full force, like the desire to destroy everything. So, it’s an impulse, and it’s also all intuition, isn’t it?

S: It’s the same for me. It’s not as if I was influenced by someone with my lyrics. In the beginning, I had a look at all sorts of lyrics from different people, but in the end, it’s not something that is mine. So, I’m with Morrie-san; it’s intuition. Just, intuition.

―― Both of your lyrics have an especially significant “what happened” kind of unexplainable and fantastical aspect in them too.

M: In my case, at least, well, they’re abstract so it can’t be helped that people think like this, but my lyrics are all material.

―― Ah, really?

M: Yeah. Like having had a hell of an argument with my wife (all laughing). That’s what they start from. When I listen to the music over and over, keywords or words that will turn into lyrics will pop up in my head. During those moments, if I’m right in the middle of, say, a very heated argument with my wife, these [life] events would naturally come out through my own filter. That’s why, no matter how fantastical it may appear, the process of writing it is pretty close to everyday life. That’s the norm, isn’t it?   Then again…… I’ve never had such a conversation with other vocalists before, to begin with (smiles).

S: That’s true (smiles). But I’m like that too.

―― Do you consciously work on eliminating as many realistic³ words as possible during the songwriting process?

S: No, there’s none of that, is there? Besides, working in realistic³ words can make things interesting too. It’s not as if I’m looking to use words that no one knows.

M: For me, the ideal is have the song end in what sounds like meaningless chanting. Because even if lyrics do not exist, it’ll make the music sound good. But when it comes to Japanese music, I often get let down by the lyrics even though the melody is pretty good. That’s, well, probably because of preferences, though. But on the other hand, I do want to hear about the current trends in Japan.

―― Hmm, I guess these days, most of them are the types who vent about their worries and distress.

M: Vent their worries?   Huuh. And what do these people do after venting?

―― They vent, and then move forward; something like that, I suppose.

M: Aren’t they rather positive, then?

S: Nfufufufu. Yes.

M: Well, I guess I get it but…… I don’t know, isn’t that a happy ending after all (lol).

S: It seems that this is preferred, isn’t it? I suppose if [the message of] “but let’s do our best anyway” isn’t in there, no one will listen [to the songs] (smiles).

M: It’s always been that way, right? That’s how we all pandered [to people]. But personally, I prefer unhappy endings. Always have.

S: Ah, I’m with you on that. That’s true. 

M: Be it movies or novels, I love unhappy endings where there’s absolutely no way to turn things around in the end. That’s perfectly my type of thing. Because when things conclude with a happy ending, it’s so blindingly white that it feels like I’m being told a lie. This [perception] is like an instinct which has been cultivated in me ever since I was a child. A sensitivity. This is just how it is. And yet the world seeks happiness and salvation⁶ from someplace else, doesn’t it? Of course, I, too, have my own forms of relief⁶, but to close things off with a “let’s do our best”――

S: Makes you say, “I want a refund!,” doesn’t it?

M: Sure does. Sakurai-kun’s lyrics, too, can be said to be of both Eros and Thanatos⁴, but the Thanatos side is most certainly stronger. Because the deathwish⁵ dominates. I believe that it’s definitely right that these grotesque parts, and this cardinal lust for aggression comes out when you compose. Because it is Thanatos that is the root of humanity. But while it’s fine to turn your aggression towards the outside world, if you over do it and reach your limits, that energy will flip around and turn on you. And it’s rough when that desire for aggression comes back to you, isn’t it? You’ll become self-destructive and start attacking yourself. You’d lose the ability to say that the world is bad and start to believe that you’re the one to blame. When you wind up in that position, death is definitely the only thing that lies ahead of you, so there’s no other choice except to die. At such a moment, how do you survive without resorting to suicide―― Using this as an extreme case, that’s the problem here.

―― The word “死 (death)” often appears in both of your lyrics, but I don’t see it as a  simply affirmation of death. I get the feeling that that’s not all there is. That there’s something else.

M: …… That there’s something else behind death?

S: …… I think there’s nothing else (soft smile). But I think it’s still good to play with that as a word. It may be inappropriate to say we’re playing with it, but there’s a sweetness to it, isn’t there? A sweetness that the word itself possesses, or something.

M: Because words are just words, aren’t they? It’s not as if you’d die just by saying “death”.

S: But if you were to take it seriously, I guess it would be excessively dark and lurid. That’s why I sometimes want to give it a more romantic expression.

M: Sakurai-kun, you sometimes get your own form of relief⁶ too, don’t you? Especially in your solo work. Like Ai no Wakusei⁷ where the songs can come across as very positive depending on how you look at it.

S: That’s true. There’s a part of the salvation⁶ that I dare say was left behind. It got me thinking that you’d have to do something like this once to find your balance.

M: That’s what happens eventually, right? Like I’ve said earlier, if you keep going in the cycle of destroying those around you or yourself, all that awaits you is death. It’s easy to say, “I don’t care if I die,” but that’s too simplistic a thought. In the end, the things that will save you in each phase of your life are out there somewhere, aren’t they?

―― Even so, why is that salvation⁶ tied to the word “death”?

M: Probably, well, this goes back to what I’ve said about deathwish earlier, but I suppose there’s a part of me that wants to immortalise it after all. Even though [the base idea is] an everyday event, I make it more abstract, and try to immortalise myself by making it generic. I believe Sakurai-kun’s tendencies are of this type too.

S: Yeah (nods).

M: I definitely turn things abstract because I want to eliminate the stench of normalcy. Wanting to immortalise myself like this is a desire that I think is very strong in me.

―― Immortalise…… That’s a very fitting word. 

M: And that’s what deathwish is. This is what Thanatos is all about. The indifference towards ephemeral things and the desire to immortalise oneself as one is.

S: Ahh. I can’t say it as well as Morrie-san can, though. But I believe…… My fascination for it does get turned into song after all. I can sing about it numerous times, over and over. I suppose that’s what immortality is. It’s either wanting to die continuously, or just once is too good to be true (smiles).

M: It can be interpreted in a few different ways, right? I love Souseki’s Kokoro⁸ myself and I often read it, but everytime I read the line, “Why did Sensei kill himself?”, I’d find myself pondering it over. Then, I’d read it a few years later and again wonder, “Why did Sensei kill himself?” It’s as if I’ve made it my life’s work to figure it out each time I read it.

S: Ahahahaha!

M: Everyone is free to interpret it for themselves too. It’s not like I know what Souseki was thinking anyway. But I suppose it’s a compelling novel that makes the reader want to look deeper into it, isn’t it? That’s why I think it’s up to each person to interpret our expressions their own way as long as they enjoy it and feel that it makes their lives feel a little more meaningful.

―― Since you’ve mentioned the words life and lifework, I’ve got a mundane question, but what is Morrie-san’s daily routine living in New York?

M: My daily routine? It depends on the time of the year but…… Well, in these recent few months I’ve been busy recording. But if we’re excluding that and talking about my normal routine, then, well, I’d have breakfast with my wife. Together. I’d be the one preparing it, though.

S: Oh, wow. In a pretty methodical way?

M: Mm… Well, there are things that are done methodically and those that aren’t, though. But Japanese are more particular, after all. Compared to them; they’re more crude (smiles). For example, we’d prepare tea for breakfast and I’m the sort of person who would do it properly, like measuring how long the tea should be steeped and so on. Adjust the time depending on the tea leaves. But Americans don’t do such things. They don’t even time it.

S: Your precious tea leaves! (Smiles)

M: Exactly (smiles). Wouldn’t you want to enjoy it at its best flavour? So that’s why I have to do it.

―― May I just ask, well, earlier, you said that you can’t bring yourself to like happy endings, right? While I do understand that, personally, I want to think of marriage itself as something that is happy in the end.

M: Mm, that’s true.

S: Yeah. I understand.

―― So, at that, it gets me wondering, how do you manage those sensibilities of yours while actually living married lives in real life?

M: Balance, I guess?…… Hmm, well, simply put, I guess it’s something like staying together even while [we’re] going back and forth through unhappy warzones⁹.

S: I believe it’s expected that anyone would hope for their family’s happiness, right? But my personal sensibilities, whether we’re talking about movies or novels or even music, they’re basically dark and revolve around sadness and pain, so even if I leave it alone, I’d end up going in that direction anyway. I think it’s alright for your personal life to be completely separate from the things you like, like, I’ve always liked DEAD END and liked Morrie-san, that has never changed and has nothing at all to do with being married or not.

M: In the end, every person definitely has something that is irreplaceable to them, right? As you gain [life] experience, you’d come to know what suits you and they will naturally become a part of you too. I suppose that’s why our expression styles turned out like this. The world of BUCK-TICK has grown richer and richer because they have consistently been putting out new works, and while that is only of course, I think it’s something that deserves a lot of admiration too.

S: …… Thank you (soft smile).

 

 

 

 

Notes:

¹ The word used here was 飲み屋 (nomiya) instead of バー (baa) which is the standard word used to specifically indicate a bar. On the other hand, 飲み屋 is used to refer to an establishment which mainly serves alcoholic beverages. In other words, they may not have necessarily met in a bar but I translated it as “bar” for flow and easy understanding.

² Morrie released his solo best of album, Ectoplasm in 2005 which contained a comment from Sakurai Atsushi in the album’s booklet. A translation of the comment can be read here.

³ Note that realistic words refer to vocabulary that reminds one of reality.

⁴ I believe the reference here is in relation to Sigmund Freud’s psychological theory that a person’s instincts fall into one of two categories: the Eros category or the Thanatos category. In Greek mythology, Eros is the god of love, and Thanatos is the god of death, making them opposite of one another which thus, according to Freud, represent the polar opposite instincts that lie within each of us. In his theory, people will instinctively choose life or death when making decisions.
Decisions based on life instincts represent Eros. These are decisions driven by pleasure, sexuality, love, procreation, and the need to get along with others. People with life instincts emit positive energy into the world and often display emotions of love, happiness, and affection.
On the other hand, the death instinct is represented by Thanatos, the god of death. Death instincts include aggression, anger, and violence. Death instincts can be related to both homicide and suicide. Someone driven by death instincts may cause self-harm, engage in risky behavior, or become violent with someone.

⁵ Also part of Freudian psychoanalytic theory, the deathwish is the drive towards death and destruction, often expressed through behaviors such as aggression, repetition compulsion, and self-destructiveness.

⁶ Here, relief or salvation both refer to the same word “救い (sukui)”, which, as a noun, refers to things that give people a sense of relief or reassurance.

⁷ The only solo album released by Sakurai Atsushi on 23 June 2004. 

⁸ Kokoro (こゝろ) is a novel by the Japanese author Natsume Sōseki. It was first published in 1914 in serial form in the Japanese newspaper Asahi Shimbun. While the title literally means “heart”, the word contains shades of meaning, and can be translated as “the heart of things” or “feeling”.

⁹ 修羅場 (shuraba) has a variety of meanings depending on the context. The word originates from Hindu mythology as the place where two Gods – Asura and Indra – fought, and hence caused carnage and bloodshed. The word has since been used to describe battlefields and other dreadful scenes of the like. Possible translations of the word can go from “bloodbath” to “battlefield”, from “scene of carnage” to “shambles” to “sheer hell”, or even simply “drama”.

 

 

 

Translation: Yoshiyuki