Climax ≠ Relax

B=Pass
January 1993

Interview: Yasue Matsuuba
Photography: Yoshiaki Sugiyama
Artwork: Kazutani Nishimoto
Styling: Tomoharu Yagi
Hair & Make-up: Takayuki Tanizaki

 

Turning what naturally gushes out from the inside of your mind and body into music through your flesh and instruments…… While only natural, that is the inherent work that a musician does. At times, it’s straining one’s self to the limits on stage, expressing feelings that are normally unimaginable. At times, it’s being in the recording studio or the workspace at home, getting so caught up in production work without any distinction between day and night. I believe that both cases are when the musicians that are BUCK-TICK have their musician’s moments.

But when we speak of people who are labelled as musicians, it can be seen that it is a fact that they will sooner or later face a huge wall if they do not manage the extremities in balancing between their moments of ‘climax’ and ‘relax’ from their various activities. This month’s issue is BUCK-TICK’s first opening feature in half a year, and in it, this collection of super individualistic characters’, these musician’s two sides of Climax ≠ Relax…… is what we are going to explore.

The first special in this feature is “Relax”, which personally analyses the 5 super individualistic characters of BUCK-TICK. Of course, they’d no doubt spend their private time with girls or drinking, but here, as we explore each of the members’ most relaxing environments/places/situations outside of performing and recording from a slightly more clear-cut perspective, we’ll also have them speak about how that affects their production and expression of music.

 

 

 

 

Individual Interviews

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Sakurai Atsushi

About an hour before the show starts, I’d feel relaxed and nervous at the same time

ーー I suppose that mentally, during recording or live performances, there is a delicate balance of the relationship between the mounting excitement and feeling emotionally relaxed, isn’t there?

Yeah. Things like that which appear to be contradictory upon first glance definitely do co-exist and occur at the same time, don’t they? Though there are times when either one is being projected more visibly on the surface than the other……

ーー Speaking of interviews, when there’s one to do, there’s nowhere I can stay whether it’s the studio where you’re recording in or the dressing rooms where you’ll be right before the performance (lol). No matter where I go, I’ll feel tense and uptight. Even though the band members will greet me with a “welcome” or something.

Although we can’t entertain you (lol). But there are those who do anyway (lol).

ーー Ahahaha. That’s U-TA-kun.

I don’t know how other musicians pass their time, but we don’t really feel… Or rather, it’s more like each of us do things at our own pace. Though, I suppose “the feeling that one can’t stay in this particular place” that Matsuuba-san* mentioned isn’t something that the 5 of us will sense, but it’s probably something that someone in the position of a third party would end up feeling after all.

ーー That being said, when you want things to be quiet, you wouldn’t want, for example, the staff to barge in and the sort, right?

About that, our staff already understand. We’ve been working together for a long while now so we understand each other and they’ll leave us be. Of course, I do think that there are times when I show an attitude. Like, I’d get the feeling that I want to be left alone today and promptly coop myself up in the dressing room without a word…… They’d understand that too so they’d let me by without saying anything. After all…… wanting to be left alone is for the sake of relaxing on my own before gradually heading towards the stage and getting into that emotional high, so it’s mandatory as a period of time for me to bring myself towards that. Even if I’m having a conversation, my mind will be somewhere else anyway, and I’d prefer to take my time to do makeup and all that. It’s not nice to rush, isn’t it?

ーー Even so, I often see you rushing though (lol).

That~ is true~ (lol). I keep in mind to keep my emotions relaxed. I’ll listen to my favourite music on my walkman. I’ve got a big cassette deck too, but between the two, I’d pick the one that will allow me to find my way deep into myself, so the walkman is the one that will allow me to run away from the “real world that I’m currently in” and into myself. Somehow…… It’s like, I personally know I need time for me to get into character, you know? Getting tense on your own, don’t you think that there’s no need to bully yourself like that?

ーー (Lol). But I can understand that it’s something like an implication that you can’t get on stage if you don’t do that.

Right from the start, from the opening of the performance, we want to keenly pierce the audience with us 5 BUCK-TICK members’ sharp edges; to have them fall into a kind of indescribable emotion that makes their hearts pound rather than rouse them up in a way that feels preset. That’s the kind of BUCK-TICK that I want everyone to feel.

ーー Does the live start from the moment you begin putting on makeup? Or does it start when you enter the venue? Or since rehearsals?

Hmm. I wonder… I guess, an hour before the performance begins. I’d look into the mirror, listen to my favourite songs, feel relaxed and nervous at the same time. While applying makeup, while putting on the outfits, I’d feel a special kind of way that feels as if I’m not in reality. Forcing myself to feel nervous probably seems weird but (lol), I’m performing a live show that I really love, aren’t I? I guess you could say that it’s my own kind of enthusiasm for a live show that I like a lot. Though I do feel awkward doing things enthusiastically myself (lol).

ーー Is it a period of time that you want to cherish?

Yeah, very much. It’s definitely the case for the (live) performance, but I really like the moments before and after that too. The hour before the live and the 30 minutes after. I hate tedium, so being both relaxed and nervous before the live, it’s a precious period of time when I will receive and unleash any form of stimulation. After the live performance ends, I’m probably in a daze (lol). You see, that’s when I won’t do anything, or can’t do anything while the tension is being released for me to return to my usual self. Because something that’s been pulled tight just a mere moment ago can’t suddenly revert to its original state.

ーー So, while you’re enjoying the spare time after a live, you’ll smoke.

That’s right. While still drenched in sweat, I’d plop myself down in a chair and slack off (lol). Days with a purpose are good for me. Because it’s as if things are clear before my eyes. The days when there is a live performance sometimes feels refreshing. Things are normally blur and fuzzy though (lol). When I wake up, even if my head has yet to focus, regardless of the weather outside, things are crystal clear. I love it. That feeling. Even if there are somewhat unpleasant things or other kinds of happenings, I’d feel happy.

ーー You’d be swaying between nervousness and relaxation.

I think it’s probably more accurate to say that I can relax because I feel nervous, and because I can relax, I can enjoy the tension. If there was only either one or the other, I’d get sick of it, for sure. I don’t think I can stand it. There’s a pleasure that can never be experienced in regular life…… And I want to get there so badly that when I arrive, that climax and euphoria is so wonderful~. Like, I can feel my blood rushing through my veins and it feels like I’m going crazy on the inside. However, such a feeling is an indeterminate thing that can’t always be produced every single time so… But when I can pull that unknown towards myself, I’d feel pleasure again.

 

Notes:

* Interviewer’s name

 

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Imai Hisashi

I like the composition process of letting the image expand in my head and then shaping it after that

ーー So, I decided to ask Imai-kun about songwriting and creating an environment that is conducive for it. You basically work on songwriting at home, right?

Yeah. In the composition room at home. Well… It’s a room that’s around 8 tatami mats in size. Though I can’t go in there a lot in a year…

ーー To have a room that you can’t enter often in a year, sounds kinda luxurious (lol).

(Lol). I won’t go in at all, you know.

ーー What on earth do you put in there while it’s sealed off?

Equipment and the console*, guitars and…… other things like a drum machine and audio-related equipment are in there.

ーー And despite that it’s a room that’s so full of music.

But, you see, that only makes it feel like a composition room……

ーー So, I guess unless Imai-kun gets into a state where you start thinking, “The deadline for songwriting is approaching!   I have to compose a song!!”, you’d never go in there.

Yes. But it’s not as if I can’t do it unless I’m in that room anyway. It’s more like it’s better for me to move around between different locations. For some reason, I get an unpleasant feeling when I go to the 8-tatami-mat space.

ーー Like you’re being rushed?

That’s right. That’s why, there’s one way of doing things where I’d go to a room with a TV and think or contemplate a guitar riff until I more or less have it together then go to that room, or the other where it’s already the very last minute and I simply shut myself in from the start of the process. It’s like, personally, the most effective way is for me to get into the mood for it then put myself to work.

ーー Then, what kind of circumstances do you compose in? Like, is your room clean or messy? Do you eat or not? What’s your sleeping pattern like? How do you change your mood? Things like that.

First off, I’d create the mood with the room. I’d start by putting up cool posters, things like that, to create the ambience and get into it.

ーー I get it, I get it. I’d also start cleaning up profusely before I start writing a manuscript (lol).

I’d organise the shielded cables and things like that which are lying around in the room but……while I’m working it’ll all soon end up all over the place though. But I’ll first clean up.

ーー And after that?

It becomes super messy (lol). But I’m not particularly bothered even if it gets messy.

ーー What about sleep?

It doesn’t happen all the time, but there are instances when I wouldn’t sleep for two days or so. And during those periods, it’ll feel as if one day has 36 hours, so I’d feel sleepy and wake up at weird hours, and I won’t know how to manage having only 24 hours in a day. But, as expected, if I don’t sleep for two days, I’d get this weird-feeling clarity in my head, and because I can fall asleep anytime I want to, I’d feel fine even if I’m sleepy.

ーー That’s a kind of high, isn’t it?

I’d be dizzy, but I’m fine so it’s strange to me too (lol).

ーー What about meals?   I’ve heard that you only eat bread and tomatoes and cucumbers when you’re working though.

If I eat rice, I’d feel suuuper full, which makes me sleep well.

ーー You’re weak against rice!

Yeah. I’m weak.

ーー So that’s why you eat bread.

Bread. And at times soup or salad and the like…… Light meals work well for me. That and I’ll keep drinking coffee, black.

ーー Though it is true that when your stomach is full you’ll lose concentration. I suppose the reason why Imai-kun loses weight during recording is due to that diet and that lifestyle, right?

I forget when I’m writing songs. Be it the sense of time or meals. Even having to sleep and things like that, I’d end up deviation from life’s normal sense of time too…… It’s as if they become things that don’t matter.

ーー Do you often start at night?

It depends on each time. I often do start in the noon, there are also times when I start at night.

ーー Is there a difference?   Between starting at night or in the afternoon……

That’s exactly what I mean by the messing up of my sleeping hours that I mentioned earlier. The state where there are 36 hours in a day, not sleeping for two days straight and things like that. My cycle changes when I do that and I can suddenly wake up in the morning and then start working in the afternoon, or wake up in the evening, have dinner then soon it turns to night. It’s very inconsistent. 

ーー What about drinking?

I’ll end up not drinking much. I mostly don’t drink. It’s like I forgot about alcohol (lol).

ーー Ahahahaha.

It takes a long time for me to start working so…… I clean up, I read manga, I laze around. I even sit in the bath too.

ーー That really takes a lot of time. I guess it’s like a trigger that gets you into it?

I think so. I personally like the feeling of gradually getting into it anyway, since I like the process of letting the feeling or image of what I’m going to work on expand and then shaping it after that. So before that comes to me, I’ll be reading manga and doing the sort though (lol). Once I know what it’ll be, I’ll be able to go straight into it in one go. If I can make it the way I imagined it to be, then the work will be done very quickly.

ーー Speaking of your latest sound, that’ll be the track used in the video (CLIMAX TOGETHER), right? How did you work on that?

On the day before I go into the studio, I’ll analyse the chords that I want to use while visualising the scenes, then play the riffs for the bass on my guitar… But during recording, I kept thinking that it was a bit off no matter that I did, so recorded it at double speed.

ーー How many days did it take from conception to production?

I thought about it when Director Hayashi** asked me to. So, I actually only touched the guitar the night before recording.

ーー As expected, it was last minute.

(Wry laugh). Since it won’t be a guitar’s sound, I can’t capture the ambience of it even if I played it at home. That’s why I went ahead with it at the studio all in one go and made it take shape there. This………… isn’t an excuse (lol).

 

Notes:

* This word was originally 卓, which can mean either “desk” or “table”, but I went with “console” as in the mixing console that music producers would use in a studio because it made more sense to mention that than a table. (I could be wrong though.)

** Wataru Hayashi was the film director for Climax Together.

 

 

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Hoshino Hidehiko

Personally, I’m still at the stage where I’ve just started messing around and trying out the Mac in the middle of the night

ーー Hide-kun has been declaring that you were going to buy a Macintosh computer since last year, and it looks like finally bought it.

Yes. Finally (lol).

ーー When did you get it?

Eーhm, it was after the Arena performance so I supposed it was around September. But I didn’t plug it all in for the longest time so it was only until recently (lol).

ーー So, it’s a world-famous computer that has been nicknamed the “Mac” but…… At this point, I’d like to ask Hide-kun to give us a simple explanation of what a “Mac” really is.

What!?   Me!?   I can’t, no way. I’ve only just started using it and I’m not yet familiar with it either.

ーー Ehー Anyway, “Mac” was derived from “Macintosh”, right?

Yes, yes. So, you can use it in a number of different ways and it seems convenient, but I haven’t reached that level as of yet (lol).

ーー Again, can you tell us why you bought it?

It was out of interest. That said, Yokoyama-kun who worked with us on DANCE 2 NOISE was using it during recording. At that time, I was watching him from the side and it looked like so much fun. I was staring and feeling like “Oh~ So when he does it like this it becomes like that~” (lol). I’m actually watching him work up close, but I could understand that he was applying music as if it were a game…… I mean, things like computers and machines, they have an extremely cold and inorganic image, don’t they? But it somehow looked so much fun playing with music that it felt great and it made me feel like maybe I should give it a go too. In any case, it’s capable of branching into a lot of different things and there are quite a few different ways that it can be used, but among all of that, I learnt the parts and software that is used for music. I’m at the stage where I have Yokoyama-kun as my teacher.

ーー By the way, how much did it cost?

Eーhm… Including the various accessories, probably around 500,000 yen. There are more expensive ones, but personally didn’t intend to use it as a main tool for recording, so I decided that this was sufficient since I’m only thinking about using it while working at home.

ーー How would you word a simple explanation of what it’s like to work on music with the Mac?

For example… Assuming that the simplest method of recording is to use a cassette tape recorder and sing the melody to yourself while playing the guitar, then this would be something like having tens of those recorders with you, I suppose. It’s an extremely simplistic explanation though. It’s a “Classic IIci”*, and I haven’t really gotten myself familiar with how to use it yet, so I think there actually are many more ways to use and express it though.

ーー You’re not mechanically inept**, are you?

Me?   I’m useless, really. I even have problems with the effectors that I use myself.

ーー (Lol) And despite that, a Mac!

Right? What am I going to do (dry laugh).

ーー So, how did you set it up?

It’s in my equipment room. It’s a room where my guitars, my rhythm box, synthesiser, and all the music-related things are. For someone who does only live performances, I don’t think it’d have much merit to them. But for a person who works with all of it as a sequence, you can add the bass and the drums in, you can create all the synths as well so it’s very convenient. It’s like one of the wide-ranging music instruments. Though, that’s not the case for me.

ーー Then, what do you use it for?

Gaming.

ーー Hey, hey, hey.

There are a lot of game releases recently, you know.

ーー Oh, goodness. That isn’t a musical use, is it (lol)?

I mean… I guess it’s because I feel like I’m still trying to get used to using it. Anyway, there’s already this much to go through in the manual alone (shows a space about 10 cm wide between his thumb and index finger).

ーー That looks overwhelming.

Doesn’t it?   That’s why I currently have Yoko-chan teaching me and whenever I ask, “What should I do in such a case?”, I’d receive direct guidance from him. Learning like this is much faster.

ーー If you master using it for music, may we assume that it will influence Hidehiko Hoshino’s work and BUCK-TICK in future?

I don’t think so (decisively).

ーー Why not?

But, you see, I guess I don’t have that intention… Because I didn’t buy it because I was looking for a change. Rather than that, it’s more of a personal thing, I suppose. Like, since there’s a way to doing things that I don’t know, and since Yoko-chan is nearby and all that, I felt that there’s no harm for me to try learning it if he would be willing to teach me. I guess it’s sort of like a toy.

ーー More like a hobby?

Yea. Something like that.

ーー And that’s why all you’re doing is playing games?

No, it’s not like that (lol). It’s more like I’m still getting a taste of it. Because I think that if I grow accustomed to it while enjoying it the way a beginner would, I’ll come to learn of yet another interesting side of the Mac… I guess mastering it and knowing how to use the Mac whenever I think of something I want to do comes after this.

ーー When do you play with the Mac?

I don’t have a set time, but it’s often at night. Messing around and trying it out.

ーー As a prediction, I’d say that we can look forward to how much Hidehiko Hoshino will absorb the yet unknown Mac.

I feel that we should be looking at it in the loooong run. Perhaps, it might turn into something that revolves heavily around music, but of course, as I’ve said earlier, I feel like this is more of a personal thing that is separate from BUCK-TICK’s musicality.

ーー It won’t affect the next album?

I don’t think so, and I won’t make it in time anyway (lol). Since I’ve yet to learn how to fully use it.

 

Notes:

* The model of the Macintosh.

** In other words, bad at using devices/machines.

 

 

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Higuchi yutaka

I have 15 bass guitars. They’re cute.They all have their own personalities……

ーー How many bass guitars does U-TA-kun have now?

Ah, I haven’t been counting recently. Uーhm, for Greco’s, I have 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6… 6. 3 Spectors, 1 Fender Jazz Bass guitar. And there’s that one that I used back in our indies days… and 1 Les Paul bass. I think that’s all of them. I don’t think I missed any out, did I? (lol)

ーー You have 15.

I sure do have a lot.

ーー You’re surprised too?

Yeah. But those that I actually use are limited though. Since I only use one as my main.

ーー Why?   If you say that, then isn’t it odd to have so many bass guitars?

I use them during recording. When one’s got a sound that I think is great, I’d end up wanting it and then buying it.

ーー Around how much do you buy them for? I’d assume that it ranges from the cheap to the expensive though.

The Spectors were around 500,000 yen when I bought them, but it seems like the prices have gone up quite a lot since. The most expensive one among those that I have is probably the Jazz bass, I think. That one’s worth more than 500,000. Despite that, I bought it from a shop that our manager’s acquaintance runs so I got a bit of a discount.

ーー So, then the cheapest one would, as expected, be the bass that you used during your amateur days?

That’s right. It cost about 70,000 yen. I think I took a loan to buy that. And before that one…… The very first bass I had was given to a friend, so it’s no longer with me though.

ーー You’re not building a collection on purpose, are you?

It just ended up increasing while we recorded. When I start thinking of wanting to try a particular sound, I’d roughly know that if I use that particular bass, I’d be able to produce it, so I’d first lease it and try it out. Then, if I play it and feel, “This is good!”, I’d buy it. That’s why I’ll end up having more and more when we’re recording.

ーー But there’s no way you’re keeping them all at home, right?

Yeah. I have some in a warehouse, I have some at home. Right now, I have 1, 2, 3, 4, 5… 5 at home. Because it’s humid in my own room, the necks can get warped and the strings can get rusty. That’s why the bass guitars in my house are those that can be played just for fun.

ーー Which is the bass you’ve got the best memories with?

I suppose it’s definitely my main Spector bass guitar that I use the most. Its body is small, so its suitable for my frame. Of course, the sound it produces is great too, and I use it a lot because it’s a sound that I like. I think the very first time that I bought a Spector was back when we were recording Aku no Hana. I’ve been using it for quite a long while since then, haven’t I? It’s easy to play, and it produces the kind of sound that I like…… It can be played without being plugged into an amp, and if I directly connect it into the mixing console with the line and play it with the same settings, the sound from the bass itself will come through. I really love that sound. If it’s not this particular bass guitar, then I’d say that the one I gave to my friend is the one that I’ve got the most memories with. Though…… It was a bass guitar from Tokai or some other brand, but it is, after all, still the very first instrument that I had, isn’t it?

ーー There’s no way you wouldn’t have made memories with it.

Exactly.

ーー But why did you become a bassist in the first place?

When we first started the band, it was a situation where the guitarist and vocalist have already been decided. And Anii was a drummer, so I decided, I guess I’ll play bass.

ーー What’s the joy in playing bass?

Anii said this in the very beginning. “It’s inevitable that you’d be playing the same instrument since you won’t be able to play together otherwise, right?” … And, after all, it’s different than what I expected when I actually gave it a go. There was a moment when I first tried it out and I suddenly realised what the joy of playing bass was. Ah, yes. I just remembered something about the bass that I now have at home!! I painted it myself. And, you know, Imai-san did that together with me too. Meaning, Imai-san painted too, and I painted too.

ーー Have you ever used that bass for a live performance?   I wonder if I’ve seen it before.

Hmm, I wonder… Maybe I might’ve played it around the time of our performance at Nihon Seinenkan. But I’m not sure about my memory (lol).

ーー As an artist, you must’ve had the joy of becoming capable of buying a bass guitar that you like.

Yeah. There was that too. But for me, personally speaking, I was super happy the moment I got to own my own bass amp. Because [it meant that] I didn’t need to borrow from someone else. Like, this is my very own bass amp. I was sooo happy.

ーー When was that?

When I first came to Tokyo. There were quite a lot of live houses that wouldn’t lend you equipment, so when we had battles of the bands, I played using the bass amp that was provided. So when I had the ability to properly bring my own along, I was really happy… We bought an equipment vehicle around that time too. Yeah. We gradually gathered the things we needed, bit by bit.

ーー When do you get into the mood to play bass at home?

When I’m zoning out, you know. But during those times, I’d more often choose to play the guitar than the bass (lol).

ーー Please tell us the differences in the sounds made by the bass guitar.

I guess for the undulating songs, I use the fretless basses. Like “Victim…” and “Brain…”. When pauses are important, that’s the one. I use the Rickenbacker when it’s songs like “Speed” or “Oriental…”. They’re cuuute. They all have their own personalities…

 

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Yagami Toll

There’s an affinity with drums, it’s not the price, but it’s something like fate. The encounter is important

ーー First off, please tell us about how Anii first got acquainted with drums. I’ve asked about it numerous times, but I’d like to hear about the start of your relationship with drums again, so, please.

It’s a memento of my older brother. I was in the 3rd year of junior high when my older brother died so…… that was when I was 15. I originally didn’t have any interest in drums. After all, the instrument that catches my ear first when I listen to music is the guitar too. I was the kind of guy who would hold a broom and pretend to play the guitar, you know (lol). Rather than hitting pots (lol).

ーー What made you think of playing the drums which were a keepsake?

When my older brother was still around, the drums set was like an altar. Because we couldn’t touch it without his permission. But my older brother died and my parents were going to put the drumset away, so I said that I’ll start playing it if they were going to put it away… I guess, in the end… it’s because [I felt] immensely sad to lose something that had always been there after all.

ーー You were self-taught, right?

I suppose you could say that of the practice book… I used song sheets and learned by watching others. And my cousin also played the drums so I had them teach me too though.

ーー How long did it take you to get from that stage to being able to play in front of others?

My older brother passed away in May, so, let’s see… It was around August. Classmates from my class said, “Let’s form a band” and our first goal was the culture festival. We covered Carol*. Songs like “Funky Monkey Baby”* and “Nikui Ano Musume (憎いあの娘 / That Hateful Girl)” and so on.

ーー That’s quite something. Now, I’d like to hear about Anii’s drumset history.

For about 5 years, I played that drumset which belonged to my older brother. The new one that I bought when I was 20 was a Pearl. It was cheap. At the time, I was working as a steelworker, so compared to the other members, I had the money to be free. I basically debuted with that drumset that I bought myself (lol). I used it all the way until “Romanesque”. Then during “SEVENTH HEAVEN”, I remember using a rented one, and from around the time of our [first] Budokan performance, I finally got to use a professional drum set. That was the chronology of it, and since this year, I’ve settled with the manufacturer “Ludwig”. They’re good, I like it.

ーー Could you explain what a snare is in layman terms?

To put it veeery simply, it’s a small drum**. Like the kind of drum that you’d use in a brass band or during music periods [in school].

ーー It’s the one that’s sort of between your legs, right?

It’s the one that’s put right in front of you and closest to your body. Everyone, it’s a small drum between your thighs.

ーー That was extremely simple to understand. What is it about Ludwig that you like?

They’re a manufacturer that originated from Chicago and because of that, they’d, of course, be influenced by jazz and blues, and they also started out by providing for marching bands called fife and drum corps, so you can feel the “America” from their roots. I wanted to know more about this knowledge and Ludwig so much that I bought a book about their history and read it too. You know, in their heyday, they used genuine cow leather instead of plastic heads. To the extent that they had a ranch for those cows. And the mark that they used back then was a “cow”. No matter how much I wanted it, I felt that the price was too high and we don’t have it in Gunma’s countryside, so it took some time until I could buy it with my own money (lol). I love its sound quality. I’ve been influenced by the artists who used these drums too, so I’ve unknowingly been listening to Ludwig’s sound. Deep Purple’s Ian Paice. Led Zepplin’s John Bonham. Vanilla Fudge’s Carmine Appice… The easiest one to pick out is the Beatles. That sound is a Ludwig.

ーー BUCK-TICK and Ludwig. So what’s the relationship between Toll Yagami and Ludwig?

The unique characteristics of Ludwig are that the sound is tight and that there are no overtones. A closed, tight sound is naturally produced. Without needing to make any adjustments too. Of course, when I start playing them, it becomes BUCK-TICK’s drummer’s sound and rhythm. But it doesn’t mean that my influences won’t appear in the band. Instead, it simply means that that the band is based on the relationship that I have with Ludwig. Because, if, in the first place, I’m not interested, if I didn’t feel like playing those drums, if it didn’t produce a sound that I liked nor did our natures fit, that will only be bad for the band, won’t it?

ーー Not just for drums, but the same can be said for the other instruments too, right?

Of course.

ーー Did you change your sticks?

I did. Ever since the rehearsals for Yokohama Arena before this.

ーー What are the drums that Anii currently has in his collection?

I’ve got about 20 sets now. Rather than calling it a collection, I’d say they’re sets that collected naturally. It could be something that I think I might use in future, or it’s something that I received as a gift, so I can’t sell it or give it away. In the end, it remains in my possession. And for foreign makers, aside from Ludwig, there’s an English manufacturer called Premier too. I have some from this maker that The Who’s Keith Moon used.

ーー What’s the criterion that makes Anii want something?

First, I’d try it out. It’s got nothing to do with looks. If it looks all worn out but sounds good, it’s love at first sight, no, sound (lol).

ーー So if Anii thinks “This is it!!”, you’ll buy it immediately?

I’ll play it 5 or 6 times. With drums, there’s an affinity involved. Because people have their own individual likes and dislikes, so it’s of course that there’s a possibility that even if I really really like something, some people might play it and think “What the hell is this!?”. A high price point doesn’t necessarily equate to a good sound. It’s like fate, really. The encounter is important.

 

Notes:

* Carol (キャロル) is a Japanese rock band which formed in 1972 and disbanded in 1975. You will find that Anii mentions this band often. He covered their song, Funky Monkey Baby, in his first solo project album 1977 by Yagami Toll & Blue Sky.

** The term used was 小太鼓, which could be interpreted more literally as ‘a mini Taiko’.

 

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Group Interview

In Russian

 

BUCK-TICK has announced their first attempt at a pure live video (which was a large project that was filmed at a huge venue called Yokohama arena and spanned 5 days, including preparation time) on December 2.
In the second special of this opening feature, the “Climax” part will be presented in the form of an interview with all the members about the visual and musical highlights of this work, what sets it apart from the usual live performances, the moment they ‘climax’ on stage and more, plus a Q&A consisting of 6 questions with them.

The BUCK-TICK headline interview (with all the members) began after the entire photoshoot ended at 2 a.m. in the morning. (The first member who arrived at the studio, Hidehiko Hoshino, had already been holed up in here for 12 hours by this time!!) Goodness, gracious. The atmosphere felt perfectly apt for finally welcoming the climax of all interviews of this feature’s theme of “CLIMAX ≠ RELAX”!! …… Or not, as it would be expected. It’s in the middle of the night after all. And they’ve been having photoshoots and interviews all this time too.

Feels like an “inner climax” where you’d get excited from within〔Hisashi Imai〕

ーー (Looking at the clock) It’s already so late.

Yuta (Y): It’s okay.

ーー Thank you. Alright then, we’ll be talking about this time’s live video, but when I first asked about the content back in the beginning, I was told that scenes from the dressing rooms might be included as private shots but I suppose that didn’t happen in the end.

Toll (T): It’s in there.

ーー Huh!? Where? Where?

T: The very first scene.

ーー But isn’t that the scene where Acchan’s holding a candle and shining it on the members’ faces in brief flashes?

Y: That, it was filmed in the staff’s dressing room.

T: See, it’s exactly as you were told about the dressing room scene being included, right? (Lol)

(Members laugh)

Atsushi (A): That’s the usual.

ーー It being too dark is the usual (lol).

A: That’s the way our dressing room always is. I’d walk around with a candle in hand (lol).

ーー Ahahaha. Normally, when we speak of dressing rooms scenes in live videos, aren’t we talking about things like the members eating bento or joking around, or rehearsal scenes?

Y: You’ve been deceived. Kekekek.

ーー After that dressing room scene (lol), the SE that Imai-kun produced starts playing but is there a title for it?

Imai (I): None in particular.

ーー So what should I call it?

I: Just SE’s fine.

ーー So, you’re saying, simply calling it “sound effect” is good enough.

I: Yeah.

T: As long as it’s not the theme of “Climax Together”.

I: It’s not that grandiose a thing so I don’t think that there’s a particular need to name it. It’s being used as an SE anyway, and I made it with the intention of creating an SE, so calling it SE is enough.

Y: So, doesn’t that make it’s title “SE”?

I: I didn’t think so deeply about titles (lol).

ーー There was a white curtain, or rather a thick drop curtain at the front of the stage. How did you feel about having that in front of you all?   I suppose you’d be nervous. When the slides get projected or when you can hear the audience’s cheers.

Y: Since there’s a curtain, we can’t see the audience on the other side, right?   There was a different feeling and atmosphere than usual, wasn’t there?

Hide (H): That said, I wasn’t really all that nervous anyway… I suppose it’s kind of like how you’d become more imaginative if you can’t see something. Wasn’t it rather interesting the way their cheering screams became entangled with the first song, Jupiter?

ーー What do you mean?

H: Well, isn’t there something like an expectation that the first song that comes will be one with a good momentum after all?

T: Like, “Here it comes!   Here it comes!”

H: I suppose it could perhaps be expected that Jupiter was a surprise.

A: For me, I was moved. We can’t see the slides from where we are anyway. And for some reason, it really hits home in my chest when we transition from the chants to Jupiter.

H: This was also the first time that we’re starting a performance without raising the curtains once the song starts, so the part regarding how our tangent point with the audience was different than usual was interesting too.

A: I guess it’s things like the audience’s voices and the feeling of facing the curtain, but I could feel in my body the sense that there are a lot of people there with us. It’s not just sensing it with my eyes and ears, but it’s more like the sensation of feeling it in my skin.

T: I go over to the drums earlier than usual too. Because we’re filming. Usually, I’d be warming up, rolling my hands and wrists until the last minute though. This was the first thing that made me feel that there was something a little different than usual when I was up on stage (lol).

Y: I suppose the excitement that I felt was a combination of the tension that came from the curtains still being drawn when the song starts and the excitement of performing live. I was suuuper excited. I could see Acchan, Hide, and Imai-san’s shadows cast on the curtain, and I could see the slides too. It’s a live performance by us, but it did also make me feel that it was beyond cool.

ーー It’s quite suspenseful when you can’t see the band members, right?

Y: The suspense is at a level of 120% (lol).

ーー But in the video, there is quite a lot of footage from the band members’ point of view that has been put in.

T: Because it’s a live video filled with tantalising footage. It even includes a private dressing room scene (lol).

ーー There you go again (lol). Also, the live’s title of “Climax Together” was chosen to be the video title too, but the setlist and the order of the songs was made up of subdued songs rather than high spirited songs, right? The lighting was dark too, muted. I guess the climax that was born from this was different from that of your usual lives.

I: It sounds like a setlist made of songs that don’t burst out with a ‘bang!’, but I get the feeling that such songs are better at getting people excited from within in the first place… Mm, I suppose this is what you’d call an “inner climax”.

(Even as the band members burst out laughing at Imai-kun’s remark of an “inner climax”, they applauded how apt a phrase it was)

I guess the 90 minutes were all for the purpose of that climax〔Atsushi Sakurai〕

ーー That’s an expression I understand very well!

A: I think that the “inner climax” that Imai mentioned is also definitely something that can be found in the BUCK-TICK that has existed until now. So, it feels as if that day’s live performance enlarged that part of us. I believe that since the moment we started thinking about selecting songs for the setlist, we decided that we wanted to place importance on passionate things that gradually well up, little by little, on the inside. But we wanted to do this while remaining cool on the surface. Imai thought of the title after we decided on the songs, but when the staging and the setup and other various things came into play, it again turned into another world that is different from the title of “Climax Together” so… I’m personally in full agreement with that “inner” part too. I believe that those who watch it might perhaps be able to feel another interpretation of the interpretation of “Climax”.

ーー The aloof yet intense feeling?

A: That’s right.

ーー Both Imai-kun and Hide-kun stayed in their own positions without really moving until the second half, so in terms of movement variations, Imai-kun sat with one knee drawn up*… 

I: Ah, is that what it is? Sitting with one knee up*…

ーー I don’t know if that’s the phrase I should use. But I can’t find any other words for it.

I: Well… That’s just one of the ways I entertain myself.

H: We don’t think, “I’ll do this over there, I’ll do that over here”. We just do things naturally.

Y: Hide shows it through his shadow, right?

ーー Hn!?

Y: When he was playing the 12-stringed guitar, Imai-kun was facing the side, Acchan was facing the front… And despite that, only Hide was weird.

T: I was surprised. Because the area where his ass is was so round.

ーー That wasn’t his ass but the guitar’s body, right?

Y: It’s a good thing that we’re putting it straight here so don’t think that that was his ass.

H: Oh, c’mon, no one thought so (lol).

ーー Ah, we’re strayed from the topic of climax……

T: Well, isn’t that because we’re all aware of the fact that we’re starting off with a different ambience than usual? It’s of course, but we do know what songs come in which sequence and how we’re going to perform them. But even though we know this, it was interesting, wasn’t it? You could probably say that lives are things that are unpredictable, so it’s not something you can get tired of. So, this live at Yokohama Arena is also the live performance that we gave on that day. There were cameras involved and cranes in the venue so the stage was more crowded with people than usual though (lol). But doing this and getting to see our own live performance on a proper video isn’t something that we get to have every single time, right?   I think you can even say that us members may very well be the ones who want to watch it the most. Because we’ve never been able to watch a BUCK-TICK live.

A: Yeah. You can definitely say that. Having it turned it into a video, when we watch our own live performance, you’d somehow feel happy and at the same time it feels strange, doesn’t it? Like, “Ohh, so that’s what the lighting was like at this point in time”, or “so that’s what my band members are doing in a spot that was out of my field of view”. We’d feel excited too when watching it.

ーー I’d suppose that there were a lot of cuts, and there were moments that made you feel that the way a particular shot was taken was really cool. For example, the one that was only made up of Imai-kun’s guitar body, or the one with Acchan’s finger, or the silhouettes, and so on.

I: There’s also the fact that we don’t know what will be shown and that there were also shots which we had no idea when they were taken.

Y: Earlier, Acchan said that we were excited when we watched it even though it was footage of ourselves, but I think that this is a good thing. As a work in a video, it’s, of course, important that it has to be of really high quality, but I am extremely grateful to the director and the staff who were able to make us feel excited about our own live performance like this.

A: I believe that the tension was conveyed too. And it isn’t a tension that tears and strains at you, but instead, it’s something that is built upon that emotional climax.

Y: Yes, exactly. I was surprised by how great the timing was when they showed Hide spitting out the pick from his mouth at some spot that I couldn’t see.

H: That wasn’t spit (lol).

ーー Aーah, this has turned into a conversation at 3 a.m. (Incidentally, could it be that  they were the type who can get high even without alcohol involved!?)

I: For me, I knew that Hide spat picks so it wasn’t all that surprised, though. I thought it was a good thing that it flew so nicely.

Y: If he spat it out with a “pht!” and it simply landed (in front of him) with a “phet!”, that would be so uncoolー.

H: I’m glad that they chose a good shot to use, yes.

ーー And that bright smile when Acchan looked towards Anii. That was something that the other band members weren’t aware of, right?

T: Even though that was something for just the two of us. Right, Acchan? (Lol)

A: Ah, they caught it (lol).

ーー (Chuckles).

T: Jokes aside, that was a smile that has never been shown to neither the audience nor the other members on stage unless our direction gets turned 180 degrees. Well, shall we call that the “inner smile” (lol)? 

A: Shy on the outside but tough on the inside**, that’s me.

ーー Don’t praise yourself (lol).

A: I suppose it’s expected that even I felt embarrassed with that scene because they captured the communication which happened naturally within the band and between individual members. But say, for instance, if they were to take only out-of-the-ordinary happenings to make it cool, maybe that would turn it into something amazing… Well, I think that it’s different from something that’s completely steeped in coolness. Since it’s not a smile that was done deliberately with the aim of making this particular expression at that timing (lol). That’s the reality that happened on stage, and it’s not as if we decided to cut that face in too…

Y: But that’s a nice expression. Personally, I like it. I’m sure that those who have watched it definitely thought that “(it’s nice) that he had such a facial expression on stage”.

ーー So, what would you say is the number one climax point of “Climax Together”?

A: Well, let’s seeー. I can’t really pick one in particular, but I guess I personally like Jupiter’s portion. It’s just that, rather than picking one single point, I guess the 90 minutes that began from this one song were all for the purpose of that climax. I feel that whichever the song, which ever the scene, all of it has been put there for the sake of feeling the climax, to thrust (the audience) into a world disparate from reality.

 

Notes:

* The specific phrase that was used was 立て膝 (tatehiza).

** The specific saying used was 内弁慶 (uchibenkei).

 

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Group Q&A

Live Video at Yokohama Arena 1992.9.10 & 11
“Climax Together”

1. What is the music video that left the deepest impression on you? When did you see it? What song was it? Who was it by?

Atsushi Sakurai (A): Bauhaus’ “Shadow of Light”. It’s a collection of promotional videos but I really love it. I was around 20 when I watched it. It clearly depicted their image as a band.

Hisashi Imai (I): The one I’ve watched more than 10 times is LOVE & ROCKETS’ “LOVE & ROCKETS”. Part of it is because I liked the song, but at the same time, the pictures were gorgeous so it was enjoyable to watch throughout. I watched it a lot when it was first released 2 years ago though.

Hidehiko Hoshino (H): I think I saw it on MTV or something. It was a Western song, for sure. At the time, I was still a high school student so I didn’t have the money to buy videos and the like so…… Among what I watched on MTV, the one that left an impression on me was M. Jackson who was at his peak at the time (lol). Around the time of Thriller, I think.

Yutaka Higuchi (Y): What interested me was the (Sex) Pistols’ promotional video that I watched in middle school. My impression was, “Weeeird” (lol). During the recording of that promotional video, bassist Sid Vicious stopped playing and messed around with the volume and things like that, so I guess it was just him doing whatever he wanted.

Toll Yagami (T): The one that left the deepest impression on me was a video called “California Jam” from Deep Purple. At the time, I was already playing the drums so the technique that Deep Purple’s drummer, Ian Paice had left me speechless.

 

2. This time, what did you personally pay particular attention to, knowing that this live performance was going to be turned into a video?

A: I was particularly aware of the fact that it was to be a video, and I kept in mind to not make it just like any other regular concert. I think I personally did it with the awareness of the people who were calmly watching us from the other side of the lens.

I: Nothing…… Nothing in particular. Well, I guess, since it’ll be turned into a video, (I was focused on) not playing the wrong sounds, things like that…… But I did make mistakes (lol). Well, it was of the level of ‘in one ear and out the other’ though.

H: What I was most concerned about was the performance side of things. Because I have a fear that once I do something I can’t reverse it (lol). I’m not particularly bothered by being filmed but rather, I thought that if I could do this as per normal, it’d be good.

Y: It’s definitely sound. I was nervous (lol). If the bass is played wrongly, it’ll turn into a mess so if that happened, I’d become the jerk, so I felt quite strongly that I simply had to avoid fails and did my best.

T: I guess, in terms of performance, I drummed more strictly than usual since this was going to be immortalised as a piece of work after all. I’m recently not too bothered about making my performance visually cool to watch. Though, when we debuted, I have thoughts along the lines of, “It’d be cool if I drummed in this manner” (lol).

 

3. How do you feel now, after the arena live is over?

A: (When the concert ended) I felt that I was able to present the concert itself in the form that I imagined it to be, so I felt satisfied.

I: I felt the same as usual but I do want to watch the video as soon as possible.

H: It was a live performance that left me feeling rather satisfied. And I’d expect that it was great too, with regards to the film side of things.

Y: We were able to build that atmosphere and we managed to do what we wanted to do as well. I felt that it was really well done on the whole, wasn’t it?

T: I feel that whatever it is, as long as we were able to end up with a good video, it’s all good.

 

4. Points to reflect on and points you were satisfied with after watching the video.

A: For that live, I felt that we were able to illustrate the band’s world so I’m satisfied. And I was once again able to acknowledge the staff’s abilities in a new light.

I: No reflection points. I’m very satisfied. With both the order of the songs and the overall atmosphere. Well, I guess this is thanks to the director, but I was satisfied with the way things were cut and all that.

H: Reflection points, not much. I could perform as per normal, so I don’t think it was all that bad anyway, and it wasn’t as if I was particularly enthusiastic because it was going to be turned into a video.

Y: Nothing to reflect on!! (Lol)   I think we were able to express what we wanted to express well. I’d give it about 98 points. Because if I gave it 100 points, we’d probably get told that we’ll never film anything ever again (lol).

T: There aren’t really any reflection points, are there? It’s just that I did more or less feel the pressure. As to what I’m satisfied with, I suppose it’s the fact that it doesn’t feel like I spent 90 minutes watching it after I finished the whole thing.

 

5. Considering both the filmography and performance, what’s your favourite song among from music videos and why?

A: Hyper Love = We told the director how we wanted it to be filmed and we were able to express that clearly.

I: Chikashitsu no Melody (Melody from a Basement Room / 地下室のメロディ) = Definitely because it feels like a live performance, and you can feel a sense of brutality from it.

H: Hyper Love = The fact that it feels large scale.
Taiyou ni Korosareta (Killed by the Sun / 太陽ニ殺サレタ) = Simply put, because the imagery was great. But I honestly wanted to list all the songs from A to Z though.

Y: Hyper Love = There are quite a number of highlights, and an interesting method of filming was employed.

T: Brain, Whisper, Head is Noise = There are quite a lot of shots of the drummer (lol).

 

6. Apart from BUCK-TICK’s videos, please tell us about the music or videos that you like, including the artists and titles.

Atsushi Sakurai: 

① Bauhaus / Shadow of Love
The reason is the same as the answer to the first question.

② Sinéad O’Connor / I don’t know the title.
I admire the way she brings out her energy.

③ Morrie / Romansha no Direnma (Romanticist’s Dilemma / 浪漫者のディレンマ)
I think this was released soon after he went solo…… I like the bed scene (lol).

Hisashi Imai:

① LOVE & ROCKETS / LOVE & ROCKETS
The reason is the same as the answer to the first question.

② Public Image Ltd / Bootleg live
Because I like John Lydon.

③ Bauhaus / Archive
Even though it’s promotional, it has a storyline to it and the flow is really beautiful.

Hidehiko Hoshino: 

① David Lynch / ANGELO BADALAMENTI

② Sinéad O’Connor / The Year of the Horse
I just like her as an artist.

③ Madonna / In Bed With Madonna (also known as Truth or Dare)
I guess it’s left an impression on me but I wouldn’t really call it a favourite.

Yutaka Higuchi: 

① Bauhaus / Bootleg live
The lighting is really dark (lol). It’s a bit too dark to the point that I can’t see (lol).

② POLICE / Synchronicity Live
It’s got a variety both visually and musically speaking so it’s interesting.

③ Nothing.

Toll Yagami: 

① Grand Funk Railroad / Grand Funk live performance
(Forgot the title)
The drummer sings as he drums. And that was the only song by that band that hit number 1 on the hits chart (lol).

② Led Zepplin / The Song Remains the Same
I was speechless when saw the way the drummer looked like he was drumming at fast-forward speed.

③ The Who / The Kids Are Alright
I like that you could see The Who without makeup

 

 

 

 

Translation: Yoshiyuki
Scans: buck-tickla-blog

 

 

Taboo in Taboo

B=Pass
February 1989

Interview: Yasue Matsuuba
Photography: Masaaki Toyoura
Styling: Sayuri Watanabe
Hair & Make-up: Masashi Nakayama
Costume: arrston volaju, Crazy Cat HARAJUKU

 

The emotions that lie dormant deep inside humansーthat is the insatiable desire, the ego, essentially the cruel and destructive aspects. In our everyday lives, we live with them by covering them under a lid we call rationality, but at a whim, for example, when we love someone, we may happen upon those emotions of ours. Because they are honest emotions, they are also beautiful in their own twisted way… The theme of BUCK-TICK’s 3rd album, TABOO, is an eternally elusive love, and it is an ambitious work that exceptionally and beautifully cuts deep into the inner workings of a human. As we go beneath their surfaces and explore, we bring to you BUCK-TICK’s first special front cover feature.

 

 

 

 

Individual Q&A

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Sakurai Atsushi

I want to kill it all with my own hand.*

・What is the city of Tokyo to you?
It’s all so vibrant that it doesn’t work well for me, or something… Though in the first place, it’s not like I came to Tokyo because I was fascinated by that aspect of it.

・Is Tokyo a utopia to you?
No. In truth, anywhere’s fine. Even if I can’t pick a place. Right now, I’m in Tokyo because of BUCK-TICK, but I’ve long ago given up on finding a place to live or settle down in. It’s not painful, not particularly. It’s a problem that’s easily solved as long as I don’t have to go out or don’t have to go to crowded places. It’s not a big issue. But, this place isn’t a utopia, and I don’t particularly like it or hate it.

・What kind of people are your neighbours?
I’ve only ever caught glimpses. A normal university student.

・What is privacy to you?
When I’m not standing on stage. When I’m not doing interviews. When I’m completely separated from music, that’s all privacy.

・Do you think that you have privacy?**
Nope. Though I suppose it can’t be helped to a certain extent. I’m sure that people consider BUCK-TICK’s Atsushi and Atsushi Sakurai in his private life as “the same”. I suppose if they see me off stage there’s a stronger sense of intimacy too… It can’t be helped that it can’t be split apart.

・Methods to work off frustrations?
Nothing in particular… Aren’t I always in a situation where I can soon work off my frustrations even if I do have them? Even so, if I can’t stand it anymore, I’d only say something like “shut up, go away”.

・Do you think that you’re a person with moral standards?
At the very least (lol) I think that I am.

・So, what are morals?
Firstly, greetings. Feelings of gratitude. Feelings of apology. Be thankful, have a conscience, having compassion. I think that’s good enough. But it’s very important.

・Do you think that BUCK-TICK is being misunderstood?
Yes. I think that we’re a band that can probably be captured in a number of ways.

・How can this misunderstanding be resolved?
Just let people think what they want to think of us. We won’t ever change.

・What are prejudices to you?
Irrelevant things. Perceived notions. Egoism.

・Are you someone with a big ego?
If I had to do unpleasant things to improve my relationship with people, then it’d be easier for me to be alone. A person who isn’t self-centred doesn’t exist.

・Do humans need an ego?
Even if people say (nasty) things about me, I want to keep a part of me that I won’t compromise. So, to me, it is necessary.

・Do you think that cooperativeness and flexibility is needed in society?
In my elementary school reports, I’ve always been described as lacking in flexibility and cooperativeness though… I do think that I’m lacking in those aspects too. But I don’t think that it’s something that a person has to force themselves to fix.

・Do you think that war will disappear from this world?
War won’t disappear from this world unless humans lose their fighting spirit.

・Have you ever lost yourself by drowning in ecstasy?
To the extent of losing myself? Well, in no small measure, yes. I can explain it, but I think it’s kind of impossible to publish that in a magazine.

・Have you ever hated someone so much that you wanted to kill them?
I have. I don’t want the detailed story behind that to be printed in a magazine.

・Have you ever loved a woman to death?
Yes.

・Have you ever liked someone of the same sex?***
Yes. It’s different from the way I like women, and he’s someone who possesses what I don’t have. He’s kind, he’s manly, he sings well…

・Do you accept homosexual love?
Yes. Because they do what they feel is right.

・Regarding incest?
I think it’s fine. For me, if my children were to do that, I’d think that it would be cute… Even if things don’t turn out that way, I get the feeling that I’d understand those feelings. I think that it’s alright as long as they’re both of the same mind.

・Can you love 2 women at the same time?
I think that’s kind of impossible… I suppose, a person who chases after rabbits won’t even get one, after all (lol).

・Have you ever loved 2 women at the same time?
No, I think…

・Have you ever thought of wanting to die?
Yes, when I was young. Like “I hate having a home like this!”.

・Regarding suicide?
Without an older brother, or parents, if there was no one who would grieve over me, it’d be fine. When I think about the grief of those who I’d be leaving behind, I can’t choose death.

・Have you ever considered committing a lovers’ suicide? If the love between you and your partner cannot be fulfilled, will you choose death?
I’ve never considered it, and I won’t choose death. I’ve never loved like that before. But if I loved someone so much that I wanted to kill them and I did do it, I think I’d die too.

・Have you ever had an abortion?
No.

・Do you agree with the idea of getting an abortion?
Depends on the time and situation.

・Have you ever experienced an ecstasy greater than sex?
No.

・Have you ever had sex without love?
No.

・Can you live without love?
I don’t know. Because there’s no situation where there is no love involved. I won’t know unless we’re in a situation where love has disappeared from this world… In that sense.

・Are you presently in love?
All the time.

・What do you think of Japan’s marriage system (one husband one wife, marriage registration, etc.)?
I’m not particularly concerned about it. I think it’s unrelated. I might be a determined bachelor. I’m lazy, and I like being alone too…

・So, what about divorce?
If you were going to do that then don’t get married to begin with!

・Do you have any interest in drugs?
Yes, just a mere interest…

・Have you ever fallen into a state of delirium?
I don’t know but… probably not. I’ve been in a state of confusion, or rather, emotional instability before. Is being on edge the same as being in a mentally unstable state? If that’s the case then it often happens to me during tours. I’ve no choice but to control myself then.

・Are you capable of throwing away your lover for the sake of your own desires?
Yes. After all, I’m cute. I’m self-indulgent… Whatever I want to do comes first, and I don’t think of anything or anyone like my lover. I’m selfish, aren’t I? Truly.

 

Notes:

* Lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site. This particular lyric comes from Silent Night.

** The original form of the question would literally translate into “Do you think your privacy is being protected?”. In present-day context, this takes on a rather different meaning, thus my choice of wording.

*** “好き” was the word that was used in this question. It can be interpreted as a simple “like”, as in “I like cake”, or as “love”, as in “I love you”. The different members definitely took liberties with the possible interpretations of this word, so I went with “liked” instead of “loved” since the “like” spectrum can also include “I like you and I want to date you” situations. [Yay for Japanese vagueness!]

 

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Imai Hisashi

The warmth of your breasts and my faithless sin.*

 

・What is the city of Tokyo to you?
A place where you’ll quickly start to fall and get swept away if you become lazy. But I think that it’s the most exciting city in the world.

・Is Tokyo a utopia to you?
There might be a dangerous side to it but probably, yes. It’s a mysterious city.

・What kind of people are your neighbours?
I heard from the people I’m living with that they’re someone who works at a pet shop. Sometimes I can hear cats meowing.^

・What is privacy to you?
When I leave the stage. All of my time that’s away from the stage.

・Do you think that you have privacy?**
I don’t think so. Please stop prying into my privacy.

・Methods to work off frustrations?
Getting on stage. And also, drinking to your heart’s content. That might get rid of it temporarily though.

・Do you think that you’re a person with moral standards?
I don’t make a conscious effort to keep to it, but I might be keeping to it.

・So, what are morals?
The balance of society. A tacit understanding. But the existence of it has been thinning out in recent times.

・Do you think that BUCK-TICK is being misunderstood?
Yeah. The part where judgement is passed on us based on our looks. We incorporate a variety of things into our songs too, so they’d say things like, we don’t have a message, or that we’re weak or soft, and whatnot.

・How can this misunderstanding be resolved?
By not making music just for that purpose.

・What are prejudices to you?
First impressions.

・Are you someone with a big ego?
I think I tend towards that. I always want to be free.

・Do humans need an ego?
Yes. They need to be selfish for themselves.

・Do you think that cooperativeness and flexibility is needed in society?
I suppose it’s necessary, but I don’t think I can find it in myself.

・Do you think that war will disappear from this world?
I would like to think so. If all earthlings could ride a rocket into space and take a look at the earth just once, don’t you think they’d more or less calm down?

・Have you ever lost yourself by drowning in ecstasy?
I have. I can’t explain it in detail.

・Have you ever hated someone so much that you wanted to kill them?
Nope. I’ve never hated before either. To get driven to that extent…

・Have you ever loved a woman to death?
Nope.

・Have you ever liked someone of the same sex?***
I have. As a person.

・Do you accept homosexual love?
Yes. There are lots of such people in this world.

・Regarding incest?
No way. I can’t believe it.

・Can you love 2 women at the same time?
I can’t. I’m not that skilfull.

・Have you ever loved 2 women at the same time?
I’ve never. I don’t think that this is what love is.

・Have you ever thought of wanting to die?
Nope. I’ve never brooded to the point of wanting to die, and I’d forget bad things. That’s because I’m basically a forward-looking, optimistic person.

・Regarding suicide?
I don’t want to approve of suicide. You’re not thinking about the people around you, are you? Aren’t you only thinking about yourself? If you think about the people who will grieve after you died, you can’t choose death, and death isn’t something to pick either.

・Have you ever considered committing a lovers’ suicide? If the love between you and your partner cannot be fulfilled, will you choose death?
I won’t choose death. I’ve never thought about it. I’ll somehow push through optimistically, while keeping things as they are, without dying.

・Have you ever had an abortion?
I’ve never.

・Do you agree with the idea of getting an abortion?
Yes, because there are times when it has to be done. But it’s not something that can be decided on one-sidedly.

・Have you ever experienced an ecstasy greater than sex?
I’ve never. Or rather, there are different kinds of ecstasies, and I think that they can’t be compared to each other. Since those things are sensory-based.

・Have you ever had sex without love?
I have. There’s no need for me to explain this, right…

・Can you live without love?
I’ll suffer, but I can survive. I think.

・Are you presently in love?
Yes. I don’t want to explain with specifics.

・What do you think of Japan’s marriage system (one husband one wife, marriage registration, etc.)?
Simply put… Isn’t it fine? For example, for me… It’s not like that but, I don’t think that anything changes with that one piece of paper… In any case, I suppose it’s a formality… I don’t want to be tied down but I guess a person might feel a sense of relief by submitting it… Honestly speaking, I’ve never done it before so… I don’t understand the significance of that piece of paper or anything like that well.

・So, what about divorce?
I think that it’s mainly a problem that revolves around feelings. Even if two people stayed together or remained married to each other for any longer… I guess this is something that occurs when they decide that they can no longer stay like this. But aren’t there a lot of people who don’t go through with it even though they have emotionally become like this? I’ve never done it before so I don’t really understand it. Seems troublesome.

・Do you have any interest in drugs?
I do. Like, I wonder how it feels to be able to hear sounds and see things. Basically, I like things that make me feel good, so. However, even if I’m interested, with regards to whether or not I’d actually do it, that’s a completely different thing though.

・Have you ever fallen into a state of delirium?
More or less…

・When, and at what point in time?
I don’t really want to say. Whatever it is, I don’t really want people to see that side of me, neither do I want them to know about it, so. Though it was more like a time when I was emotionally unstable than delirious… I’m vain, I put on airs, so I don’t want to show that I’ve lost confidence in myself, or that I’m depressed, I don’t want to let others see that. And that’s why, I may look like someone who is composed, but that’s the kind of guy I am. In the first place, I don’t like emotional outbursts, like getting angry and the sort so… It’s not that I’m suppressing my emotions, but I think it’s more like the fact that I’m not a very emotional person.

・Are you capable of throwing away your lover for the sake of your own desires?
Yes.

・Can you concretely illustrate that object of desire?
To me, that’s BUCK-TICK and nothing else. That’s the kind of guy I am.

 

Notes:

* Lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site. This particular lyric comes from Embryo.

** The original form of the question would literally translate into “Do you think your privacy is being protected?”. In present-day context, this takes on a rather different meaning, thus my choice of wording.

*** “好き” was the word that was used in this question. It can be interpreted as a simple “like”, as in “I like cake”, or as “love”, as in “I love you”. The different members definitely took liberties with the possible interpretations of this word, so I went with “liked” instead of “loved” since the “like” spectrum can also include “I like you and I want to date you” situations. [Yay for Japanese vagueness!]

^ Gender of their neighbour(s) was not specified.

 

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Hoshino Hidehiko

I love you so much I could die, you’re too lovely.*

・What is the city of Tokyo to you?
Even now, I think that it’s an exciting city. There was a different kind of excitement in the beginning too. Just that alone makes it a city where all kinds of things are being born at a fast pace. Because it’s restless.

・What kind of people are your neighbours?
I’ve only ever seen them once, but they wore spectacles.^

・What is privacy to you?
Parts (of me) that I don’t want people to get into. Parts that I absolutely have to protect, no matter what.

・Do you think that you have privacy?**
Rather than having my own privacy, it’s more like a feeling of isolation.

・Methods to work off frustrations?
I can’t really stand being frustrated. That’s the kind of nature I have.

・Do you think that you’re a person with moral standards?
I think I’m normal. I pee in the streets (lol), I litter with my empty cans (lol). Everyone does a little bit of light moral breaking, right?

・So, what are morals?
Well, I wonder (lol).  Something that is necessary for a person to decide how they respond to things. Because without that, the world would be in a bigger mess than it already is.

・Do you think that BUCK-TICK is being misunderstood?
Probably.

・How can this misunderstanding be resolved?
With us continuing what we do.

・What are prejudices to you?
Not something I want to have.

・Are you someone with a big ego?
Doesn’t everyone have a part of them that doesn’t want to give in to others?

・Do humans need an ego?
This isn’t only for me, but I think that each of the members, and as BUCK-TICK, we all have a side of us that values our own egos. I believe that a person’s personality would otherwise disappear. We’d be met with the question of ‘what the hell am I without BUCK-TICK?’. Humans do need an ego, for the fibre of one’s being.

・Do you think that cooperativeness and flexibility is needed in society?
To a certain extent. You can’t live alone after all…

・Do you think that war will disappear from this world?
It won’t disappear. Weapons are being built in secret, and I think that fighting spirit won’t disappear from humans anyway.

・Have you ever lost yourself by drowning in ecstasy?
Nope.

・Have you ever hated someone so much that you wanted to kill them?
Nope. No matter how much I hate someone, it was never to the point of wanting to kill them. Besides, I’ve never really hated a person.

・Have you ever loved a woman to death?
I have.

・Have you ever liked someone of the same sex?***
‘Like’ as in, not romantic feelings, right? I’ve liked someone, but I’ve never loved.

・Do you accept homosexual love?
Accept it, well, rather… Isn’t it fine?

・Regarding incest?
Pitiful. I’ve never done it so I don’t know but… I suppose that’s obvious.

・Can you love 2 women at the same time?
I can’t.

・Have you ever loved 2 women at the same time?
Nope. But you can’t love another when you already love one person, right? It doesn’t seem possible to do so equally between two…

・Have you ever thought of wanting to die?
I might have. I forget bad things.

・Regarding suicide?
It’s okay to do it if you’re not going to inconvenience others. But I think that this is probably an impossibility in most cases. Because, you see, you’ll definitely be causing someone grief, so.

・Have you ever considered committing a lovers’ suicide? If the love between you and your partner cannot be fulfilled, will you choose death?
I won’t choose that. I don’t think that this is what death is.

・Have you ever had an abortion?
I have not.

・Do you agree with the idea of getting an abortion?
I do think that there are cases where it is the only choice that is available. It’d be weird to say that there’s no choice, but there are people who do not have any other option but to do that, right? For sure.

・Have you ever had sex without love?
… … Please leave that as my answer (lol).

・Have you ever experienced an ecstasy greater than sex?
Um, no (lol).^^

・Can you live without love?
Hmm… I wonder. I think that there are cases where I can live even without love. Like if I’ve found a way to live life beyond love, or something like that. But I don’t like that though. Having love is better, otherwise it’s kind of lonely, isn’t it? It’s like you’re trying hard to go on without love.

・Are you presently in love?
… … (lol) Well, rather, I want to always be in love, not just for now. Because I don’t want to become lonely.

・What do you think of Japan’s marriage system (one husband one wife, marriage registration, etc.)?
Isn’t it fine as it is? Because it’s up to you whether you want to follow the system or not. You probably don’t have a choice if it’s something that required by law, but it’s not exactly forced, right (lol). If someone wants to do it, they can just go ahead with it, right? I think that’s probably what it is. I’ve never thought deeply about it.

・So, what about divorce?
It’s the same for this as well. However, it’s a more severe situation that getting married, and there are problems that revolve around it too, so it’s rather troublesome, isn’t it. But if splitting up is better for both parties, I think it would be better to split up even though it might be a sad thing to do so. Not just one person is suffering, but both people are probably similarly suffering. I think that this is definitely not something that happens just because of one person’s selfishness as the cause. But having everything end with just one piece of paper, it’s quite heartbreaking, isn’t it.

・Do you have any interest in drugs?
Yes but… That’s all. It’s just a mere interest.

・Have you ever fallen into a state of delirium?
Nope. That is referring to a state where I don’t even know what kind of state I’m in, right? That’s kind of scary, isn’t it, losing yourself. I suppose that’s a form of losing the balance in your mental state. Humans are fragile, so there’s definitely a part of them that fears the possibility of becoming like that somehow someday though. I suppose, luckily for me, I’ve never been like that before.

・Are you capable of throwing away your lover for the sake of your own desires?
I can’t. Desires and love can’t be measured against each other, right? Furthermore, the expression “throwing away” is distasteful.

 

Notes:

* Lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site. This particular lyric comes from Taboo.

** The original form of the question would literally translate into “Do you think your privacy is being protected?”. In present day context, this takes on a rather different meaning, thus my choice of wording.

*** “好き” was the word that was used in this question. It can be interpreted as a simple “like”, as in “I like cake”, or as “love”, as in “I love you”. The different members definitely took liberties with the possible interpretations of this word, so I went with “liked” instead of “loved”, since the “like” spectrum can also include “I like you and I want to date you” situations. [Yay for Japanese vagueness!]

^ Gender of their neighbour(s) was not specified.

^^ His answer to this question was “ない、です” with the comma indicating a moment of hesitation in his reply, thus the “Um”.

 

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Higuchi yutaka

Crumbling, melting, cracking.*

 

・What is the city of Tokyo to you?
I’m already used to it but I have the impression that it’s hectic. It’s more like a place of work than a place to live at.

・What kind of people are your neighbours?
A husband and wife and their two children. I wonder what they think of me (lol).

・What is privacy to you?
Time outside of BUCK-TICK. It’s precious time.

・Do you think that you have privacy?**
More or less…

・Are you frustrated?
I don’t have time that I can take to think about myself.

・Methods to work off frustrations?
You mean, an outlet? Drink alcohol (lol).

・Do you think that you’re a person with moral standards?
I think I’m just a normal person though…

・So, what are morals?
Standards that different people have different perceptions on… I think.

・Do you think that BUCK-TICK is being misunderstood?
Yes. Quite…

・How can this misunderstanding be resolved?
By continuing to perform our lives. There’s no other way than to continue producing “BUCK-TICK”-esque albums.

・What are prejudices to you?
It’s not something that you have of yourself, but something that others have of you.

・Are you someone with a big ego?
I don’t really know.

・Do humans need an ego?
I don’t really know.

・Do you think that cooperativeness and flexibility is needed in society?
A person can’t live alone after all, so I do think that it is necessary.

・Do you think that war will disappear from this world?
It won’t go away. Because humans are competitive by nature.

・Have you ever lost yourself by drowning in ecstasy?
Yes. It was a momentary occurrence though. I think that ecstasy is probably something that is short-lived, fleeting.

・Have you ever hated someone so much that you wanted to kill them?
No. That emotion of wanting to kill someone is too scary for me. Even if I hate someone, even if they disgust me, I’ve never thought of killing someone.

・Have you ever loved a woman to death?
I have. To the point that I’ve bent over backwards for her.

・Have you ever liked someone of the same sex?***
Nope. I’ve never had any romantic feelings (lol).

・Do you accept homosexual love?
I’ve never experienced it so I don’t know but… To me, it’s kind of gross but… It’s like the feeling of, “I guess such people do exist in this world too, huh”.

・Regarding incest?
I can’t believe it (exists).

・Can you love 2 women at the same time?
I can’t. I think that it would be a lie for me to say that I love them both. It’ll mean that I’m lying to both of them. I’d be lying to myself too.

・Have you ever loved 2 women at the same time?
I’m incapable of that.

・Have you ever thought of wanting to die?
I guess not… No matter how much I’m suffering or how troubled I feel, it’ll somehow all work out, and we’re here anyway… No matter how difficult things are, I want to live. Because, I think that I won’t be able to escape that pain even if I die.

・Regarding suicide?
I think that suicide is nothing more than running away. God definitely exists so you can’t be the one to decide if you live or die. All humans will die one day, so you shouldn’t make your own decision on when you want to die.

・Have you ever considered committing a lovers’ suicide? If the love between you and your partner cannot be fulfilled, will you choose death?
I’ve never thought of that. If I have to go as far as to choose death, then I’d prefer things to just remain as they are. Though, I personally won’t choose to commit a lovers’ suicide, but I think that this is something that can only be established if both parties agree to it. It’s not something that you can do if it’s over a one-sided and short-lived emotion.

・Have you ever had an abortion?
What a question (lol). This question, its too much^, isn’t it (lol).

・Do you agree with the idea of getting an abortion?
Depends on the time and situation. This, again, isn’t something that can be done based on one person’s decision alone. You’ll be ending a person’s life too… For me, I don’t want to agree with it. But, after all, since I’m a man, I won’t be able to understand a woman’s feelings about this.

・Have you ever had sex without love?
Yet another horrible question (lol). I’ll leave my answer as “?” (lol).

・Have you ever experienced an ecstasy greater than sex?
I don’t think there’s anything greater than having sex with the person you love. So for me, it’s a no.

・Can you live without love?
I can’t. I have a lot of love in me, and it is not only limited to the love that I have exclusively for women… For me to not dry up, I really want to cherish the feeling of loving anything and everything. Be it brotherly love, friendship, or even BUCK-TICK. It’s like… I think that if my love for all of these things disappear, won’t I be the one who suffers the most in the end? That’s why, if there’s no love, I can’t live. I think it’s a very important emotion.

・Are you presently in love?
In that sense, I’m always in love.

・What do you think of Japan’s marriage system (one husband one wife, marriage registration, etc.)?
Nothing in particular… Or rather, I think that people who want to get married will get married even without considering the system, and those who don’t want to won’t anyway… Even with regards to marriage registration, I think that it’s just another kind of formality but it’s something that people will carry out if they want to. If they don’t want to, isn’t it enough as long as the couple considers themselves as husband and wife? Because I think that there are people who have registered but aren’t actually husband and wife. In short, it’s about the feelings between the couple. That’s the most important thing.

・So, what about divorce?
I think that this is an issue regarding the couple’s feelings. Because a person’s feelings doesn’t change as simply as getting a scrap of paper and then declaring “Alright, from today on, we’re strangers”. Though the arrival at that point is the result of the build up of all kinds of emotions in each of them. But no one gets married with the thought of getting a divorce.

・Do you have any interest in drugs?
I do. I do but… I’m not so interested that I’d break the law for it. Because, well… isn’t it a crime after all? No way.

・Have you ever fallen into a state of delirium?
I’ve never. Though I don’t quite know what kind of state would be considered as delirium.

・Are you capable of throwing away your lover for the sake of your own desires?
I can’t. Because I can’t compare my desires with my lover.

 

Notes:

* Lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site. This particular lyric comes from the song Tokyo.

** The original form of the question would literally translate into “Do you think your privacy is being protected?”. In present day context, this takes on a rather different meaning, thus my choice of wording.

*** “好き” was the word that was used in this question. It can be interpreted as a simple “like”, as in “I like cake”, or as “love”, as in “I love you”. The different members definitely took liberties with the possible interpretations of this word, so I went with “liked” instead of “loved”, since the “like” spectrum can also include “I like you and I want to date you” situations. [Yay for Japanese vagueness!]

^ The actual comment here was “鬼ですね”. While “鬼” is commonly used as a noun to refer to devils, ogres, and other not so nice (or nice, depending on your preferences) supernatural beings, in this case, it is being used as an adjective. To compare something to “鬼” would normally mean that you’re calling it evil, fiendish, demonic, and other words along those lines, but that doesn’t quite sound right in English, even if that’s the implied meaning that he wants to give. It turns out that “鬼” is also another form of intensifiers (like ‘very’, ‘really’, ‘super’, etc.). And for this reason, I decided to go with the term “too much”.

 

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Yagami Toll

People dance, then they sleep.*

・What is the city of Tokyo to you?
It’s clearly a place of work. I want to eventually go back to Gunma. In the first place, I only came to Tokyo to play in a band. I don’t want to live here for the rest of my life. If I’m going to die, I’d definitely go back to Gunma.

・Is Tokyo a utopia to you?
Wrong. I don’t think that utopias exist in this world.

・What kind of people are your neighbours?
A regular husband and wife with two kids. We only see each other on occasion but when we do, we’ll just nod to each other in passing.

・What is privacy to you?
It’s definitely my rest time to me. When I’m with BUCK-TICK, there’s some kind of tension from somewhere so I’d be thinking that I definitely want to stay awake. So with that kind of a reaction, I have this strong thought of wanting to laze around and just space out when things aren’t like that.

・Do you think that you have privacy?**
When I go home, I have my privacy. And I have a reason for wanting to keep my privacy too, so that is why I’ve been using a stage name right from the start. When I am Yagami Toll, I’m not the same person as the one at home.

・Methods to work off frustrations?
If you do stupid things and kick up a fuss you’ll work off quite a bit (lol).

・Do you think that you’re a person with moral standards?
I don’t know about myself. It doesn’t matter what others think of me, but there isn’t a single good person who would proclaim that they’re a moral person (lol).

・Do you think that BUCK-TICK is being misunderstood?
I think that’s probably the case. People do say certain things to us, although politely.

・How can this misunderstanding be resolved?
By naturally continuing what we’re doing. That’s the only thing we can do.

・What are prejudices to you?
This is from the perspective of BUCK-TICK though. We’re not a band that has prejudices, right. I believe that this is the character of the band, so do hold more and more prejudices (lol).

・Are you someone with a big ego?
I wonder… I really don’t know if it’s big or not in my case though. My ego as an artist is probably big. Because I think that no matter how great a drummer someone may be, they won’t be able to exude the presence that I have, and only I can drum the way that I do.

・Do humans need an ego?
Whether it’s big or small, it depends on the person, but to me, those who have an ego have confidence. I think that applies to myself too. Since I’m a musician, if I don’t have that kind of precision for what I do, I can’t distinctly bring out my personality. I don’t think that I’m an egoist though.

・Do you think that cooperativeness and flexibility is needed in society?
Humans can’t live alone so it’s necessary after all, but I don’t think that there’s a need to force yourself to fit in.

・Do you think that war will disappear from this world?
As long as humans have a fighting instinct, it won’t go away.

・Have you ever lost yourself by drowning in ecstasy?
I wonder… I might’ve experienced it before.

・Have you ever hated someone so much that you wanted to kill them?
In the past, yes. Around three times (lol). When I was more hot blooded I’d get pissed quickly. But since I’m reasonable, it was alright (lol).

・Have you ever loved a woman to death?
Never.

・Have you ever liked someone of the same sex?***
In terms of friendship, I’ve often found myself liking them.

・Do you accept homosexual love?
Well, since such people exist, it’s alright, isn’t it? I don’t really know much about it though.

・Regarding incest?
Those kinds of people do exist, don’t they… Though it’s unbelievable.

・Can you love 2 women at the same time?
… … … I guess I don’t think I can after all…

・Have you ever loved 2 women at the same time?
Yes. If the capacity of my love is 100, it was nicely divided into 50 and 50.

・Have you ever thought of wanting to die?
No… I think. I’m very afraid of death, so I won’t think of wanting to die so easily.

・Regarding suicide?
Death is a very scary thing for me, so I don’t want to so readily choose death. Though I suppose that there are people who unexpectedly do it…

・Have you ever considered committing a lovers’ suicide? If the love between you and your partner cannot be fulfilled, will you choose death?
After all, I can’t choose death, so I’ve never thought of it.

・Have you ever had an abortion?
No. I’ve never.

・Do you agree with the idea of getting an abortion?
I don’t agree. I don’t want to agree.

・Have you ever experienced an ecstasy greater than sex?
Probably.

・Have you ever had sex without love?
Well, I wonder (lol). But when doing it, I do love. Can something like this be said?

・Can you live without love?
I don’t think that I can. Because I don’t think that humans can live in solitude.

・Are you presently in love?
I am.

・What do you think of Japan’s marriage system (one husband one wife, marriage registration, etc.)?
I think that you just can’t do anything about it. Because Japan is just that particular about formalities. I don’t think that I’m particular when it comes to formalities, but I’ve never done this before, so I don’t know.

・So, what about divorce?
I guess it can’t be helped… I think, but after all, I’ve never done it before, so I really don’t know.

・Do you have any interest in drugs?
I do. My interest is in finding out just what caused the change in the music scene, what caused a change in The Beatles, along those lines.

・Have you ever fallen into a state of delirium?
I have.

・When, and in what situation?
It was the time when I just came to Tokyo, but my stomach was so empty, I was so hungry but I had no choice and I was sucking on Halls (candy), drinking green tea, smoking cigarettes and I ended up like that. It’s a true story. Really. I couldn’t sleep and I started hearing voices. That was horrible.

・Are you capable of throwing away your lover for the sake of your own desires?
I might be able to.

・Can you concretely illustrate that object of desire?
Like if I ended up falling for another woman… (lol)

 

Notes:

* Lyric translations come from This is NOT Greatest Site. This particular lyric comes from Just One More Kiss.

** The original form of the question would literally translate into “Do you think your privacy is being protected?”. In present day context, this takes on a rather different meaning, thus my choice of wording.

*** “好き” was the word that was used in this question. It can be interpreted as a simple “like”, as in “I like cake”, or as “love”, as in “I love you”. The different members definitely took liberties with the possible interpretations of this word, so I went with “liked” instead of “loved”, since the “like” spectrum can also include “I like you and I want to date you” situations. [Yay for Japanese vagueness!]

 

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Group Interview

TABOO, which was recorded in London, was finally released on January 18. What kind of emotions did they put into this work that foretells a sensation!?

Contrary to the showy appearance of BUCK-TICK’s 5 members, their 3rd album, named TABOO, is relatively dark. What feels truly ephemeral might be the words that were put together or the spectacles that were imagined, bringing forth that desire for destruction, that distrust, and that insanity, which are hidden in the depths of human beings, more so than the mild, tender, warmth of God and love. Perhaps that is exactly what BUCK-TICK needs now. If a single human questions their own existence, life, and death…… That is something that is truly fleeting, yet terrifying after all.

―― First, please share the image that you had in mind for BUCK-TICK’s 3rd album before you went to London to record it.

U-ta (U): We listened to Imai-kun’s demo tape whenever we had time, and while we were on the move, we tend to have meetings among us members in the car, so it was early on when we managed to put the images of each song together into one. Of course, there were parts that were changed after we went to London, but it was made exactly the way they were in Imai-kun’s demo tape. How do I say this… I guess the composer’s ideas were easily conveyed to everyone.

Imai (I): It’s specifically because compared to before, the recording equipment like the rhythm box and whatnot have gotten better (smiles). Somehow, I think the nuances are now more easily understandable.

―― So, that is to say, that the arrangement has more or less already been decided upon in the composer’s mind.

I: Compared to before, quite so. Though in the sense that I can reproduce the sounds in my head.

Toll (T): Though in the demos, Imai-kun is the one singing so the image is a little different, isn’t it, like an indies impression (smiles). It’s just that I somehow had the thought that it would turn out to be even more maniacal, but I once again felt that, if the 5 of us were to do it, this is something that basically wouldn’t change, even if we went to London and added in a producer.

Hide (H): I guess, I, too, thought that it might possibly become more maniacal… I thought that it would be great if it did.

I: Dark. Hard. Thrilling. Melodic. Discordant. The imagery that those words created are what I first had in mind. Not only is it because this is our 3rd album, but we’ve also wanted to create something dark since some time ago.

―― Are such words always floating around in Imai-kun’s head?

I: Somehow, I’m always thinking about them.

―― When you mention ‘maniacal’, are you referring to the technical side of things?

Ani^ (T): That’s not all. Especially considering our super tight schedule for SEVENTH HEAVEN, we only had 5 hours of rehearsals!    Like, we decided that we’d take more time and do it carefully this time around.

―― What is Acchan’s image of the 3rd album?

Atsushi (A): Definitely dark. Actually, I’ve already had that image even before we made SEVENTH HEAVEN, but when we tried putting it together, it’s pop, isn’t it?    So I guess that kind of recoil does happen too. I wanted to bring out the heavy things that come from inside.

U: Like my elder brother said earlier, this was the first time that we had a producer on board with us, in addition to it being our first time recording overseas. It’s not like we didn’t have our insecurities, all of us. But I believe that the image that each of us had for each of the songs were solidified into one through our meetings. Furthermore, what we were anxious about was that we did not want it to be completely imbued in the producer’s colours, so I think that a concrete image and a certain extent of the arrangement was already firmly understood by the 5 of us before we even started recording.

T: However, it was quite tough that we did not have much time for rehearsals at all, but I guess it’s because we did things the way we wanted to. So the producer took on an advisory role instead.

A: The way we think with “Let’s do this song like this!”, it didn’t really change much even when we were in London. The tension was exceedingly high.

U: Because even if we can’t communicate in words, we’re able to make the sounds with our mouths (smiles).

―― A human sampling machine (smiles).

U: Yes, yes.

―― But if you can’t communicate with words, doesn’t that mean that it’s rather vexing that you can’t convey the minute nuances with your own words?

I: When I try to pass the image of the sound in my head through an interpretation, the nuance changes subtly. And being unable to put that in words even though I understand that, it’s quite…… Maddening.

H: It takes time. Like I wish this was in Japanese, or I wish I could speak English.

A: We didn’t have time to rehearse, and the lyrics weren’t done yet too. When it comes to time-sensitive things, I get irritable though. And I’m always irritated and annoyed so…

―― Within all of that, what were the things that you did not want to lose sight of, or did not lose sight of?

A: That feeling of “Let’s do this!”. We’re not being instructed by someone over this and that, so I think that each one of us firmly held on to what we imagined to make sure that we ended up completely satisfied.

―― Was that something that you kept in mind until the very end?

A: Yeah. Because the only thing that we really hated was being swept along by the schedule.

―― This dark image was something that both Imai-kun and Acchan brought up, but could it be that the 2 of you have discussed about the image before?

I: We didn’t especially talk about it just between the two of us, right? Like SEVENTH HEAVEN’s “heaven” and “angel(s)” and so on. Back then, the both of us were surprised that we were both thinking of the same things too though. This time too, there wasn’t really anything spoken of beforehand.

―― Even so, this 3rd album of yours is dark, isn’t it? Furthermore, it’s ephemeral and sorrowful, and so on. Or is it the darkness that seems to come from cutting your chest open with a knife. In particular, the content of the lyrics really comes at you. Right from the very first song, ICONOCLASM. Running away from reality, or questioning the existence of humans, and so on. EMBRYO isn’t abstract, but instead, it quite directly sings about abortion. Even that alone is heavy, isn’t it. If I were to put it in extreme terms, I’d say that even the madness that is hidden in the depths of humans is felt though.

I: Within me is this word, “TABOO”. I guess, somehow, this word, it isn’t any one specific thing, but it is something that is born from the words “hard” and “dark”. And I did ask the members whether it would be good to make “TABOO” the title of the album though. So I think that common point that I have with Acchan is just that word, “TABOO”.

―― Even if that’s all there is, couldn’t it become an album concept?

I: I’ve never thought of making an album with a concept in the first place. If you asked me which one had more of a concept, I’d say that it’s SEVENTH HEAVEN, and that, you can see from those keywords alone that “HEAVEN” was the concept.

A: Be it the content of SEX FOR YOU, or EMBRYO, those vaguely came to me while we were in Tokyo, but at that time, the word “TABOO” came from Imai. SEX does become “TABOO” in certain cases, and EMBRYO does become “TABOO” in certain situations as well after all. “TABOO” is a word that captures everything. If you gave TOKYO an image of destruction, it applies too. I think that “TABOO” can include anything and everything.

―― Could it be that you were inspired by this “TABOO” that Imai-kun brought up?

A: Hm… I wonder. Though on my own, I did wonder about what situations are considered as “TABOO”.

―― Did Imai-kun come up with lyrics from the word “TABOO” as a basis as well?

I: I’m thinking that I want to change how I’ve been thus far. That’s always been the case, but I don’t want to write about the continuation of what we’ve had so far. I do want to make different kinds of music too, and I write by starting with the melody. I personally think that I’d want it to be something that comes of a natural change.

―― What about Ani?    Though you’ve said that you’ve written it in Acchan’s image.

T: There was that, and the image of London too. But I didn’t really keep the word “TABOO” in mind. Just naturally, with all I had (smiles).

―― In this dark album, the very last track, Just One More Kiss, was pretty much the only source light, the one that lets us breathe a sigh of relief with a sense of “ah, I’m saved”. It was recorded in Tokyo and was released as a single hit song too, so how did you add that song in?    Without that song, the album would’ve ended in empty thoughts. In distress.

I: We thought of having TABOO as the last song, but Acchan said that if that was the last song, “I’ll die, y’know” and “That’s painful, y’know”. I guess we have to save the listeners’ emotions or it would be bad. So the last song became Just One More Kiss.

T: It’s like a founding song (smiles). Even though we didn’t compose it with that in mind.

A: But when you look at that song from the perspective of sound quality, that’s the only place where you can put it in. Not to mention, if it was placed as the first song, it would’ve ended up concluding the album. For me, I wanted to put Just One More Kiss into the album as an extra or a bonus. Like, I don’t think that this song will make a turn the end. Since it’s a good song, the thought of wanting the song to end as it is was strong. And that’s why, I thought that the number one, best way was to have the album TABOO end once with the song TABOO, and then have Just One More Kiss come alive after it in that order.

―― So you didn’t consider the possibility of not including Just One More Kiss in the album.

A: With or without it, TABOO is TABOO. I don’t think that this dark and heavy tone will change.

―― I believe that what mostly gets captured is BUCK-TICK’s flashy and colourful side. With your songs being poppy and melodious, and such. However, your 3rd album is hard and dark. Releasing such an album at this point in time makes me read deeply into it, and I wonder if perhaps you made this move on the volition that you want to completely override the image that you’ve built up thus far and change things. This isn’t a strategic part but a mental and emotional area, isn’t it?

H: We’ve released something new, something that we’ve never done before, but our intention isn’t to reject or throw away whatever we’ve done thus far. I think that what is left behind is what will persist, and what is uniquely BUCK-TICK. It’s just that the only things that are different are the parts that are hard and dark.

I: I guess you could say that those are simply the parts that couldn’t be seen before, or that we’ve never shown before.

A: I wanted to change, but it was neither a duty nor a strategy, it was just my own wilfulness. Ever since the period of time when we were recording SEVENTH HEAVEN, what I wanted to do became clear to me, and this vague sense came into realisation in the form of TABOO. I wanted to do something dark and hard, and that, I was able to do. It’s not about changing because I wanted to change, or override, or change the circumstances around me. It was simply me wanting to change myself for the sake of doing what I want to do.

I: Though, rather than changing, it’s more like different parts, the parts that we’ve never shown before but are showing now.

―― But I believe that with this album, there are many who are saying that BUCK-TICK has changed, aren’t there?

I: It’ll definitely be so.

U: I think that there are pros and cons to that…

A: We wanted to do what we wanted to do.

I: Just like our previous work, you can’t predict what’s coming next. BUCK-TICK will continue to change. Even in this album, we haven’t shown everything that we’ve got, so naturally, there are pros and cons, I believe.

 

Notes:

^ I think there might’ve been an error here since they referred to Toll as トール (Tōru) instead of アニイ (Anī) in the earlier part of the article and after this part as well.

^^ U-ta refers to Toll as アニキ (Aniki) here instead of アニイ (Anī), thus the decision to use ‘elder brother’ instead of Ani.

 

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Album Interview

 

“We wanted to produce an album that you won’t be able to understand no matter how much you listen to it.”

This was what Sakurai Atsushi said of the album TABOO. Listening to it, the words and the melody grow familiar to the body and the heart, but perhaps, the part that we’ll never understand no matter how much we listen to it is the elusive unconscious mind that is hidden in this album. Before the release date (January 18), in a state without music nor words, that was all that I had in mind as I conducted the interview.

The theme behind this album, entitled TABOO, may just be the imagination that even the band members themselves are unaware of. The personal interviews, which grew from those thoughts, first started with me asking the band questions that came to mind based on the word “TABOO”, and the lyrics and melodies that I heard. Because my impression of “TABOO” is rather impulsive, the questions turned out to be quite extreme, but the result is as you’ve seen.

Since the members will be talking about the themes and explanations behind each song in the next issue, we’ll unveil a little of the ambiguous existence of TABOO through their inner thoughts.

Firstly, the “lyrics”. These are not just the use of extreme words or the telling of a superficial story. Deep in them hides a human’s insanity, desire for destruction, and distrust. The ego and desire that a person does not want to show to others. The contrasting purity and beauty. The honest feelings that one has for love. All of these “coexist” in this album, but it does not lean heavily into one side or the other. In an instant, they come together while separating, and separate while coming together.

For example, in SILENT NIGHT, there is a line that says “I want to kill it all with my own hand [kono te de koroshite shimaitai]”.

Because he wishes to remain as they are, just the two of them, because he loves, he stops time, life, and existence to trap this love in eternity. Such ferocity and violence and pureness is insanity turning into beauty in that instant.

“Just like that    Closing off the world”

How romantic, how terrifying. Even though death is definitely not the equivalent of eternity.

Confused, losing his mind, running away from reality. Sakurai Atsushi writes about these things in plain simple words.

Contrasting him is Imai Hisashi who writes fanciful lyrics with his imagination. (This time, Yagami Toll has also provided the lyrics for one of the songs and he said that they were written in the image of “Sakurai Atsushi”.)

In the balance of these two, vocalist Sakurai Atsushi changes his voice and singing technique (method of expression), enhances the image of the songs, and changes his countenance. Even using both sighs and screams.

In a previous interview, Sakurai said, “Frustration has become the theme of the lyrics, but I want to write about what’s behind that hunger and desire. But I’m still unable to express them well enough for my words to be considered as rock lyrics”, but on the contrary, it feels as if the straighter and more direct and frank he gets, the closer we get to the hidden, unseen theme of TABOO.

SEX FOR YOU relates to the production of life and human potential.

With EMBRYO, it’s abortion.

J is about madness. While for TABOO, a lovers’ suicide.

No matter how many times you listen to this album, each of the songs is enclosed in the wide frame of TABOO in my arbitrary interpretation. Perhaps, it could be said that these cast doubt over human nature and our existence. With that backlash, they may be escaping into love and death…… and so on. As we move from one to the next, to what they call “the dark side of wishes and desires”, thoughts run around and around. “An album that you won’t be able to understand no matter how much you listen to it”. Perhaps the meaning behind these words is the descent into such a state of confusion……

“BUCK-TICK is a band that will continue to change.”

“This is an album that shows what we’ve never shown before.”

“You can’t predict what’s coming next.”

And so on.

From their words, it sounds like BUCK-TICK is a band that cannot be captured in one single portrayal, but as expected, these 5 who reject being represented by one image have once again impressed themselves with an ever-changing image that only BUCK-TICK is capable of with this album, TABOO.

“Uniquely BUCK-TICK”. This is what they always say, and as they shine with a new light, they change.

Their showy, flashy roots. Their poppy, melodious songs. These are the different words that they have been described with thus far.

They are not tied down by these words, neither are they fixated on them.

Depending on how light hits a prism in which new cuts are engraved, the way the light gets reflected and the colours that are produced changes too. It seems like BUCK-TICK is much like this, continuing to shine a new light from one work to the next.

Right after they were done with producing this album last September, they switched their minds back to their previous work and leapt into their SEVENTH HEAVEN tour. They did say that “As players, we want to play new songs as soon as possible”, and they would soon have the chance to. The ones who have been waiting most impatiently for it are without a doubt, the members themselves (after all, they have been waiting for 4 months).

On the 19th and 20th of January next year, they will, for the first time, perform the songs from TABOO at Nippon Budokan. It would seem that they will build the stage with an image that completely differs from the flashy, visual, and highly effective SEVENTH HEAVEN TOUR.

A dark, hard, beautiful, yet ephemeral world is where BUCK-TICK’s new potential is headed towards.

I can’t help but feel that by giving this album a name like TABOO, they are saying that there really is no such thing as a “taboo” in this world.

Right after the interview ended, I stopped the tape recorder, and as I said, “This album is so fleeting, so painful, so very heartrending after all”, Sakurai Atsushi, with that piercing gaze of his, said this in a languid tone.

“It’s alright. Because we’re deeper than that.”

 

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Live Report

Act 2 | Secret Gigs 4 Nights Report
BUCK-TICK NIGHT 1988 Nov. 20th

BUCK-TICK has made an appearance, taking time out of their busy schedule while in the middle of their SEVENTH HEAVEN tour to do so. The excitement of the 500 lucky people was at its climax even before the performance started.

There were many girls standing outside the stage door at Power Station with their umbrellas open, all eagerly waiting for the venue to open at 5:30 P.M.. And at 3:30pm, the members of BUCK-TICK arrived at 3:30 P.M. in all of this.

November 20th is right smack in the middle of their SEVENTH HEAVEN tour, which began soon after their return from London. The band’s fatigue was probably at its peak, but the moment they entered, they immediately started rehearsing. Backstage, I said, “I’ve listened to it, TABOO. Acchan’s passionate voice is great”, and to that, I was told with a grin, “It’s also been said to sound begrudging”.

After getting their makeup done, they started the show 10 minutes behind schedule. Before they went through the door on the side of the stage, Yuta shouted, “Alright*!!”. From that moment, all 5 of their faces tightened in concentration. I can’t help but be impressed by their focus and how quickly the band’s mood switches over. It was if their noisy, laidback selves from just a moment ago were never there.

They were welcomed with loud cheers, and their first song was VICTIMS OF LOVE. After a longer than usual guitar solo by Imai, the song began with moans of Atsushi’s voice. It was a hard opening that slathered the entire hall in B-T’s world in an instant. HYPER LOVE and SEXUAL XXXXX! attacked suddenly in waves. The floor was an onbeat dance paradise from the get-go.

For the first time in a long while, they played PLASTIC SYNDROME II, and after it ended, Atsushi spoke. “Today is a day of celebration for B-PASS, so we were wondering about what we should do, but we were in the middle of a tour and we couldn’t come up with anything. So we’ll do what we normally do.”   “Cheers to B-PASS and everyone (here)!” As he said that, he showered the floor with water from his cup, and then, they started the second half of their show. In the heat, the temperature in the hall rose, and Atsushi shook his mic multiple times, draining moisture from it and left the buttons on his shirt open. He looked like he was feeling very warm. During the bridge of IN HEAVEN, the interaction between Atsushi and Imai as they sat down got the audience excited. In his MC, Atsushi sounded worried as he said, “Even if you tell me that it’s tough and so on, it’s worrying, so please control yourselves”. But by this time, there were already 2 or 3 people who had to be carried out.

During the 2nd song of their encore, FLY HIGH, the audience sang the chorus together with the band. As the audiences’ voices were not growing loud enough, Ani endlessly played his snare drum. Atsushi even laughed as he said, “You’re not listening to what Ani is saying!”.

The second encore had TO SEARCH, followed by JUST ONE MORE KISS. After that, the final encore song was an indies track, MOON LIGHT. They performed a total of 15 songs. After it ended, almost all of the 500 people on the floor were drenched in sweat as they stood still for a while, as if in a daze. One warning. Don’t throw things onto the stage!    A ring or something hard hit Atsushi under his eye and that’s really dangerous.

 

* Actual text is ヨーシ (yoーshi).

 

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Translation: Yoshiyuki
Scans: morgianasama on LiveJournal